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Ok so if you have added my other account on here this will come in handy. Now like i have in my other journal on that account I said that I was going to post a story on there that isn't a fanfic...well...i don't know...it has Jimmy in it...oh well call it whatever you want, I just hope not Shit. Anyways I would LOVE IT IF YOU COULD ALL READ IT! IT REALLY ISN'T THAT BAD!

It might be up by Tonight if not tomorrow or the next day! =D

 thanks -Emily xxxxxxx

Yeah I know! Yes I think I will be putting "M.I.A." On hold. Why. Well because

1. I am getting to the point where I haven't been on this account pretty much At All.
2. I have lost touch in what I have writen
3. The ideas that were possible there are now gone so there is nothing to write

So yeah I'm sorry I really do hate doing this but when there is nothing to put it's quite hard to write with nothing.

So I don't mind if you want to whine and rent and go on how much you hate me doing this or how annoying I am for pulling this on you All the time.

Really go ahead this is your chance NOW. Believe me if I was you, I'd do it.

So in the mean time I was kind of thinking of writing a NEW fic. but I am still not sure, of course this one would have Vampires and maybe Demons in it. I don't know I am in the mood to write one like this, I'm just not sure if I should...Should I? I don't know I only do because you guys read the fucking things, really if it wasn't for you people I wouldn't be doing this. So you should be taking this as a THANKS. I do love the buzzes and comments from you people.

Um...yeah I think I am going to shut up now and let you guys talk, tell me what you think about everything.

Sorry again - Emily

Chapter 12

It’s been a few weeks now and the guys have been at the studio non stop.

I would drop by every now and then, listen to how they where doing which was amazing.

So I was driving home from the store and driving past the studio when I looked over to see Jimmy and some girl.

I stopped at the corner ready to turn right when I saw them… she kissed him right on the lips.

“How…why?” was all I was thinking

Then I saw him push her away and it looked like he was pissed.

BEEEEEEEEEEEP

The people behind me where getting pissed coz I didn’t move

Me: oh shit

I think he also saw me. I turned and headed home not knowing what to think.

Home

I got out of the car and put everything I bought away.

Later

I was watching TV when he walked in.

He came over and sat in the chair beside me…nothing was said.

For the rest of the night it was quite…I don’t know if he thought I hated him or if he just didn’t want to think about it…what if he was cheating and only did that coz he knew I was there? Ugh I don’t know!!!

Me: Jimmy…

Jimmy: Emily babe today what happened I didn’t plan that! It was her…Christina she hasn’t stopped flirting with since the first day she saw me. Babe listen I don’t like her! I love you!

Me: Jimmy calm down…I don’t care…I know you love me…I just wanted to know why she did that but it looks like you’ve said that already!

Jimmy: oh…I’m sorry

Me: it’s not your fault

I got up and hugged him

Me: well I’m going to bed today’s been a long day

I got up and headed for upstairs when I was pulled back down by him

Me: what?

Jimmy: I love you

Pulling me into a hug and then our lips crashed together

…

I pulled away

Me: I love you too

He picked me up bridal style and then we headed upstairs.

Sorry this ones stupid…I had to go back a few chapters to remember what happened LOL anyways I’ll try my best to finish this soon…I hope…anyways buzz away!!!!

Ok so yeah i know i haven't been on this account that much because of the other one. i was thinking about deleting this one...and i'm still not that sure...so anyways as for the fic that is on here i still don't know i'll have to look it over and then maybe something will come to mind...LOL i don't even remember it...i think...like i know whats going on in it i just don't remember where i was at in it =P lol my bad hehe so yeah I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS ALREADY NOVEMEBER! Gee's where has the time gone?! like it felt like yesterday Really! i was sitting here looking at all your journals and thinking

" um maybe i should try this fan fic story thing?" and here we are today...i miss summer D= anyways leave a comment

thanks - Emily