♥

Boredom

Nice weather

Tattoos

Paramore...! ?

 

That's all I've been dealing with for the past... week?

Yes, Paramore well I can't stop listening to them! ahh!?

I don't know what to do..

...It's soon going to rain so I guess that killed my update on the weather here in Shittyville...

Deathbat tattoo, this summer, right leg, AHHHH!!!!! :D ...Going to be good...yeah my dad isn't going to know about it !!! x_x just wait for it..

FANFICS?! STORIES?!... No.

 

-Emily!!!

 

btw. 20 SCHOOL DAYS UNTIL SUMMER!!!!!

random and loving it x)

  

[Chapter Three]

  

  

  

The morning light hit my face casing me to open my eyes and the instantly shut them. Thundering pain roared through my head making me want to cry. The suffering of a hangover; if the temptation of alcohol wasn't hard enough to ignore it'd be the after effect that would make you feel like pulling your hair out. But I guess this all depended how much you drank. Thinking of which...

I laid their thinking about the amount of alcohol I actually consumed.

Seven beers? Ten?

Wasn't there two cases?

Thinking about this obviously didn't help the massif pounding that was going on inside my head. It came down to the point where I got up, without thought and walked into the kitchen grabbing a couple ibuprofen got myself a glass of orange juice and drank them down. I took a seat at the table and looked around.

  

'This isn't my...house. FUCK! WHERE THE HELL WAS I?' I started to freak out a little realizing the shit I'd be in knowing my parents didn't know I didn't come home or wasn't there.

  

"Ughhh"

I looked up seeing Jimmy walk into the kitchen and do exactly what I had done just minutes ago.

He sat down and looked to me.

  

"You look scared, what's wrong?"

"They don't know I'm here" I whispered

He shrugged. Of course his parents didn't care where he was. Unlike mine who only wanted the best for me...not to be drinking under age and sleeping over unexpectedly not being on the good list.

  

I got up and walked over to the phone calling my house. They'd be PISSED but it's better than getting the cops or something after all the guys wondering where the hell I was. I know that be something they'd do. Blame the guys thinking they raped and murdered me, me left out their in some shallow grave forever gone. But that was nothing compared to the shit they forced in my face trying to keep me away from all of them.

  

"Emily!" I heard my mom pick up on the other end.

Frig I was in trouble.

"Is that her!? Emily get your ass home NOW!" I heard my Dad in the background.

Reason to be a 'perfect' child my father had a terrible anger problem. Threaten to beat me and or send me away when I came home late, got a bad grade or hung around with the guys. I wasn't sure if it was from the way he was raised or the fact that he was part of the military?

  

"Um..."

"Emily honey you scared us." My mom said in a calm voice

"Hell right she did!"

"I know" I started. "I'm really sorry, it won't ever happen again" I said trying not to cry.

"Okay, okay. Just get home alright" my mom said

I nodded though I knew she couldn't see me. "Alright"

I hung up and then leaned against the wall sliding down it and putting my head in my hands.

I soon felt arms wrap around me and cooing starting to calm me down. How something I thought I was doing right turned out wrong. I should have just stayed at school and put up with the crap and all of this wouldn't have happened.

  

+++

  

The car stopped and both Jimmy and I were sitting in my drive way.

  

"You want me to go in with you?"

I turned to him a bit surprised.

"No, don't please, god knows what could happen." "He might call the cops on you anyways..."

Nothing else was said. I got out of the car and walked up to the house. Before entering though I turned around seeing him signal me in. I just hoped things weren't so difficult.

  

"Emily?!"

"Yes"

"OH MY GOD!"

My Mom came running from her room and hugged me. I knew she could somewhat trust Jimmy and the guys more then my father could...though I guess that was it. He was my dad after all. And being his only daughter hanging around guys bothered him. I just wished he could trust me more.

  

"I'm sorry mom" I quietly said

"Its okay, you're okay"

My dad walked out of the bathroom and stopped by me. A very cross and unpleasant look on his face. Fuck.

  

"You scared the hell out of me I hope you know that"

I looked down. He wasn't screaming at me yet but in its place he made me feel really guilty.

  

"I know... like I said, it won't happen again"

  

I walked past them and up to my room. Drinking ever again? Meh. Coming home, ALWAYS!

SOOO... IF YOU CAN'T TELL. TODAY, FOR ME ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKING OKAY, SO I DO MY USUAL SHIT. GET UP, EAT FOOD, GET DRESSED. WALK TO SCHOOL.

SO LIKE THERE IS THESE BENCHES OUT IN FRONT OF THE CLASS ROOMS I HAVE MATH, HISTORY AND HEALTH IN. AND WELL I GET THERE SIT DOWN AND PEOPLE ARE SITTING (THE USUAL FIVE TO SEVEN) MOSTLY A MIX BEWTEEN DRUGGIES AND PREPY KINDA 'ISH PEOPLE AND WELL THEY STARTED TALKING MUSIC. SO IF YOU HAVEN'T GUESSED I'M THE SEVENFOLD KID THERE... HMM I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT NOW....*EVIL SMIRKS* SO JOSH THIS DUDE PULLS OUT HIS IPOD AND WAS LIKE

"LADY GAGA, PSSH YEAH WANNA HEAR SOMETHING GOOD"

AND EVERYTHING THINKS HE'S GOING TO PLAY SOMETHING COUNTRY COS HE LIKES THAT KINDA MUSIC AND SHIT

BUT NOOOOOOOOOO [THIS IDEA IS FROM HALEY MY SICK FRIEND THAT HAS HER BLASTING BESIDE ME]

THE SONG THAT COMES ON IS

SCREAM:BY AVENGED!

OF COURSE I KNOW THE SONG THE MINUTE I HEARD IT!

AWAYS HE WAS LIKE "NOTHING BEATS AVENGED SEVENFOLD!"

AND I WAS LIKE 'PSSH FUCK YEAH!!!!' <IN MY HEAD

AWAYS BRITTANY THIS GIRL THAT IS REALLY GOOD IN SCHOOL AND SHIT WAS SITTING BESIDE HIM LOOKED OVER AND TOOK A HEADPHONE.

AND THEN JOSH WAS LIKE "OH ANYOTHER BETTER ONE IS, A LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN" [I DIE AT THIS POINT, I LOVE THE SONG!!!]

AND THEN BRITTANY'S LIKE "OH YEAH" ANYWAYS THE NEXT THING YOU HEAR IS THEM SINGING TO JIMMY'S PART OR IN OTHER WORDS THE CHORUS.

DIE DIE DIE!!!

"Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes"

I THINK NOW I AM CONVICED THAT IF THEY DID EVER COME TO HALIFAX THEN... SHIT I WOULDN'T BE THE ONLY ONE STANDING IN THE CROWD...WELL ME AND MOM... OH MY GOD WHO ALSO LAST NIGHT... UGHHH DANCING TO GIRL I KNOW!!!!! AHHHH!!!! IT WAS FUNNY AS HELL THOUGH XDXDXDXD BUT SOOOOOO WRONG! LOL

AWAYS SO AFTER THAT THE DAY WENT WELL. FOUND OUT MY SCIENCE TEST WAS POSTPONED TO TUESDAY! AND THAT THE PREGGO FRENCH TEACHER [NOTE: I LOVE TO MAKE FUN OF] WASN'T A BITCH TODAY. AND I ALSO MADE UP THIS ART THING FOR THE CLASS THAT... WELL I'LL SHOW YOU IT...

LOVE IT!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D [NOTE: SORRY IT'S SO BIG]

SO...

HAHAHAHAHA IN HISTORY...CLASS THE BAND STUDENTS HAD TO LEAVE EARLY TO GO TO LUNCH PRACTISE..SUCKS I KNOW & MR. L WASN'T IN BECAUSE HE WAS GETTING MORE SURGERY ON HIS LEG. SO THE SUB IN NAME IS...GINA... SO YEAH. xP

AWAYS. MY FRIEND VERNADIS WAS WALKING DOWN THE HALL AND WAS LIKE "WE'RE GOING TO SEE JA, JA, GENA!!" LIKE THE CHIA PETS COMERCIAL XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD I DIED THEN TOO.

 

LIKE I SAID

BEST. DAY. EVERRRRR!!!!!

[Sorry about the caps lock on too, just excited xD]

Emilyyyyyyyyy :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

[Chapter Two]

  

  

  

We somehow got away from the other guys, sneaking over Jimmy's car and flying out of the school yard like a bat out of hell.

It was a relief to get out of school. Though I was never they type to just jump and leave. I needed this more then expected.

  

I turned to Jimmy who was rocking out to whatever song was on the radio. I smiled. Defiantly out of Zack, Matt, Brian and him I was glad I was with him. What could I say, besides the usual that everyone known him as crazy and weird. But I just 'clicked' with him. Like an older brother to me knowing how I thought and unlike the others who were obviously brain-dead and wouldn't have thought about this or cared in a million years.

  

I turned to the road seeing he had just turned down my street. A wave of panic hit me.

  

"Jimmy we can't go to my house" I said my voice cracking.

"Oh, Dad's home again" he just assumed

I nodded. If he found I'd skipped... x_x dead

He zoomed by my house hoping no one would notice us and we headed off to the park.

  

  

  

I got out of the car and shut the door. The sun was out shining and there was just a light breeze making it pretty perfect minus the school incident. We started walking. Not really caring now who saw us because most people didn't really hang around the park at this time of day.

I took a seat on one of the benches scattered around the place and sighed.

  

"Thanks for getting me outta there" I said looking out towards the pond that sat in front of us.

"You needed it, I could tell" he said picking up a rock and chucking it into the near by pond.

I sat there taking in a near beauty of the park. Oh how that would change in a couple of hours...

  

++++

  

"I wanna slam the bitches face into a desk" I slurred out. Though my sane moment lasted about a half an hour it didn't take long to run over to 'the spot' and pull out the booze.

We had lost track of all time and just by what I could tell it looked around four o' clock. But this was looking though the eyes of a drunken ass teenager... it could have been seven at night for all I knew at the time.

  

"What the fuck?"

I turned to the entrance of where we were, seeing Brian, Matt and Zack walk in.

  

"Um, you're looking a little happier then you where back in school" laughed Brian

I laughed. "Yeah" I said really dorky

Matt stood there holding back laughter while Zack just smiled.

  

"So a... you save any beer for us?" asked Brian

He walked over to the now half empty case which in the beginning wasn't even opened. We still had a few hours to go. Let's just see how well I'd end up...

  

[About... four hours later]

  

I was long out of it. Talking mostly made up of gibberish and laughing uncontrollably. That's all I could truly remember.

  

*Jimmy's POV*

  

So in doubt I guess I saved the day! That's scary...

So it came to the point were no one could barely speak and were on the very close verge of passing out. I was a bit surprised seeing Emily hold up so well, any other night she'd be the one sticking to staying the most sober but it only made sense why she was getting this wasted anyways. I turned to Brian who stood right beside me. He was laughing at her because she wouldn't shut up about anything. The girl that normally said nothing was talking her ass off. It was funny I had to admit.

  

"I...uh...I..."

Flunk

  

"Ohh...shit"

"Someone's out!" yelled Brian laughing his ass off.

I laughed seeing Emily just pass out like that. I sighed and then said something along the lines of "Better take her home" which probably didn't come out like that but oh well. I somewhat picked Emily up and woke her up enough to stumble her over to my place. Though I hated it there, it'd be better then taking her home and dealing with more shit she had went through enough for one day.

  

All I remembered was walking through the door of my house and then everything go black. I wasn't even sure if I made it to my room or not.

  

*End of POV*

  

  

[Chapter One]

  

  

  

High School, the enemy off all time or at least though the eyes of an outcast teenage girl that no matter how hard she tried never could fit in. Unfortunately for me this is what I was going through.

All I truly wanted was to fit in. Not be such a dorky tomboy that only had guy friends. I needed a female chum to tell me what gossip was going around about or about the cutest boy in school. Sure getting around and doing many shenanigans was fun. But being a teenage girl with four guy friends... ehh it had its problems.

  

  

  

I stormed out of the school. Not giving a shit if the teachers got mad at me because I left class without permission, if I got sent home early or even got kicked out for leaving school property even though in the case I was in I was sure I wouldn't make it that far.

  

I was sick. Being picked on by the popular blonde bitches, Getting poked at by the jocks calling me a dirty greaser whore and just annoyed over all about how the school fucked me over because I didn't look 'proper'

Fuck that!

  

I stomped over by the old oak tree sitting down behind it and cried.

How come I wasn't good enough for them? Was I a good for nothing hoodlum that's future turn out to be nothing but a lazy drunk ass groupie to some infamous band thinking they could make it somewhere?

I took my hands away from my face and started to wipe the running mascara running down my cheeks.

  

"Emily!!"

  

I ignored the consent yelling of my name from the school and looked over to the track and field, field. All the perfect blonde girls stood around talking about last nights date with Brad the quarterback or what the latest gossip about Paris Hilton was. This was just a guess but what else do you think they'd be talking about?

I wasn't jealous of their popularity, just of the fact that they had each other. Though the fact that two out of the three of them slept with each others boyfriends at least twice this week. Ehh...

  

"Emily?" "Dude their you are"

I didn't look up knowing exactly who it was who 'found' me.

  

"Are you okay?"

I shuffled away.

"Go away Jimmy" I said hiding my face knowing my eyes were bloodshot and I looked like a raccoon that got attacked by Forrest Gump's mom.

The conversation ended there...for what little there was.

I just let everything settle in my head of a few minutes all until I realized that both Jimmy and I where technically skipping class.

  

"Aren't you supposed to be in class?" I asked still not looking at him.

"I don't know, aren't you suppose to be in class?" he asked

  I laugh quietly for a moment and then finally looked up to him. He starred out across the field and then looked down to me. At the moment I really couldn't figure out who looked worse; me with my bloodshot/ raccoon eyes or him with his crazy weird hair and awful clothes. I laughed again thinking about it, I was sure I'd be a tie.

  

We got up and I went to walk back to the school just as the bell rang. People started to come outside and I saw the other three run out looking for Jimmy and I.

I turned around but smacked into him but then looked up to him nervously.

  

"You wanna go home?" he asked

I nodded seeing he read my mind. I could handle crying in front of one guy but having them all their just make it a lot awkward. As much as it seemed they saw me more of a guy then a chick. So emotional break downs I figured weren't in there game.

  

What should I call this?? Hehe, this is something I like. I'll write more.

So 'Dead End,Countdown'. It's hurting to write because I'm feeling forced to write it. I'm not a fan of it and I guess the demons section with writing isn't something I'm good with. But I'm not stopping writing I have something so don't think I'm stopping right now.

Btw Check out the song. "Dead End, Countdown"by The New Cities. It's like a mix between pop-rock and techno, over all a dance song!! And I know it's not a genre I totally love but the songs addicting! It's so weird! Anyways. They kind of sorta remind me of Metro Station or something.

Anyways I'll be around. This Friday I have no school again, like I said (I wasn't lying when I said that or over hyper xD)

Another song I've been listening to a lot has been "City" By Hollywood Undead I don't know why again. Oh well.

Talk.

 

Dead End, Countdown.

 

 

 

[Chapter Two]

 

 

I started packing up my clothes that I brought with me from home. My week had flown by before my eyes. But it didn't help that I spent most of it sleeping and not leaving the hotel that was paid for me.

I guess it was now or never.

 

I walked out of the building sunglasses on and wearing all black. I glanced down at the little piece of paper that was slid underneath my room door this morning. I was to meet there.

I walked over to a black limo. A man standing outside of it was waiting for me.

I handed him my bags and then I got in the back of the car.

 

"Hello Emily"

I looked and sitting across me was a different guy. He wore all black and had long hair. He lowered the sunglasses he wore reliving his dark brown eyes.

 

"Hi"

"I'm Brian, a friend of your father" he smirked

I nodded and looked out the window of the now moving car.

 

"Thank you for making this choice"

I turned seeing a girl now sitting beside him...where did she come from?

She sat with Brian looking like his girlfriend and by the way she sat it looked like she was treated like a queen that or she thought she was too perfect at the moment. That would be better then what I was thinking. I sat their feeling totally out of place and for some reason it felt wrong.

 

The car soon came to a stop and everyone got out. I looked up to the large building that stood in front of me.

"She came!!" I heard someone yell.

People started coming out of the building, the only ones I recognized were James and Matthew.

 

"I guess I'll have to introduce you to everyone..." said Matthew rolling his eyes. Why did he not like me here?

 

"So you met Brian and Vanessa, Jimmy, that's Zack, Gemma, Johnny and me" he said not in any better mood.

I nodded and everyone turned to walk back inside.

 

"Let's just get one thing out of the way first" I said

Matthew spun around and looked at me angrily.

 

"Yes" said Gemma

"After this...is over I don't want to be apart of any 'secret' team and running letters and shit to a bunch of people"

 

Everyone stood there quiet for a minute and then James spoke up for the first time. "Fine"

I nodded and then followed everyone inside.

 

[Chapter three]

 

It caught me off guard a little seeing how well kept the building I was in was. It looked like a huge house inside having a huge view of the upstairs bedroom, an open kitchen downstairs, living room and dining room. It was a lot like a huge garage house...?

 

"Your room is upstairs." Said Vanessa for some reason she sounded pissed about it.

"Where are yours?"

"Oh we don't live here, only you and...Matt will be" said Brian hinting it should be a blast!

I groaned thinking about living with him. If my father was the beast... what was Matt?

I walked up taking my things to my 'new room'?

It was nicely put together up here. Everything looked exactly like my home back in California...

"Why are my things here?" I asked

"Well how you would like it, my shit everywhere or have it like your house?" "It wasn't my fucking idea anyways" said Matt in that harsh tone again.

"Okay..."

 

+++

 

I had spent most of the day hanging around inside and it did eventually came to the point were everyone left...leaving it down to me and Matt.

 

I walked upstairs and crawled into my bed. It was weird having part of my house in someone else's.  

I lied there that night starring out the huge window that was placed to the far wall. The moonlight shun through the glass.

 

'Why am I doing this?' I thought.

I sighed still really unsure about this and went to sleep.

 

[Next day]

 

 

I woke up to the smell of gasoline in the air.

"What the hell?" I asked sitting up. I looked around seeing no one around.

"Matt?" I asked getting up.

"UGH!" I looked down seeing the floor was soaked with gas.

"The fuck?"

 

"Morning Emily..."

I looked over to the door way seeing Matt, Jimmy, Vanessa, Brian, Gemma, Zack and Johnny.

My eyes went wide seeing him holding a gasoline jug in one hand, in the other was a lighter.

 

They all started to grin at me, grins turning into evil smiles that kept growing.

"Oh..." I said shocked

Without a single thought Matt dropped the open lighter.

I turned around and jumped back on my bed. Within no time the flames made there way up the stairs and flew up around my bed.

I started screaming, in the faint background all you could hear was laughing.

 

"Emily! Emily!!!"

I opened my eyes seeing Matt there holding me down.

"GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME!" I screamed pushing him away.

Dead End, Countdown.

 

[Chapter One]

 

 

My life had always be different then everyone else. Never normal, how ever you could define that for me.

From what I was told it was the fire that turned my life upside down. Just days old living on the less pleasant side of town burned down the small house that took both lives of my parents.

 

By the age of five I had found there was to know about my life. Knowing that the kind couple that gave birth to me were not my actually parents. They were looking for a better life and just so happen to run into my dad, he gave them a chance, a new life (meaning me) only for one thing, their souls.

 

Weirdly I never had felt bad for the two. Wouldn't normal people feel sorry?

 

From then on I have been receiving messages from my father all coming from his assistants. They'd ask me to do favours which I'd do. They weren't much just give letters to people. It wasn't until I met my mother that the full truth spilt out and I knew what I was here to do.

 

'FLASH BACK'

 

I walked into the small café located in town. A place I didn't visit frequently but came too when asked.

The aroma of freshly made coffee filled the small warm building on the February morning. Of course I hadn't been use to this kind of weather in a while. I had been living on in California when I received the message to meet here on this exact day. 

 

I walked up to the counter where a young teenage girl worked.

 

"A vanilla cappuccino please" I said in my calm soothing voice. She nodded and went to make it. I turned and opened my bag going to grab my wallet when I first heard him.

 

"I'll pay for you"

I looked up seeing a tall dark hair guy standing right beside me.

"Um, no it's okay I can-

"Please Emily, let me pay"

I gasped lightly looking up to him confused. If it wasn't those amazing blue eyes that made me react like this it'd have to be the fact I wasn't really  use to the random pop-ups my father would send. Not in New York as it seemed.

 

"Okay" I said lightly

I looked away from him and then quickly jumped hearing a loud 'THUD' I turned to the back table where a strong, tattooed guy sat, I couldn't see his eyes because they where covered with sunglasses but I knew he wasn't happy with something. The woman sitting beside him was calming down. I turned back around to see the blue eyed tall guy starring down at me again holding my vanilla cappuccino and smiling.

 

"Thanks" I said taking it.

I stood there awkwardly unsure now of what to say.

"Follow me" he said. I looked up to him walking away. I turned and followed. This was different.

 

He sat down at the table the woman and tattooed guy sat.

"Emily..." said the women. I looked at her and I knew my eyes went wide. Her hair colour the exact as mine, her features not all off as mine and her smile warm yet deceiving.

 

"Have a seat"

I took a seat next to the guy that bought me my coffee and then started to undo my jacket. I took it off reviling my long sleeved light pink shirt. I rolled up the sleeves now showing off the couple tattoos I had on my arms.

 

"Are you?" I asked looking up to the women

She nodded. "Yes, I'm your mother." I smiled lightly surprised and a bit confused of what was really going on.

"This is James" she said looking to the guy that I met in the beginning. I smiled and nodded.

"And this is Matthew" she said turning to the guy with the most visible tattoos.

I nodded again getting a different vibe from this guy. He seemed really angry I wanted to know but then again didn't. He just didn't look like the type you messed around with.

 

"So what's going on?" I asked. A question I found out was beyond believable but some how made sense in my head.

 

+++

 

It had been an hour, sitting and listening to her story, about the love and falling to the war that had been going on with the good and evil. And how there was no way for me to ever to become 'pure'. How I was the child of the devil no mortal could make me holy.

 I was the source to get more souls making hell win and rule over. I starred at the woman calling to be my mother in shock.

 

"You should have never told her...she's never going to follow through" growled Matthew

"Shh, you don't know if she's willing to help" my mother said

She looked to me and smiled. "Hard to believe I know, are you willing to do it?" she asked

All eyes were on me as I was about to make the biggest decision in my life.

 

End of Flashback

 

 

 

So within the three days of knowing who and what I was, my desires and who I needed to find who where

the other people. The ones that were to help us, make the war going on between heaven and hell disappear.

 

I was given a week; a week to pick over following the rules of my father once again or out of no where disobey.

This worried me only because I wasn't sure about the consequence. Would the devil cheat-out his own daughter?

 

crap?

 

 

-Guys-

Matt: Taken

Brian: TAKEN

Zack: TAKEN

Johnny:

Jimmy:

-Girls-

Emily* -

Vanessa

Gemma

So basically that's true. BAHAHA!!

No I didn't just realize that now if you're all wondering. But I'm sure I am suffering with the a disease that's sweeping over the buzznet site. NOOOO!!!! YESSSS.... NO, okay so it's just me. I'm sorry everyone but... this is so hard to say... I'M STRAIGHT!!!! AHHH!!!! OOOOOO K

Hahahahaha. I'm so hyper/messed up COMPLETELY FUCKKEDD!! EVEN THOUGH I'M NOTT. O.O

So I'm gonna shut up now! EHH!!

THIS IS WHAT NO DESENT IDEA DOES TO ME!! AHH!!!

Has anyone heard of Fred? The Youtube kid that fucks up his voice and is seriously obnoxious. LIKE ME RIGHT NOW!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

TOOOO THE UPDATES

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! WEEEEEEE!!

RAINING OUTSIDE RIGHT NOW

I THINK I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH SYN...

...

AHHHH!!!!!!!! *SCREAMS FRANTICLY, SHAKING HEAD BACK AND FORTH AND WAVING HANDS IN THE AIR*

SOMEBODY GOD DAMN SLAP ME!!!!

 

Topics:

Touring

High School

Music Producing

War

Drugs

Alcohol

Running away

Vampires

Siblings

Being Famous

Being in a Band

Slash

 

Wrote about:

Avenged Sevenfold!

Good Charlotte

Escape the Fate

Bullet for my Valentine

Papa Roach

 

...I think I've done it all in the writing life of fanficion... 0_0 ... I'm sure there's nothing else...right? errr ... x_x

 

Like really, all the fic/stories out there today are either about touring or vampires or something. It's annoying but worst of all my creative mind has died from great storie ideas. x_x It sucks.

NEW FIC!

SO WITH ALL THE DRAMA, BITCHING, AND STUPID SHIT THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH WITHIN THE PAST 48 HOURS... I WAS THINKING ABOUT WRITING ABOUT IT... NOT EXACTLY LIKE WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON, BECAUSE I KNOW WE ALL WOULD LOVE TO FORGET ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED.

SO One year later and I still have it xD

My boys!

Zack / Emily

Brian /Gemma

Jimmy

Matt

Johnny

+

Jacoby

and I don't know, who else would fit the part of the 'bad' boy/ rebel/ punk/ fighting type????

And as for people... I'm not sure how I will work it... =]

I'm happy now soo... yeah. I'm also going to make myself as much as I am like right now... not saying I haven't made myself like myself before... yeah.

Name's still is unknown too...

I hate my life...

I should like... cut my wrist..

My life is a black hole, no one loves me...

Oh my godd... why does the world hate me???

Let's read poetry and cry until we diee...

The cloud over my head will never go away. I want to end my life...

 

SO IF YOUR FUCKING WONDERING IF I HAVE LOST MY GOD DAMN MIND, YES, NO, I'M A EMO NOW.. OR WHAT EVERYONE SEES ME AS... SO SINCE I AM 'EMO' I SHOULD ACT IT TOO RIGHT?

Either that or change into a prep...stupid ass prep...

Like O.M.G.!!! Did you see last nites espisode of One Tree Hill?! Like Srsly O.M.G.!!!

W.T.F. Like no way is she skinny!

Like O.M.G. I LOVE YOUR FLATS! LIKE YELLOW!!!

EWWW HE'S LIKE...GREASY!!! *Gags*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKING HATE THIS! HATE EMO'S HATE PREPS, HATE STUPID ASS YELLING DOUCHE BAGS CALLING ME SOMETHING I AM NOTT!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE I HAVE SKINNY BLACK JEANS ON, LOOK SAD BECAUSE I WAS WALKING HOME IN THE RAIN FREEZING MY FUCKING ASS OFF AND HAD MY BLACK SWEATER ON DOESN'T MEAN I'M FUCKING EMO! STUPID IDIOTIC PEOPLE JUST DIE ALREADY TAKE SOME ADVICE FROM THE EMO!!!!!!!!!

AHHH!!!

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Just to through out there, today is my one year anniversary on Buzznet and for this account and what I have realized is that coming on here has changed how I was as a person. God looking back on my first journal... WHOA!

But yeah I'm not going to go into any extreme detail...or I might...

All I remember is finding this site when looking up pictures of Avenged, and then figuring out that pretty much everyone writes about them and loves them. I started reading, kind of coming up with my own idea's, got an account... and here we are now.

It's been crazy and there have been times where I've regret I joined but now I know there is no way out because...well you know how many time's I've tried to delete my account... STUCK HERE FOREVER!! Fucking gave my soul away joining.

To the friends now. I'm not going to name you all because I don't want someone I forget to be all sad and shit. You know who you are, if I've commented on something of yours to just talking to you some of the time. I'm just thankful I can come on here and have all of you. Love you guys!

 

 

The crazy idea's, The standing up for what I think is right, My unpredictableness, Laughing, Crying, Bitching, Screaming, and the weird, retarded, messed up, incredable things in between. That's what makes up this site. Oh and don't forget the fakes but we all hate them and they can just fuck off. Hahaha xD

-Emily

SERIOUSLY! I AM SOO FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE FIGHTING AND PLANNING TO LEAVE HERE! IT'S LIKE THE MOMENT IN TIME WHERE I'M THE ONE WHO ISN'T ACTING LIKE THIS EVERYONE ELSE FUCKING IS!!!!

I CAME ON HERE 1 YEAR TOMORROW. YES IT'S ONE FUCKING YEAR TOMORROW THAT I HAD JOINED UP ON THIS FUCKING SITE! AND NOW WITH EVERYTHING GOING ON I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE IT'S BEEN A WASTE OF MY TIME, WITH MEETING PEOPLE AND FINDING OUT THERE FAKE TO FUCKING DEALING WITH FIGHTS, HAVING PEOPLE SCREAMING AT ME FROM FUCKING HALF ACROSS THE FUCKING GLOBE!

I AM SICK OF THIS!

SICK OF PEOPLE

SICK OF SCHOOL

SICK OF LIVING BUT I'M NOT MAKING THIS INTO A FUCKING EMO BULLSHIT THING JOURNAL. FUCK THAT. Just... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

...

Huh and just think about it... I was in the middle of writting a fucking fanfic journal for an upcoming fic. FUCK THAT!

Since we're all diving off the cliff, I might as well join too!!!

 

 

This is Vern aka. Katana. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii lol random Hello all of emilys 'NORMAL AND CONSIDERATE OF OTHERS' friends MEEP MEEP LOL  :)

 

 

We are on Lunch Break xD

Be home in a couple Hours. Afterschool Band Practise. <Emily

 

BYEEEEEE!!!!

VERN&VERNADETTE!!!!!

It gets gushy just warning ya and it's the last chapter for tonight!

 

 [Chapter Nine]

 

 

I walked out of the grand hallway and back to my room. Inside a person stood my eyes lit up when I saw him.

"James"

The guy turned around and smiled.

I gasped.

"Ryan" I whispered.

"Emily love, your father called me saying you where home, I've missed you"

I smiled for a second.

"Em I, Oh my god"

I turned around seeing Rain and Shanna and Lilly with her.

"Yeah!" said Lilly checking out Ryan. His dusty blonde hair and blue, blue eyes could make any girl want to die...he looked like...

"Oh my god"

I turned to the guys who walked in the door.

"Wow dude he looks like Jimmy"

It was true; he looked like Jimmy way to much... I hadn't noticed it until now.

Ryan smiled looking to me.

 

"What's going on?"

I swear if my heart was still beating it would have stopped by now. I turned and looked at my dark haired, blue eyed...ex?

 

"Nothing man, hey where have you been?" asked Johnny

Jimmy shrugged looking over to Ryan and then back to me.

"Hello I'm guessing you're James, I'm Ryan" said Ryan extending out his hand.

Jimmy looked to him shocked.

"Yes, I am..." and he shook it.

Ryan smirked and then turned to me.

"So Emily your father said you where single now?" and just as he said that my dad walked into the room.

 

My eyes widened but from the corner of them I could see James looking to both me and Ryan franticly

"Umm..."

I turned to Jimmy and he gave me back an unbelievable look.

 

"She is not" he answered and turned to Ryan. He then turned to me and took both my hands in his. "I am so sorry I hurt you, but what I said was true, King Henry sir, I know you disapprove of me and that I'm far from what your daughter deserves" he said turning from me to my dad.

My dad looked at him surprised.

"Listen I freaked out... ever since I met you I knew you had some disliking to me. And it's okay...because I'm going home and you and...Emily won't see me ever again" he said

I looked at him scared and confused.

"Jimmy what are you talking about you just we were still together?"

"I know but thinking now... darling I love you but we're better off... not together" he said softly at the end.

This caused so much pain, more then what I remembered becoming a vampire.

"I gave it to you though"

"Gave what to him?" asked my father a bit outraged

"My heart" I whispered

Starting to shake again and wiper I backed up sitting on one of the chairs in my room.

I was now empty. Heartless; Gone

 

"Hmm...Ryan I think you should leave...find yourself some other girl to marry" said my father.

"But sir I love her too and plus you promised-

"Leave, I only want what's best for her...I want her happy...leave now" he ordered.

Wanted me happy, well I wasn't happy, nor would I probably be ever again.

 

"Now..." he said

I looked up to him pointing to James.

"You, you scum, have you've seen what you have done?" "How on earth should you re-pay her, taking the most important thing there is to someone and not just someone my only perfect daughter!"

James stood there statue like head down.

"You better marry her, you better treat her right like you've have been the past hundred and some year and you better make her your queen...it's not the crown that makes the king, it's the true man that is willing to fill the spot and do the best he can for his people"

I looked back up to my father shocked

James looked up to him too.

 

"If you love her like you've said then prove it, show me" he said and pointed to me.

James turned to me and I got up. He slowly walked over and stood in front of me.

 

"I..."

I stood there eyes somehow getting glassy starring up to him.

"Emily I love you"

I threw my arms around him and hugged him not ever wanting to let go.

"I love you so much, I'm so sorry, god I don't know what I was thinking...you're my life, you're the one that holds my heart"

With that a single tear fell down my cheek and with his thumb he brushed it away.

"I love you too" I said and kissed him and then pulled away starring into those unforgettable blue eyes.  

 

"Thank you, son" said my father.

We looked over and he nodded.

 

Approved.

 

:)

[Chapter Eight]

 

 

I walked up to my room after tea was over. Turning to see my bedroom door was already open and someone standing inside.

 

I walked behind James and then wrapped my arms around him.

 

"Why are you so angry?" I whispered

"I'm not angry Emily" he replied

"Then what's with the attitude?" I asked

He turned around and faced me.

"Maybe because I don't fit in here, you see the way your dad reacts when I'm brought into something do you think I like that?"

I looked down. "I will talk to him..."

"No Emily, it's just when I come here it's like... it's like I'm shit, your too good for me, that I should go fetch a towel and start wiping your asses now!" he said

My jaw literally dropped.

"Oh my god!"

He looked down to me without a care.

I couldn't believe this! I wasn't sure if I should be sad or pissed? He was making me feel bad because of whom I was but yet pissed me off because he was calling himself nothing!

 

"I can't fucking believe you" I said. He just shrugged. "Fine then, go, you hate it here, just fucking go!" I yelled showing him the way to exit.

"Huh fine I will!" he said getting in my face before walking out the door.

"Go to hell asshole!" I yelled out the door.

Jimmy turned around half way down the stairs

"Too bad baby I'm in it now!"

I growled and then slammed the door.

"FUCKING IDIOT" I screamed. Within the stone walls it echoed back so it was like sound check at a damn concert or something.

"Fuck" I yelled throwing one of the pillows that were placed on my bed.

He was fucking right; I could have screwed his face off and no one else would fucking hear us!

 

I sat on my bed and grabbed another pillow tightening my grip around it.

 

Knock...knock

"Em" The door opened a little and Matt poked his head in.

"AHH!!"

Puff!

"What's going on?" I heard someone say and then the bedroom door opened.

I heard gasps and some laughter. Between Jimmy being an asshole, me being emotion unstable and now feathers from the pillow I had just destroyed all over the place...I was going to crack

 

...

 

"GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I let out a death screeching scream.

The door automatically shut and then I heard everyone running away...I wasn't fit to be around!!

 

James' POV

 

STUPID MOTHERFUCKING IDIOTIC BITCH!!!!!

That's what I was.

 

I had left the castle around an hour ago, just walking about in the woods and now feeling bad for what I caused... she hated me. I fucked it up big time. What was I going to do now?!

But what I said was right, she was too perfect, too good for me and I knew I could never become something her dad would approve of. This was hopeless. I was now miles from home, in a place where everyone hated me and where was I going to go?

I turned around and looked back at the green lush forest. Guess I'd better get back... see if anyone would noticed I left...or cared.

End of POV

 

I opened the door to my room and walked out. I needed to go to the grand hall way. So my families castle had been around for longer then I had existed add up my vampire life and my human one; 230 years that would equal. So this 900 year old castle hidden away in the woods and beautiful, I walked down the rest of the bedroom hall and stopped. Moving the candle holder on the wall making the whole end open up, I walked through and looked at all the portraits of my now past family, all humans until my parents, Brother and I. I was 27 when I became immortal and between then and now... it was amazing how much a person could change. I reached the end of the wall. My parents... they looked so happy together. How come I didn't get that? All I wanted was to be with someone, someone who loved me, cared...was always there. I started to shake again, the feeling of wanting to cry...but the fact that I couldn't washed over me. I sat down bringing my knees back to my chest and sitting my chin down on them I started to cry but not with tears.

 

"Emily?"

I turned seeing my mom.

"Oh honey" she came over and hugged me.

"Dear what's wrong?"

I took a deep breath and then told her the fight.

 

...

 

"Oh my god" she said hugging me.

"Where is James now?"

"I don't know" I said. But then it hit me. "Oh no, he's gone...where...could he be?" "Oh no...oh god"

"Emily dear calm down, he can't be that far, when did this all happen?"

"Um...uh around two hours ago!" I said in fear. Oh my god I might have lost him forever...

[Chapter Seven]

 

 

 

It was around two in the morning when the plane landed in Canada and all I remember was being wakened by James and then carried off and put in a cab where I ended up falling asleep in till now.

 

The sun rose up over the hill we were driving up over. I sat up from leaning against the window and stretched; realizing then that we weren't in the small yellow taxi anymore and in a dark black leather interior car. I turned to my right seeing my love fast asleep beside me. I turned and noticed the two very large men, wearing black clocks and hats. It caught me off guard thinking they could be part of the vision but then realized the person I saw wasn't as big as they were.

"Good morning princess Emily" the one in the passenger's seat said. I growled lowly. I hated being called that.

"Good morning Ethan, Manson"

The driver nodded but didn't say a word just kept eye on the road ahead.

"When did you pick us up" I asked looking back to James.

"About an hour ago" he replied

I nodded "And the others?"

"Three of the are with Joshua the others in a van with Aurora"

I smiled. Good they didn't flip out and just ditch them like the first time they met Jimmy and Zack... the two had spent three hours looking for me at the air port when I had spent two of the hours at home...Just hopefully Zack is holding up without freaking out, but I think he'd be okay...he seemed to get alone with Aurora well last time.

Now the four guards had been with me all my life or my life when I was home. Always watching me, making sure I was safe... it was a hard job and probably annoying, especially putting up with me!

 

Nerves and butterflies started to gather in my stomach the we got closer we got to the castle. Just over the hill to go and I'd see my land, the beautiful memory not just a memory anymore but a reality.

    I felt someone's hand touch mine and I turned to see James awake.

 

"Don't be nervous love...I'm the one who should be between the both of us" he said in a soft tone. I smiled and sat back, his arm wrapped around me and we looked out the windshield seeing the beautiful land.

"I'm home" I said almost in a murmur

Lips touched my temples. "So...rock solid walls don't revel as much sound as wooden..." he growled sexily

A smirked played its way across my lips. Oh how bad I felt for letting him down.

"But you know if daddy finds out, your going to be hung on the spot" I replied.

He growled loudly unhappy with that. Ethan turned around and looked at both of us.

"Oh don't give me that look, I knew you where tuned in on the conversation too!" I said

I heard Manson chuckle but nothing else was said or heard from him until the car came to a halt.

 

 The two men got out of the car and then opened the back doors for us.

"Princess-

"Eth-hum"

"Emily welcome home" said Ethan rolling his eyes

I smiled. "Get use to it buddy because this 'princess' is no princess" I said

I walked up to the door where it was then opened for me by the two guards standing outside of it.

"Thanks" I replied and then walked in

 

I looked around. Absolutely the same, not one thing was different in over two hundred fricking years!

I turned around seeing Manson and Ethan bringing in our bags. James walked in casually, hands in his pockets and looking around.

"Guess this is home for a while" he sighed.

"Aw come on honey it's not that bad" I said

He rolled his eyes and then one of the maids came in the grand waiting room.

"Oh miss Emily...that's what they say you wanted to be called?" she asked taking my sweater.

"Um...sure" I said. Just agree now, it could be worst.

"Okay, oh and your friends and parents are outside today for tea" she said showing the way to where the outside dinning area was.

 

"There outside today for tea" mocked James with the girls remembering accent.

I hit him. "Don't! I like her accent" I said a little annoyed with his attitude

He rolled his eyes and followed out the doors.

 

"Emily!"

I smiled as my mother stood up seeing me.

"Mum" I said hugging her.

"My god I've missed you, have a seat...aw and James lovely seeing you again" she said and hugged him.

"Yeah same here" he said in a unconvincing tone

I shot him a death glare and then turned to where my dad was, sitting at the end of the long table.

I walked over and hugged him. He stood up and then cupped my face with his hands.

"My Emily... not one bit different, guess that California weather doesn't kill the soul" he said and kissed my forehead.

I smiled and took a seat beside him.

Everyone had gotten here before me so they sat around. Rain smiled to me and then I noticed everyone else's attention was on me too. I rolled my eyes. Of course my friends better have not changed they way they thought of me now. I thought.

"So my dear, why come home out of no where?" asked my father looking at me and then gave a discussed look to James who sat beside me.

I ignored it.

"Well..." I began

[Chapter Six]

 

[Next Day]

 

Rain's POV

 

I sat on Emily's bed and looked through the pictures she had of her family.

"They look like nice people" I said

She turned around and looked at me confused.

"Oh...yeah. Ha didn't know what you were doing for a second." "Yeah I'm sure they'll love you" she smiled.

Oh that's good...wouldn't want to be hated by the queen and king of fucking vampires!!

 

I went through the box of things she had while she packed up some clothes.

"So wait...does this mean you're a ...princess?"  Asked someone  

We looked over and Shanna and Lilly walked into the room.

 

"Ha well...yeah" she said like it was nothing.

I smiled. "Dude that's... wow you are lucky"

"Don't please" She said "I don't want to be...it's...not for me" she said

"Aw"

"Believe me, the life of royalty is no fun"

 

I want though the box more seeing pictures of when Emily was a young girl and human...well technically they were portraits...cameras weren't around.

"Aw you where so cute" said Lilly looking at one where she was with her older brother.

Emily smiled probably thinking negatively on that.

After the few pictures where gone I came upon a few letters.

I looked up to Shanna and Lilly who look just as curious as I was.

 

"To Miss Emily" I said all posh and proper...man I didn't miss talking like that.

Emily spun around from her closet.

"Don't look at those!" she hissed and walked over grabbing them out of my hands. I looked up to her shocked.

She held the letters glaring down at them. I noticed her eyes were darker and turning back to the coal black there were yesterday.

She walked over and lit a match and set the pieces of paper on fire thus dropping them into the garbage can.

She looked back over to us.

 

"I'm sorry for acting like that" she said in a soft tone.

"It's okay" I said unemotionally.

She sighed and sat down on the wooden floor legs crossed.

She looked up to the three of us that sat on her bed.

 

"Okay so there from...a guy..." she said

My eyes widened

"A guy" I said

She nodded

"The one my parents wanted me to marry..."

I looked to the girls and they had the same curious shocked express on there faces.

 

"You see if Jimmy found out... okay so my parents don't really...approve of him" She said

 

Don't approve of him? Okay who could hate Jimmy? Sure he could be a little crazy and weird but he loved Emily...wouldn't that make them like him? If there daughter was happy shouldn't they be? But I guess that's what you got with 1800s people...

 

"So there from the guy your parents wanted you to be with..." said Shanna thinking. "Why would he still be in contact with you if you're married to Jimmy?"

 

Emily cringed.

 

"Okay let's drop the subject...Jimmy's coming up stairs" I said

A few seconds later he walked in taking off his shirt.

"Love I'm....back"

He held his shirt in his hands and then just noticed the three of us where sitting on his bed.

"Um..."

He looked down to Emily who sat in front of him on the floor; she smiled back up to him.

 

"Okay leaving now...need to find that sexy Matthew before we go anyways" I giggled and got up off the bed.

 

"RAINNNN!!!!!!" I heard him yell

 

"Bye" I said and ran out of the room.

I heard people laugh as I jumped on him and he carried me to our room...

End of POV

 

xP. Only gets better from here people!!!

[Chapter Five]

 

 

Jimmy's POV

 

I turn away for one second and the next thing I know Emily blacks out right beside me!

"WHOA!" I heard Johnny... I think it was... yell. I held her scared, what went wrong?

 

So now everyone was sitting up in our room starring down at Emily who lied there on the bed. Her body was completely stiff and tense. Ugh if only I knew what was going on in her head...?

End of POV

 

Normal [Mine]

 

Flashes of light went through my head, images of my family, the castle, and the beautiful landscape around it. There was also another figure... a guy...I think; wearing a large black trench coat, sunglasses on, and a top hat on his head...I couldn't see his hair or anything of his true features. It came to the point where he was walking around inside my parent's castle; this sinister thing was out to get them? All of a sudden the grand wooden doors opened, both guards outside of it letting the person in. Inside was where my parents and brother where...they sat on there pedestal in the royal chairs and looked terrified. The guy out of no where pulled out a knife, a sharp shiny blade and smiled evilly to them, fangs showing only leading him to also be a vampire, the last image I saw was my mother block herself and screaming.

 

"NOOOOOO!!!!!!!" I hissed sat up quickly.

"AHHHHH!!!!"

I looked around franticly. I was home... no... at the summer house. I looked around seeing all my friends on the floor, the guys protecting the girls like I was going to kill them or something. I looked around. Wait where was Jimmy?

Peeking up slowly from the side of the bed, he looked up to me.

 

"Yourrr...your eyes..." he said petrified

"Theree...black" said Rain in the same tone. I turned to her confused seeing her peek around behind Matt who sat there motionless.

What? My eyes never turned black? At the most red when I was hungry but never black...

I looked back down to Jimmy who just starred at me. Then looking back up to the mirror sitting across the room.

"Whoa" I said softly. I blinked and shook my head looking back into the mirror.

Nothing. When I blinked they turned back to hazel. What was going on?

 

"I...I don't understand" I said starting to shake now. I brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. I sat there wanting to cry so badly but knew there was no way it was going to happen.

 

"Darling..."

I turned seeing Jimmy had got up and sat there beside me. He held me close to him. What was I going to do? This made no sense.

"I'll wait until you're ready to tell me" he whispered softly.

I nodded still shaking. This was scary...

 

 

It took me about an hour before I had calmed down. Still in the arms of my love, I laid there my head on his chest; there had been no conversation since. He just lied there playing with my hair and watching me. I chewed at my bottom lip thinking what exactly what I had just gone through, was.

I guess it was now or never...

I looked up to him; a small hopeful smile came across his lips.

 

 I thought about it for a second and then begun.

 

"I still don't understand" I croaked out. "It was flashes of images going through my head." "My parents, my brother, some of the guards at the castle"

I could tell he was thinking, remembering my home and family...like my family would be hard to forget...

 

"Then it came to this other person, a dark sinister figure...lurking through the castle" I got a gut wrenching feeling when I pictured him/her again.

Jimmy narrowed his eyes looking into mine.

"He or she...entered the large pedestal doors...I don't get why the guards let them in... he pulled out a knife, smiling at my family like they where...dinner." I hissed out. "The last image was my mom...she was screaming for life...then that's where I came back and you all where starring at me like I was possessed by demons or something" I said and looked deeper into those confused eyes.

 

"Wow"

I nodded. "I know it sounds crazy but I think it was a vision, I have a feeling that it's actually going to happen" I said softly.

 

"Em, we're here for you..."

I turned seeing everyone standing in the doorway. They had heard the whole story...

I smiled weakly. "Yeah but I think this thing is stronger then all of us put together"

"Oh hell no, me...better just stay the fuck away" said Matt flexing his muscles.

I laughed for a quick second and everyone around him just rolled there eyes.

Rain stood there fanning herself with her hand.

"Better stop that before I pass out too" she said

"Oh better not want that now" said Matt pulling her closer to him and smiling like a mad man.

"Okay" I said stopping them before it got worst.

 

"Hmm...guess it's time to pay a visit back home" I said and looked back to Jimmy who just gave me a pitiful look.

 

[Chapter Two]

 

 

 

Two weeks later...

 

Zack's POV

 

Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock...

 

Two weeks... twoooo weeks... this was really starting to get on my nerves now. NO it was past that...my nerves ended.

Between the clock on the wall ticking, the TV on that no one was watching and the finger tapping/ foot tapping of people that was driving me mad!!

 

"OKAY! THAT'S IT!!" I yelled jumping up. Everyone's attention quickly turned to me.

"I'm going up there and if I come back down only looking half mutated then consider me lucky" I said and jolted for the stairs.

  "Dude, don't do it!" I heard someone, more in likely Johnny yell but I was up the stairs and halfway down the hall to stop now, walking into the bedroom and to the large closet stopping at the door. Should I do this? I questioned myself. But instead of answering the questioned in my head my hand beat me to the job and started turning the doorknob. I slowly opened the door and stood there still. With the door wide open and looking in I could see no one.

"Guys?" I asked

I dared myself and took a step in the room. This kind of freaked me out.

 

"I like it" I heard a girl's voice. What was going on? I thought and took a few more steps in.

Once around the corner I saw both girls, Rain and Emily. Emily stood their in a pair of skinny legged jeans, an AC/DC tee and black leather jacket and Leather fingerless gloves on her hands. She turned around and faced me. Her make up was done but there was no way it'd be able to take away from those blood thirsty eyes.

"Um...um where's Jimmy?" I stuttered out a bit nervous.

Emily smiled something that scared me more; teeth bearing and game face on smile something you couldn't trust.

"Eating, something I should do eh?" she said grinning

I cringed

"Yeah..."

She walked towards me and then got close to me, leaning towards my ear.

"Stop shaking Zachary, You're not my breakfast" she said you could hear the smirk playing its way onto her lips.

I looked down seeing my knees shivering looking almost to give out. Whoa, never had I imagined this to ever happen.

I turned around seeing no one there; damn I was never standing up again.

End of POV

 

Normal POV [Mine]

 

I walked down stairs and into the living room, the reactions on all the faces of my friends where priceless. 

"Well then..." said Brian in shock. Zack stood beside me still confused.

...

Knock, knock...

The room went dead and all eyes turned to me.

"Hmm..." I grinned I ran to the door and opened it.

"Um...whoa! Uh"

"Hello" I said smiling.

Huh another salesmen, well then let's see where this goes...

 

"Hi" said the man in the grey suit.

"Emily..." I heard someone whisper my name behind me... but I ignored it.

"Hello, can we help you?" asked Matt standing right beside me

I looked away from the living temptation and to him. He stood there smiling...at me but kept his eyes on the guy in front of us.  

"Uh...you ordered my knife set?" he said scared and eyes starring at me.

"Oh yes..."

I looked back to the guy and from the corner of my eye I could see another guy getting out of the car that was parked in the driveway. Matt went over to it started talking to him.

 

"Wow... you know you're really... beautiful" said the sales guy. He placed his hand against the door frame and leaned on it getting closer to me... Oh what a bad move...

I stood there smiling to him and went to say something but got cut off.

"I know isn't she" said a familiar voice. Arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer and away from the sales guy.

 

"Uh...yeah" the guy straightened up and smiled sheepishly to Jimmy.

An awkward silence fell upon us and then the guys left.

 

"Ugh" I sighed as soon as the door shut.

"Man, I didn't think you could handle that one that well...thought I had to tackle you to the ground for a moment" laughed Matt

"Ugh... you'd like that wouldn't you" someone growled.

I looked up worried.

 

"Why would you do that!" hissed Jimmy.

This was something different now...

"Dude she's fine"

"That's not the point! She could have turned on them at any second; you can't just judge her thirst like that!!" he snapped back

Matt didn't reply back to that and they just stood their glaring each other down.

"Okay" I said softly placing my hand on Jimmy's arm.

"Emily" Jimmy warned angrily glaring down at me.

"Okay" I said again more sternly.

He didn't bother saying anything else and just watched me.

I looked away and to the back door. Outside the sun was setting and turning into dusk.

"I'm... going" I said. I didn't wait for an answer just jolted out the door and into the woods.

 

 

[Chapter Three]

 

 

 

It was like I could feel my eyes change from fiery crimson to my original hazel coloured eyes. I had dried out two bobcats and a full grown moose. I threw the lifeless corpse over to where I had the other two and then sat by them. Ugh better get rid of this... I pulled a small box of matches out of my pants pockets and then lit one. I starred at it for a second and then threw it on top of the corpses. All left to do now be to sit here and wait till they burned down into ashes.

The snapping of breaking down bones and the smell of burning flash was all you could smell and hear. I even ignored the dark silent figure that sat across from the blazing fire watching me for the most part; all until I gave in and said something.

 

"You...don't trust me" I said in a monotone voice.

Within a blink of an eye he sat crouched down in front of me. Different emotions went through him. Anger, Sadness, confusion, worry, and then back to anger

"Babe...-

I put my finger up stopping him.

"It was a statement...I don't need an answer" I said in the same tone.

I got up and turned around to be stopped.

 

"You don't understand." He made me look up to him but I just gave back that straight looking face. "I love you and I worry about you...if anything went wrong..." I rolled my eyes. "If I lost you, it would kill me, god having you like this right now is killing me" he trailed off about wishing I'd go back to my happy normal self.

I walked away from him and back to the house. I was tired, it was early and everything else was going bad.

 

I lied there starring up at the patterned ceiling. It had been two hours since the woods ordeal and guilt was eating away at me. Though most of us could have cared less of killing someone and burn there bodies, mercy was low. But once something like what had just happened...with someone you loved...it was harder once it replayed in your head for the tenth time.

 

With my fluffy cloud like blankets around me and lying in my soft feather bed, it only made me feel so much worst. I sat up and walked across the wooden floor and opened my bedroom door. Slumping down along the wall and the door was Jimmy. He looked up to me giving me those sorry filled eyes. It worked... I turned around and walked back in my room. I fell back onto my soft bed with him on top of me. I gazed into those eyes for a moment and then before I knew it our lips were locked. I pulled back for a second.

"I'm-

"Shh, no"

His hands slid down my body and started fiddling around with my shirt.

"Aw fuck it" he said pissed off. His eyes where dark and cold and fangs where beginning to show. I looked at him amused for a moment and then the sound of tearing clothes and growls filled the room...

 

Rain's POV

 

I was sitting down stairs in the living room curled up with Matt on the couch. When I heard something. I looked up directly from where I sat and chuckled.

Everyone else seemed to hear it too. The sound of growls, screaming and breaking things... jeez rough much?!

"What's going on?" asked Lilly. The newest member of the coven...and the least experienced but she was doing really well for being a newborn. 

"There not fighting are they?" she asked

I laughed for a second but hid it with the magazine I was holding, bringing it closer to my face.

"Fighting... I guess it'd be just as rough...just not exactly" snickered Matt looking at me. I smiled and shook my head.

She gave us a weird look and thought about it...

"OH!" She said understanding.

"Oh my um...oh... their... loud" she said and looked back up to the ceiling. I slapped my hand over my mouth as soon as she said that. Oh how fun it was to watch the inexperienced understand.

 

"Ugh jeez could someone put some music on or something I really don't want to hear them two fucking the shit out of each other right now!!!" yelled Shanna from the other room. I laughed harder and then reached for the stereo remote.

"Nah, lets annoy the hell outta her by making it worst" whispered Matt and picked me up. I gasped and then giggled as we ran up the stairs.

End of POV

 

:D

 

[Chapter Four]

 

 

 

I woke up and sat up wrapping the cloudy blankets around me, looking around to see a bunch of things thrown around and smashed. Shit. I turned to see Jimmy was gone and I was alone. Even better to wake up too...I sat there frowning. But then I noticed a little piece of paper lying on his pillow.

 

"Good morning beautiful, I wish I was there with you right now but Matt, Brian, Johnny, Zack and I planned on going on a huge hunting trip. I promise you I'll be back by tonight just stay out of trouble and be good- James"

I sighed and then got up getting dressed and fixed up.

 

 

I walked down the stairs and to the kitchen where I saw Shanna and Lilly talking about something.

"Oh look who decided to get up!" laughed Shanna

"Yeah, yeah" I said leaning against the shiny counter top.

"I swear last night I thought you two where going two break through the ceiling.." she laughed

I gave her a confused look.

"Yeah, what you didn't think we couldn't hear you two...jeez" said Rain walking in the room. I stood there wide eyed. FUCKK!!

"Just glad your back though... told ya before all you needed to do was get-

"OKAY!" I said and turned to leave the room.

This was pretty bad and I could just picture what I'd be like when the boys got home...ugh.

 

I walked out of the room and to the porch outside. The afternoon breeze was nice, and the sight of the woods was pretty but it was too much like home... only thing I hated about this place.

 

The summer home was nice but once we where here for about a couple months it started bothering me. We traveled a lot, mostly Jimmy and I, the others would either follow or spit off for a little while every now and then. But over all we stuck together. I sighed again and walked back inside...

 

[That night]

 

I sat there in the living room with Rain and Shanna; Lilly had gone out to hunt for a hour or two. All I knew was the guys where to be back very soon and it just felt like things were taking forever though.

 

...

 

"Shanna baby I'm home!!!!!!" I heard Zack yell. She smiled and run over to him and then the others walked in and sat down.

 

"Hey"

Jimmy walked in and kissed my cheek. I sat there thinking. So he's home now...what's next. But I guess this was normal, it felt like this way for me all the time. I wasn't one to sit still in one place for a long time.

I got up and then started walking back over to the woods area view. Arms wrapped around my waist and kisses where being placed on my neck when things where going good...how they could go so wrong...

 

I unwrapped his arms away from me and turned around. Jimmy gave me a weird look and then turned to where Zack, Matt and Johnny where getting ready to play baseball, they were going to play it out in the field out back.

I smiled and then groaned in pain. Something was wrong with me? The last thing I remembered was falling forward and my eyes rolling back into my head.

"EMILY!!!"

 

...

So, these I got off of photobucket, and I want you guys to pick from the three pictures I have for 'Seeping Crimson" and that will be the banner for the story!! :D

Choice # 1

 

Choice # 2

 

Choice # 3

 

 

Seeping Crimson < LOVE THE TITLE; THANK RAIN FOR COMING UP WITH IT IN LIKE... 10SECS. Fucking hate that... anyways chapter 1!!

 

 

 

[Chapter One]

 

 

The view was simply breathtaking. The smell of the fresh air coming off the mountains and the sound of the birds chirping as the morning rose from the east. I loved waking up to this, having the feeling of being safe and secure here. No worries, no stress, just peace...

 

I remembered this so well, just closing my eyes still picturing the amazing portrait as if I was standing right there again. But I wasn't, I could never go back to that, to the mountains, to my family, back to 1806...

 

The day was June 6, 1806, yes indeed '666' the days of all days for sinister things to happen. And something did happen. That day would be the last day; Miss Emily Margaret would take her last breath, hear her last heartbeat and lastly become immortal forever...

It'd be the day the demons finally won over a happy, cheerful soul leaving it in unhappiness and misery.

 

[June 6, 2006]

 

James' POV

 

She sat their stone solid and still, eyes liquid crimson and skin pale as snow. My love, my sanity sitting their in complete numbness, pain of no doubt fuming through her veins

I took my gaze away from her and across to the other still figure that sat on the couch watching her in worry. The worry of a best friend, something Rain never really did. She must have noticed my gaze upon her and turned to me. Her liquid purple eyes had the concerned tint to them making them off colour. I sighed and then turned back to Emily. She sat there now tense. Her eyes closed and fist balled up sitting in her lap.

 

"Make them go away" she hissed through barring teeth. I looked at her confused until I picked up on the on coming scent of the people that were to enter the room. Ones sent that is less bearable picks up on the simpler things such as scents and sounds.

 

"James GET THEM AWAY FROM ME NOW!!" Emily growled. I froze for a second and she turned to me, flames burning in her eyes. I nodded quickly and got up leaving the room and shutting the door. Once it 'clicked' I spun around to see my two best friends standing their.

"Oh" I said understanding why she would have wanted them away.

Matthew and Brian stood their, in hand carcass' from animals.

"We just figured she-

"Leave" I interrupted

"Man, but she hasn't-

"Yes I know Matt, she hasn't eaten in about a week...just please go, please" I asked

They sighed and turned around and left. As soon as the sent was somewhat out of reach I turned around and walked slowly back in the grand closet, nothing had changed...and I was afraid this would be like this forever...

End of POV

 

Normal POV [Mine]

 

I could barely hold on. My sanity was running low and I felt like I could turn on away one at any second. It was the worst feeling ever but this was the way it was going to go.

No eating or in our case drinking, talking unless it was necessary but mostly ignoring the truth; I had been walking around on this earth for two hundred years... two hundred cold, lifeless, heartbeat-less years. Though yes it was selfish and brought worry, pain and confusion for everyone in my 'life'. I was going to stay like this, for how long?... time would tell.

 

Well? Okay so personally... I LOVE IT! AHH! I LOVE IT!!!! 0_0 What do you think???? GUYS I'M REALLY! EXCITED FOR THIS... AHH!!! :D :D :D

So yeah, I have a wanting to write one. The only thing is, that everyone is writing about them lately! Right. Mostly Twilight like shit and that's where I don't want to go with this. I want more to the bloody, scarier side to vampires over the "aww look he's cute and so charming" side.

Sure there might be some romance love things going on but if I could stay with the true, dark, creepy side that'd make me happy.

So people. Drop your name. Everyone's going to be immortal and yeah the couple thing... I mostly know who people are going to choose so..

~[Characters]~

 

Person/ mate / year turned & age now

Emily/James/ 1806/ 203

Shanna/Brian/

Lilly/Zachary/

Rain/Matthew/13 BCE/ NOT COUNTING THAT!

/Jonathan/

 

I was thinking about writing a new one. The only thing is I have no certain idea... just go with whatever I suppose.

So I know it will invovle. A7X. and I was thinking a few other people from other bands.

Anyways people are needed. I'm not assigning couples but by now I know who most of you 'fall for' anyways.

Remember this isn't a promised deal...anything could happen.

Em xxx