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Okay so before you all get into reading chapter one! I know exciting. This is what's going on.

So as you know this story isn't 100% written by me. Gemma [deathbatgirl6661] and I, over MSN where talking and came up with a super amazing plan to write a double written fic. So both of us have taken part in this project.

Kodos go to her for making the AMAZING banner! *Seen below this* :D

And also with both of us writing this, both of us will be posting it on our accounts.

Every (ODD) Chapter I will be POSTING ON HERE while she will be POST EVERY (EVEN) Chapter. Along with every other chapter being posted on each others account the other will post the link to go derect to the chapter posted. If that's not confusing I'm amazed. Lol because it probably doesn't even make sense... okay so now it's time. ENJOY!! -Em

BTW: WE BOTH ONLY WRITE IN OUR POV.(Etc: Mine is always me writing it) OTHER THEN THAT IT'S IN WHOEVERS AND THAT'S DIVIDED IN OUR OWN WAY. Sorry ENJOY! XD

[~Chapter One~]



Emily's POV

So my whole life I had been in love with one thing; Music. A pure thing that could change the way people look at something; to act and take charge. It was always something I wanted to be involved in. A simple talent I had that I simply loved. So my thoughts on tour managing a band for the summer were no doubly going to be a yes. It also didn't help that the band I was touring with were all my friends, plus more. At the moment I thought this summer couldn't get better if only I knew the ups and downs it would case in the end. Possibly turning this love and one other to be burned and hated.


I sighed once again.
"COME ON JIMMY, TOURS GOING TO BE OVER BEFORE YOU GET DOWN HERE!" I yelled up the stairs of my two story house. He was still packing after I kept telling him to day before Man I wish he would listen to me sometimes.
I heard a soft chuckle and glanced over seeing Zack lean against his black BMW outside.
"He will never change he shook his head." I smiled. He got that down. I walked out and over to him.

"OKAY, OKAY! I'm ready let's GO!" Jimmy ran out the door and chucked his bags to Zack.
I laughed seeing Zack practically fall over with whatever was dragging him down inside Jimmy's bag.

"Okay then, I'll see you tomorrow. Gemma and I will meet you all at the arena"
Jimmy's face fell. Yeah maybe I should have told him this before

"What do you mean? I thought 24 hours! UGHH WHYY?!!"
I rolled my eyes at his immaturity.

"Because, it gives me some time to get my crap packed and gives you guys time to settled in" I smiled looking up to him. He looked down to me still unhappy. A scolding look spread across his face.

"Please, its just ONE night" I said softly. He was getting at me and I hated it when he did this!
"Fine" he sighed. "I'll see you tomorrow..."
'Afternoon" I reminded him which sent me back another glare. I shook it off. It wasn't a huge deal, once tour started up it'd be me who would miss spending time with him.

"Kay, we ready to go, Matt just text me saying their all waiting for us" spoke Zack.
Jimmy turned to him and nodded.
"Yeah we better get going"
I smiled slightly and hugged him.
"Tomorrow" I whispered
"Tomorrow" he repeated still in an unhappy tone.
"Love you" I smiled. He rolled his eyes and then bent down pecking my lips.
"Love you more"
He bent down again kissing me longer this time. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer to him.

"OKAY! Brian's just sent me a message saying we should get over their!" yelled Zack killing our moment.
I sighed and started to walk away.
"See you two tomorrow then"
"Yep"
Jimmy got in Zack's car and I soon stood in the house doorframe once again. The black BMW zoomed off and I was left to wonder.

'Hmm I wonder what Gemma's up too'
End of POV

Gemma's POV

"Charlie, I don't Fucking Care if you have no where to go, just get out of my flat" I shouted throwing his clothes out the window

"But Gem" he said

"Fine, I'm leaving for tour tomorrow and I don't want any of your fucking shit here when I get back" I snared
"At least throw me down my keys" he plead
"Fine, but destroy them after you finish packing" I said hurling the keys at him

The keys smacked him right in the face.

"Hahahaha" I laughed
Then I slammed the window shut.

"Ugh, that asshole really drives me crazy" I said to myself

Ok, let me explain what the fuck is going on here. Well Charlie is an asshole and my ex from this moment
forward, and that's that.

So Music is my life, I live and breathe it. But I never thought that I'd get my dream job of managing Papa Roach. I loved going on tour, it got me away from this place and from him, but I don't have to worry about that anymore. But this tour was going to be fucking awesome :P. My best friend Emily is manger of Avenged Sevenfold and when we found out that both bands were on the same tour, we screamed like teenage girls.
I was lost in my own thoughts when I heard something vibrating.

"Oh fuck, not my phone. Where the hell are you Now" I sighed
so I tore the flat apart and I still couldn't find it. Then I saw it sitting there high and mighty on top of the TV. I shock my head and grabbed it. And amazing it was still ringing.

"Hello" I answered
"Sup, Gem" a voice said
"Oh hey Jacoby"
"Yeah, your buzzer thingy downstairs doesn't work anymore" he said sounding really childish
"What did you do now??" I asked slapping my hand against my forehead
"Nothing, it just broke when I tired to push it" he laughed
"Likely story" I said walking over the press the button to let him in
"I swear I did nothing" he said
"Yeah doors open" I said
"Thanks Gem, see ya in a few" he said
Then the line went dead.

Oh God, Jacoby was like this big kid. He was 2 years older than me and yet I'm more mature.
Then the door slowly opened but no-one appeared at it.
I just raised one eyebrow and crossed my arms

"Ta-Da" Jacoby shouted while he knocked me to the ground
"Ow, my legs, Jacoby get the fuck off me" I demanded
"Nah, I like here" he said placing his head on my chest
"OFF" I shouted "Oh Sorry Gem" he said getting up and helping me up.
"You better be here to discuss tour stuff" I said dusting myself off
"Ammmm.... Yeah Tour Stuff" he smiled while heading towards my fridge
"Don't even bother looking, the place is empty" I smiled
"Ugh, your Evil Gem" he said messing my hair as he walked past me
I fixed it and grabbed my tour folder, filled everything that was scheduled for tour.

"Here" Jacoby smiled cheekily as he handed me something
I opened my hand and noticed that he handed a blue button. I glared back at him but he just smiled.
Him plus the craziness of the Rev on the same tour, me and Emily would have our work cut out for us. Lol

http://deathbatgirl6661.buzznet.com/user/journal/4274441/read-dyes-lol/

IT'S HERE! IT'S HERE!!!

IT'S FINALLY SUMMER!!!! (for me)

WOOO!!! LOTS OF WRITING! &&& GETTING MONEY ( I quit the strawberry thing... I'll still get money though :) )

No more grade 9 :( but it was good while it lasted xD

WOOO!! 

Now... TIME TO THINK OF IDEAS!!!!

... 

Vampires are nice but what could replace them? Since you know the while Edward, Bella Twilight thing... totally kinda killed the true vampire thing. (Not saying I don't like the books or movie...kinda really wanna see New Moon :) )

 Or I'm a thinkin. The true friend love thing (Best friends (guy and girl) fall for each other)

Yeah? No?

Who KNOWs?!

XD

♥ EEEMMMIIILLLY!!! ♥

So basically I'm not going to be online?

Because I'm going to be getting down n' dirty down on my knees...

BAHAHA

Well yeah I am... just not in the way I KNOW you're all thinking at the moment...

Strawberry picking = death of Emily...sorta kinda.

It's not easy, no duh and its hard, tiring and BLAH

BUT...

It's money$$$$$$$$$$

&& that beats out everything. DAMN YOU STUPID PENNIES AND OTHER SHINY CENT PIECES!!

Kayy... so.

3weeks roughly I think.

Possible amout: 1-3 hundred bucks

+ Birthday money (which is like $115 in total)

= YEEEEEAHH!!!

So. Tomorrow's my LAST DAY OF SCHOOL THANK YOU LORD! (ABOUT TIME TOO)

Now on to my story/fic

Nothing. If it hasn't been the fact that I haven't had many ideas on how to start it. It's just I'm not in the mood to write it.

So I'm leaving it.

& who knows. I might come with something in the berry field! xD Probs not.

Shutting up now. Talk to me... I've been away... :)

You're favourite Loser.

Emily. ♥

Note: I don't think I've ever posted this on here? And by the way, I wrote this a while ago.

Dancing Dead

{One Shot}

"Don't do it, Don't DO IT!!!"

I covered my eyes and was giggling at the reaction of my best friend that sat beside me.

"Don't laugh at me you sicko! You had to pick this movie!" she said

I laughed and turned to Gemma, I had never seen her act like this in my life over a 'scary' movie. It had been an hour and forty minutes and the end credits would soon be rolling.

I removed my hands from my face to see the single girl standing in the graveyard surrounded with dead zombies.

"Gemma this is the best part!" I nudged her. She looked up from behind her knees to see what I had for about the tenth time in a month.

"AHH!" She screamed seeing the girl's body fall to the ground and her head roll away.

I laughed and got up as the side lights came on and everyone started to move and leave the theatre.

"That was so gross, I can't believe we snuck into that R rated movie..." she said discussed.

I laughed. "Ha I wonder where Jimmy and Johnny ran off too"

"Ugh I don't know but they better of not went home" she said

We walked out of the crowd of people that blocked up the hall leading to the exit of the theatre.

"There they are" I said pointing to the two guys. On sitting on one of the many benches hanging around and the other standing, hands in his pockets looking around for us it looked like.

"Like that movie Johnny?" I grinned

He looked up to me from where he sat and glared at me. I turned to Jimmy who stood beside me he was trying not to laugh as hard as I was.

I looked down. Aw just like his sister... weak stomach but yet still had a sick mind.

"Told you man, shouldn't of ate so much before the movie started" said Jimmy.

"Ugh, let's just go before I puke up another rainbow" he said and got up.

I giggled and then walked behind him. Hell I wasn't going to become a fucking Skittle myself!

Jimmy walked beside me slinging his arm around my shoulder.

"Johnny if you puke in my car I'm going to kill you" he said warningly.

I grinned and pushed open the door that lead outside.

Walking out the cooler fall wind hit my body going through me, making my bones chill.

"Ugh" I said rubbing my arms.

Jimmy pulled me closer to him. I looked up to him a smiled. Our friendship was weird. One like no other, it probably looked to you that we where going out when really we weren't. But yet again we did other things that you'd say where really wrong for just friends to do...

We made it to the car and he pulled out a jacket for me to wear and get warm. "Um Jimbo I think I'll just walk home" I said.

He looked at me before getting in the drivers seat.

"Um...I don't know Em...It's late and dark"

I gave him a bit of the puppy dog eyes look. It wasn't going to be a big deal I just lived up the road and past the graveyard...

"Fine, just be careful okay" he said

I rolled my eyes.

"Yes Jimmy"

He shook his head and then zoomed off driving Gemma and Johnny home.

I sighed and then started walking.

It seemed to get worst the closer I got to my house. The dark, houseless street was quite eerie. I just kept my arms wrapped around myself and kept watch to every step I took.

"Creeeek" I stopped and quickly turned to my left, I looked up briefly to see I was standing right in front of the gates to the graveyard. I groaned giving it a discussed look and then looked to the far distance to where my families graves where.

I blinked a couple times seeing something in the far distance. Someone stood right in front of my grandparent's graves.

'What the hell?' I thought.

"HEY YOU!" I yelled.

The person in the far distance moved their head a little and then went back to staring down at the graves.

With a weird instinct I walked into the graveyard. This person wasn't going to just bother my family's graves.

I walked up to where they stood.

"What are you doing?" I asked the tall thin person that stood their not moving. He I should say was wearing a dark suit, a top hat and dressed like an office guy from like the 50's.

"Come with me" he said and took my head.

"O...Kay" I said not understanding. His cold fingers intertwined with mine. We walked up the large hill that was the only place to go to besides out. We stopped walking at the top.

"Oh my...god" I said shocked to what I was now seeing. People out of nowhere were... partying. There was a stage where a 50's looking band played and people where...dancing!

"What" I asked not understanding at all. I then turned up to see the man that was holding my hand. Through the light of the moon that had just appeared... from behind the dark clouds revelled the blue eyed smiling man. Though this wasn't just a person...this guy that brought me here was...DEAD! Still looking part human but mostly a walking skeleton! I gasped shocked. This COULDN'T be real!!

I looked down and then back up to him. Getting a better look at his face,

"Jjj...JJ...Jimmy?"

What this dude seriously looked like him!

He didn't answer just walked towards where the...dead...where dancing....

Before I knew it I was spinning around seeing figures around me.

Once the world stopped everything else seemed to too. The 50s music stopped playing, the people where standing in front of me staring at me and I stood their feeling scared.

"You...you look like my friends" I some how managed to get out. They smiled.

IT WAS FUCKING SCARY! It looked like it was my friends standing there, all the guys; my brother Matt, his friends Jimmy, Johnny, Zack and Brian and my best friend Gemma. The only difference they where wearing suits and she was wearing a ...poodle skirt and a blouse like top...the fact that they were rotting away...

I stood their thinking. This can't be them. They where living, there couldn't be both a living and a dead version of them...not when the dead where living right now!

"You made it" I looked up to see who said that. But no one in front of me did.

"Huh"

I turned around to come face to face with what I couldn't believe. She smiled back to me and then in a blink of an eye I was standing back to where I was before, at the front of the graveyard gates.

I gasped and turned to where I had seen the guy standing not seeing him anymore.

Starting to get scared I started to running, running all the way back to my house.

I walked in the front door and slammed the door shut.

'Oh my god'

"Hey Em what took you so long?" asked someone from the living room.

I walked into the doorway of it and looked to see, Matt, Brian, Jimmy and Zack all lounging around.

I turned to them.

"Whoa Em you look like you've seen a ghost" said Jimmy. Everyone in the room looked to me.

"Huh yeah" I laughed and then stood their shocked I turned and then walked up the stairs.

*Annoying Bored Monotone voice*

So yeah, joined twitter.

www.twitter.com/Emily6661

You know what to do.

So basically Vanessa and I were talking on MSN going on about what my new story be about, what's going etc.

It was when I was making Mac and Cheese the idea of what I'm going to write about now came to mind :)

People, ages

Upper class

Emily King, 17

Matthew Sanders, 17 / Vanessa Hathaway, 17

Brian Haner Jr. 17

Middle class/ Lower/ normal  

Zack Baker, 17

Jimmy Sullivan, 17

Benji Madden, 19

Johnny Seward, 16

Jacoby Shaddix, 19

Matt Tuck, 17

Jay James, 17

Joel Madden, 19

Possibly featuring...

The rest of Good Charlotte, Green Day, Paramore (not for any amazing reason) and god knows who else xD

NOW FREEZE! I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE ALL THINKING!!

Baha. As for people wanted. I need them for the following in RED!  Also please give me your full name if you want to be in this story.

Doesn't have to be your real last name if you don't want it to be. Also I might need some randoms, party people that could be used.

Let's see where this goes.......

-King.

And that's all I know...

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Chapter Ten]

[Fighting until you fall... to your knees? Yeah that's right it's what you've been waiting for :)]

The weeks went on and with it being harder on both Matt and Zack knowing someday soon they just wouldn't be able to "Hate" each other in public. Something would flaw up and that's what made Zack nervous would that day be soon?

Now sitting alone in Music class, it being minutes away from the lunchtime bell things no different ran through Zack's mind. The now love for Matt was there, but the fact that he had been homeless for about a month had made him wonder if he should leave...find a place of his own.

Like always the bell rang and getting up putting his Music History book away and walking out of the room to be tortured again watching his boyfriend. Flirt around with girls and such not even liking them one bit. He walked into the cafeteria and took his usual seat at the back table. Pulling out the book he had been reading and continued to read from where he had left off. When he over heard Matt louder than normal say he was going to the bathroom. Zack looked up thinking this had to be hinting something to him, there would be no other way he'd say such a thing so loudly.

He saw Matt get up and walk over to the garbage bin that happened to be right behind Zack. Swiftly making his way over and throwing out the food he hadn't eaten and garbage. Zack still looked down pretending to read the book in front of him.

It wasn't longer before someone (we all know who that someone was) came up behind him and smacked him on the back of the head.

"Ugh"

"Ha, loser..."

Matt walked away and grinned. What was he up to?

Zack shook his head and put up the hook of his sweater. Un-expectantly a folded up piece of paper fell out and on to the table in front of him. Zack looked around and then picked it up; Opening it to read...

"If I were you I'd get your ass to the boy's bathroom, 12:40 sharp!" "You and me, west end, you better bring it all Baker!"

Zack looked down at it funny. 12:40 that was when lunch ended? If he wanted to fight him wouldn't it be during lunch? He put the piece of paper in his pocket and then went back to reading. Pretending everything was okay though he had no clue what Matt was up to at all.

*12:40*

The bell rang for the last two classes of the day. Zack knew he had Science next but it wasn't like he could copy notes or whatever boring shit they'd be doing this period class.

He walked down the hall heading to the farthest set of bathrooms there was in the school. It was the perfect spot to skip and perfect spot to fight.

Zack walked in, pushing the door open and seeing no one in the room. What the fuck was going on?

Taking another step forward it was then that Matt walked in from behind the other side of the stalls.

A smirked played across his face as he walked over to meet with Zack.

"What's goin-?

Matt cut him off "No questions"

Before Zack even had the chance to answer, this is if he wanted too. Matt's lips were forced upon his. Fiercely pulling Zack towards him and practically jabbing his tongue down his throat. It wasn't like Zack didn't like playing around rough it was just he was confused. Wasn't the rule that they were supposed to stay secret, hush-hush, zip about there relationship?

Zack pulled away quickly. "What, are you doing?"

"Come on, it's not like missing a class would kill you... and no one, I know no one comes here, please" Matt said continuing to kiss Zack down his neck and along his collarbone.

There wasn't another thought about disagreeing to this because really before Zack could think Matt's hands where unbuckling his belt.

Within no time Zack's jeans were undone and hanging around his ankles. He smiled and re-attached his lips to Matt's backing up slowly to the other side of the bathroom. Soon his back was against the back of the wall and Zack pulled Matt down his hands tangled through his hair; pulling every now and then making the guy in front him moan.

Once again Matt traveled down Zack's neck, trailing kisses until he was down on his knees on the cold porcelain floor. He glanced up at Zack seeing him grip the counter and the side of the last stall's wall they were in between of. The burning desire they'd had been pushing back had finally came to play, there was no stopping in what was going to happen next.  

Matt dropped Zack's boxers and then he waited until Matt's mouth was around the large erection that had grown within the few minutes of being in guy's washroom. He started off slow; bobbing back and forth it felt good for until Zack wanted more, he needed more!

He begged for more until Matt gradually did speed up making Zack's eyes roll to the back of his head. Bobbing back and forth making Zack scream in full pleasure Matt soon knew that the end would be near. With one last push Zack climaxed screaming out the name of his lover at the top of his lungs and then totally relaxed leaving Matt with what was sure a mouthful.

Matt soon got up and re-attached his lips to Zack's. This was the first moment in Zack's life that he knew that he couldn't leave. He was truly and madly in love. Zack pulled up his boxers and pants and then soon both boys left the washroom without second thought heading off to last class.

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Chapter Eight] 

Zack's eyes fluttered open to have the morning sun surprisingly not in his face. He rubbed his eyes still feeling drained from the night before. Looking up at the clock seeing it was nearing 8. He jumped up.

"Shit!"

"Mhmm..."

Zack turned seeing Matt beside him still asleep. They were going to be late if they didn't get moving!

He got up and grabbed his bag then walked into Matt's en suite. He got dressed quickly and fixed his hair.

He walked out to see Matt up and dressed. He wore a nice fitting Pantera shirt and a pair of baggy black shorts. Clothes Zack never pictured the jock to wear.

Matt smiled. "Like what you see?"

Zack's eyes shot up to his.

He smirked "Maybe"

He then dropped his dirty clothes and grabbed his book bag walking out of the room. Teasing would be a little fun.

Zack walked into the kitchen were Mrs. Sanders was making breakfast.

"Morning Zacky" she smiled.

Zack smiled back.

"You're probably hungry, what would you like to eat?"

"Um, I think I'll pass, I'm late as it is, thanks though"

"Okay then have a nice day"

With that Zack walked out heading down the road avoiding the way to his house... or to his parent's house now.   

"ZACKY!!!"

He stopped hearing his name being called out and turned around.

A car pulled up to the curb and had Matt inside.

"Get your fucking ass in this car... unless you want me to tackle you to the ground again to get you in here..." he smirked. Zack giggled and walked around to the other side getting in.

"You know you look good this morning" he said while Matt drove off. His usual clothes weren't like the ones he was wearing now.

Matt smiled and hit the gas, they had to beat the bell which was going to ring really soon.

As soon as the car engine died the bell rang.

"Nice timing" Matt smiled getting out.

Both guys started walking to the school and just when Matt was about to walk in Zack grabbed his hand. He turned and stopped.

"What?" he gave him a worried look

"When we go inside" "We have to act normal" he said not looking at Matt but inside where students ran around heading to homeroom.

"Okay?"

"Matt I mean it, you're the football jock, while I'm the weird good student that doodles in his notebook and the one nobody understands... we're not together" he said hating the last part the most.

"Oh" Matt said quietly.

"It's just for public though..." he added

Matt nodded. "Okay then"

Both boys walked inside and then began to act like enemies again.

"Get away from me faggot!" Matt yelled pushing Zack forward. Zack stumbled and stayed quiet. Matt walked past him and winked then turned down the hall heading to his homeroom class. Yeah this plan was good; it was just going to be really hard to maintain.

[Chapter Nine]

Sitting through English on a normal day was torture but now knowing everything and trying to sit through the whole lesson without holding his hand or anything was total torture for Zack!

He sat their uncomfortably and unable to sit still.

He felt someone nudge him and a note was passed underneath the table.

"Zacky stop it! You think it's not hard sitting here, you're giving me a hard on as it is just stop it!"

Zack smiled and shoved the note in his pocked. The rest of class he didn't move, just sat there was the ridiculous smiled spread across his face.

 *Lunch*

Like usual Zack walked in and took a seat alone. Matt was over with his jock friends or the ones that didn't beat the shit out him. Things were going normal.

The last two classes of the day were boring and Zack just wanted to go home...or back to Matt's house where he knew he was accepted.

But for the most part he had survived the day.

When the bell rang at the end of the day a good feeling came over him. Butterflies fluttered around in his stomach as he thought about him.

He walked out of the school and out by Matt, not going up to him knowing their differences. He walked past him and headed down the road. He eventually made it to the Sanders house and went straight up to Matt's room. Waiting till he got home.

Down stairs the door shut and soon after that thudding footsteps rushed their way up the stairs.

The bedroom door soon opened and Matt walked in casual, he came over and lied next to Zack who was flipping through the channels. He gave Zack a quick kiss on the cheek and looked towards the TV.

"That was the meanest day of my life" he said sighing

Zack smiled. 'Sure as hell was'

For the rest of the night brought lots of cuddling and making out. Though it worried Zack how long he'd be able to stay at the Sanders house. He couldn't mooch off them forever.

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Chapter Seven]

[And at the end of the day this world always ends in tears... (Gets a bit slushier! AH! :D)]

There was no sign of Matthew around the school's campus so Zacky decided to just head home. Think about what he'd say to him then make a visit.

"Hey son what's wrong?"

Zack looked up to see his Dad looking in on him in his room.

He shrugged.

"Girl problems?" he joked again

Zack narrowed his eyes.

"No dad, no" How much longer could he hold off and not tell him, everyday now felt like it was getting worst.

"I'm kidding..." he said

Zack rolled his eyes and then took a deep breath.

"Dad I'm...never going to be having 'girl problems' I don't ever plan on dating or marrying any" he said not looking up to his father.

His dad looked at him strangely. "What do you mean by that?"

He sighed

"Dad I... I'm gay"

There he SAID IT! But how would his father react?!

His dad's face fell. With this whole time thinking he'd dated gotten crushed and moved on like all the other guys out there, never thinking he'd get crushed by a guy.

"You're...ga...y" his father couldn't even say it nor believe it.

Zack nodded. It really wasn't a bad thing, was it?

His dad shook his head, he didn't like this.

"Get out of my house!" he yelled. "I'm NOT having some...fruit loop living here!" "Get a hold of yourself boy how dare you be part of this family because it won't happen if your being a faggot!" "GET OUT!"

Zack sat their shocked. This was crazy, crazier than when Matt KISSED him. He was being kicked out for who HE WAS!

"FINE! I'LL GET OUT!" He yelled and walked over slamming the door in his fathers face, locking it after words.

Tears stung his eyes and he searched around grabbing clothes and everything else he wanted to take with him. He was made to leave and he WASN'T going to leave anything behind.

Instead of walking out the door where his father pissed as hell would be waiting more in likely he decided to jump out the window. Something he did a lot when Brian and him sunk out every weekend during the summer.

He opened the window and chucked his bag out, then crawled out and landed on the ground. It wasn't the most peaceful landing but he didn't get hurt.

He grabbed his book bag and then started to run. To where, I guess we would know...

Before he knew it he was standing outside of the Sanders house. Unsure now whether or not he should knock on the front door but his heart leaped out and told him too, so he did.

Not very much later a woman answered the door. She smiled.

"Hello, are you looking for Matt?"

Zack nodded hoping she wouldn't notice his puffy red eyes.

She called for him and he soon came to the door.

"Uh...hey man" Matt said awkwardly stepping out and closing the door behind him.

"Hey uh..." Zack looked up and saw Matt's eyes go wide.

"Dude what happened?"

Zack started to cry again. "My dad kicked me out only because I told him..."

"Told him what?"

And if it was like déjà vu, everything happening like it did when Matt tackled him to the ground earlier. Zack looked up into his eyes feeling the want no the need to be with him.

"I'm gay" Zack finished

Matt looked taking back by this he couldn't believe this either.

"You are?"

Zack nodded. "I'm guessing you didn't want to hear that...I guess I'll-

And yet again, it must have been luck because Matt shut him up by crushing his lips into his. This time he got into it though. It wasn't at all as shocking as the first time; Zack was kind of hoping his lips would touch Matt's once more.

They parted and Matt grabbed Zack's hand. No questions were asked he just followed him into his house.

Matt turned and let go of Zack's hand stopping by the den.

"Hey mom, can Zacky here sleep over... he's kind of..." Matt turned to Zack.

His mom walked over and hugged Zack.

"I understand dear, yes your...friend may stay" she smiled

Zack felt good for once. This was the type of parent he wanted. Though his own mother was no different than Matt's at least Matt's dad didn't react like his did.

"Honey what's...oh hello"

Zack looked over seeing what to him must have been Matt's father. Matt moved out of the way and let him shake hands with Zack.

"Zack's spending the night..." Matt's mom nodded

Matt's dad turned to him eyebrows raised

"You know the rules" he said to him.

Matt rolled his eyes and grabbed Zack's hand leading him back to his room. Zack smiled. He was defiantly sure he'd rather be embarrassed over hurt.

"I'm sorry about that, huh I'm sorry about today too" said Matt stopping in his room. Nothing out of the usual; Posters of bands on the walls, his metals and trophies on shelves he had over the door and his dresser, a small TV in the corner of his room with a Nintendo hooked up to it. Movies and CDs were on a stand beside it and he had clothes all over the place through out his en suite and...ever where.

Zack dropped his bag by the door.

"Man you can have... my bed I'll-

"It's cool, the floors cool" he cut in.

Matt shrugged "Okay then" he mumbled.

They both went over and sat on Matt's bed, lasting about three seconds before looking towards each other gazing deep into each others eyes.

Zack got another funny feeling in his stomach, this one though different a good one. Butterflies flew around in his stomach. He smiled at Matt getting one back in return. Their fingers intertwined and soon their lips met again.

Days of War and the Nights of Love

  [KISS ME!!!!!]

[Chapter Six]

Walking home was awkward. And though Zack had enjoyed the night watching Matt play, something still in the pit of his stomach made him worry what would happen in the future. What would Matt possibly think of him being gay?

"Well I guess I'll see you around man" said Matt stopping in front of his house.

Zack nodded "Yeah, later man"

He walked home, not far off and thought more.

"Hey Zacky how was the practise?" asked his mom.

Zack looked up barely noticing that he'd entered the house.

"Cool" he said and then headed up to his room. He defiantly needed to sleep on this one tonight.

*The Next Day*

The next morning wasn't one out of the usual, Zachary got up, showered dressed, and fixed his hair. Walking down stairs and heading to the kitchen to grab something to eat before school.

He walked to school ignoring the ignorant football players spitting at him and calling him names. He made his way to homeroom where the bell soon rang after he entered the room.

10 minutes later it was time for first class. English again.

Knowing Matt was in that class gave him that weird feeling, the uneasiness of something going wrong again.

He walked into the room seeing Matt sitting where Zack had yesterday. Zack looked back to see Matt's jock friends all goofing around like any other day. Taking a deep breath he walked in and sat down next to Matthew.

"They disowned me, I hope you don't mind I sit here" said Matt looking up and watching Zack sit down next to him. Zack shrugged.

"I don't mind"

For the most part of the class things were discomfited. Zack could feel Matt's gaze on him for most of the class. You'd think he'd like this too but Zachary preferred if Matt would stop. He wanted his crush to stop starring at HIM! He had the feeling of it being 'gay' why outta no where would he be like this. For being gay himself Zack didn't want Matt to be like this. It was beyond weird!

The bell rang meaning the class time had ended. He got up, grabbed his things and walked out of the room. Noticing Matt hadn't moved within the quick seconds of doing this. He just watched him leave.

Music class made things worst. It was like every time Zack thought about Matt and that weird stare he gave him last night it made him angrier. This was crazy. Why couldn't things go back to normal?!

Lunch came around and when Zack walked into the cafeteria Matt wasn't sitting with his usual friends but alone at a table across the room.

Zack turned and walked out.

*Matt*

Matt looked up seeing Zack walk away what was wrong with him out of no where? He changed so sudden. It was like he was ignoring him.

Getting up he started following after him walking out of the cafeteria and out to the front doors.

Searching around Matt didn't see where Zack had gone until he saw him walk down the sidewalk heading back to his place.

Started to jog now he tried catching up to the fast black haired boy, unfortunately Zack started to run too making this a never winning race.

'Fucking god why his he running away from me'

Flying through the air and tackling the boy in front of him to the ground, landing on the lush green grass.

Matt was face to face with Zack.

"Dude!" Zack yelled looking up to him pissed.

Matt looked down to him. This is what he wanted. Staring down into those unhappy hazel eyes He could make him happy again. Just like last night.

Leaning down closer to him and pressing his lips against Zack's.

He could feel the body beneath him go completely tease but soon relaxed. He pulled away and got off of Zack.

Zack got up quickly and jumped to his feet. Starring down at Matt who couldn't look at his face knowing he was shocked by this. Maybe this was a bad idea.

*Zack*

Zack stood their completely shocked. He just kissed him. What was with that!?

Slowly backing away from the now embarrassed jock and running off tears in his eyes. This was truly unreal!

Soon back at school Zack bolted past everyone and headed to the guys washrooms. It wasn't soon later he was starring at himself in the mirror. The truth soon came pouring out to mind. He just probably crushed Matt. He sighed and headed back to class.

The rest of the school day Zack's mind filled with guilt, he overacted to that kiss. Though he wanted to kiss Matt before so badly why did he have to react like THAT!?

This made him angry again. 

The end of the day bell rang bringing a bit of relief. Maybe there be a way in hell that Zack could talk to Matt again?

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Chapter Five]

It didn't take long to get the five laps down and over with. Zack walked away from the bleachers and over to the school. Matt ran inside to get a quick shower and get dressed. This be interesting from now on... Lives were about to change.

Matt's POV

I walked past Zack and into the school heading for the showers in the guys locker room. I walked in seeing a couple of the bigger guys hanging out by the stalls but I didn't think anything of it and walked past them, it wasn't till I realized I had gotten corned by the three of them.

"So Sanders what's up with sissy boy out their waiting for ya huh?"

"Yeah man, what is he your boyfriend or something coz I was sure I saw you too flirt up a storm out there by the bleachers!"

"Dude I'm not fucking gay and I was just talking" I defended myself. So I was lying...a little it wasn't like a football player wasn't ever caught before not being gay. It just happened a couple months ago...finding out in all and so what! Zack wasn't that bad looking...mhmm, someone my parents wouldn't mind me being with. Although my dad would kill me if I actually brought home a guy... he didn't believe me when I told him the truth...

"Hey guys it wouldn't fucking surprise me" "What were you doing with him today? Obviously not fighting him like we wanted you too" "What happened to you man, you use to be cool"

I shrugged I didn't want to hurt Zack anymore; the first time I did it nearly killed me.

"Huh, guess he is a faggot!"

I glared at him. They knew shit nothing about me!

"Man leave me alone, I don't fucking like him." "Jesus Christ" I pushed past them but it didn't end very well. Before I knew it I was on the ground being attacked by five to seven guys...not the way I intended it on being either.

End of POV

Back to normal POV

Zack waited outside, the summer sun was setting and night was soon creeping up on him already. Soon the street lights were on and a weird feeling bunched up in the pit of Zack's stomach.

Matt didn't just leave him did he? He was nice... but then again what he did earlier wasn't so unpredictable.

Giving up Zack walked inside and headed to the guys locker room. He might be just taking a long time.

He opened the door hearing laughter coming from the other side of the locker room; the showers.

"Come on guys lets go"

Zack ran and hid in the other part of the locker room. A bunch of guys walked out of the room and it was just him alone in there. Matt wasn't one of the guys that past either.

'Where could he be?'

Walking to where the group of guys had just been he heard crying and someone in pain, turning the corner to the showers he saw him.

"MATT!"

He yelled running over with out thinking.

Lying their on the wet cold tiled floors was Matt, bleeding some and in pain.

"What happened?" Zack asked scared

"They...found out about... me" he said wincing in pain.

"What about you?" asked Zack confused what did he mean?

Matt looked up to him gazing into his eyes. This look was one that wasn't ever giving before. Zack looked at him still confused. He wasn't...was he?

"We better get you... cleaned up" said Zack awkwardly. This was just his mind, there was no way Matt could be... could be gay. Right?

Getting up, Zack quickly got out of the way and waited out in the other room while Matt was cleaning up. So much in one day, it didn't even seem real.

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Chapter Four]

Matt smiled and simply said "Six sharp"

Zack nodding and started walking away once more this be perfect, simply perfect.

By the time Zack got home it be the usual time school got out so it wasn't like he'd get in trouble so easily...

Walking through the front door and kicking off his shoes he stood their waiting for a response from his dad.

Nothing

He shrugged and walked past the answering machine that had 1 new message, the one he had been expecting from the school. With a simple press of the 'delete' button it was gone and no one would known it was their. Just like his secret, though that was harder to deal with then one little message.

He ran up to his room and lied down on his bed. Closing his eyes and picturing the images of perfection from the surprising new crush. He didn't even hear his mom call his name for dinner hours later. Still up their picturing those greenish hazel eyes and lovable dimples.

"ZACK!"

His eyes shot open and turned to the door way.

"What are you doing, dinners ready!" his dad yelled in. "Picturing girls are we" he laughed walking away. Yeah, picturing girls... he probably wouldn't find out tonight.

He pushed the thought aside and headed down for dinner.

"So how was the first day back at school?" asked his Mom

'Um' How was he going to answer this one now...

"Good, same old same old" he said taking a bit of the food that was in front of him.

"Just good, no new kids, nothing?" she asked

He shrugged.

"Um, can I go to the football practise tonight?" he asked nervous and at random.

Both his parents looked up from their food and to each other.

"Sure son, that be...good" his dad said seeming happy about it.

His mom nodded. Though I think she knew this wasn't for the same reason his dad was thinking.

He nodded. This was good, nothing going bad so far...

*Later*

Up in his room listening to music and playing his PSP Zack didn't even realize the time until his mom knocked on the door 3 minutes before 6"

He rushing around grabbing his sweater, slipping on his shoes and then ran down the stairs.  He fixed his hair in the mirror at the bottom of the stairs and then kissed his mom on the cheek before bolting out the door and jogging to the school's football field.

It took him 10 minutes to get there. Slowly walking around to the bleachers and climbed up a few finally sitting at the top. He looked down seeing all the guys finding it also hard to tell them apart only difference being the two coloured jerseys. He looked around trying to find him. Searching each number and last name written on each of there jerseys it wasn't until his eyes fell upon the perfect number. Number 7, Sanders.

He should of figured it was Matt, he looked around wonder less searching for yours one and truly?

"SANDERS OUT TO FIELD NOW"

Both Zack and Matt got a surprise from the coach's extremely loud voice booming at Matt to get moving and out to field. Matt looked at him blankly for a moment and then put his football helmet on heading out to field.

It didn't take Zacky long to figure out the game, once or twice he's older cousins had taught him how to play the sport. Of course this meant play it on their Xbox 360. It wasn't that much different...

"Oomph!!!"

Zack cringed back seeing Matt get tackled to the ground by the huge player from the opposite team. How did he possible enjoy this sport? Couldn't something like basketball or soccer be more meaningful?

But it wasn't like Matt didn't do all the sports he did everything his father wanted him in: Basketball, Football, Soccer, Rugby, Baseball, Track & Field, he was even fucking swimming team. Matt was in any sport that counted as a sport.

"OKAY SISSIES SINCE I CAN'T COUNT ON THE BLUE TEAM TO GET ANYWERE GET YOUR ASSES MOVING AND GIVE ME FIVE LAPS AROUND THE TRACK. GO!" yelled the coach

From the far you could hear faint groans and the guys started to jog around the large track located around the football field.

Zack stood up walking down closer to the track, maybe Matt would notice him?

And if fate just happened so perfectly Matt did notice Zack.

"Hey man, you showed!" yelled Matthew excitedly

Zack nodded smiling as Matt cut off a few players and made his way over to him.

He stopped and sighed out of breath.

"Tired" laughed Zack

Matt nodded and slipped off the jersey AND the white wife beater he wore underneath it. Zack was taken off guard by this and gasped lightly seeing the perfectly shaped muscles...someone DEFIANTLY had been working out over the summer!  

"SANDERS GET MOVING NOW AND STOP TALKING TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND!" yelled the coach obviously pissed

Matt rolled his eyes and then sighed. Zack glared over at the short round man calling him Matt's 'girlfriend' Idiot must have had serious eye problems!!

"Better get going"

Zack laughed

"See ya around" Matt said and chucked his sweaty shirt and jersey at Zack. He caught them and watched Matt run off.

Yeah he had so totally fallen for Matt Sanders, who really would have thought! An enemy turned into a crush... who'd only guess that things would get worst...

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Note: Anything in quotes that are single 'like this' are thoughts the rest is normal conversation :) enjoy!!]

[Chapter Three]

[Truth comes out tonight]

The walk home was lonely and Zack had a lot on his mind. Like how he'd get past his dad, one: not knowing he was gay and two: more in likely the school would have contacted his house and told them he left school without signing out...

Also the whole crush thing...

Another thing to worry about! When was all this going to end?

Now walking on the sidewalk and less than five houses away from his road someone called out his name.

"ZACKY"

Zack spun around seeing the guy he thought he'd left behind at the beach. He rolled his eyes and waited for Matt to catch up.

'Wait. Since when did he call him 'Zacky'?' 'Only Brian and his parents did...'

"Man you wanna know why I did those things to you last year?" Matt asked a bit out of breath

Zack shrugged not caring for some reason now he just felt angry.

"It was because...-

"HEY LOOK!! SANDERS FOUND BAKER BOY! LET'S GET HIM!"

"Fuck" Matt whispered.

Zack turned to Matt who didn't look happy with this either, why was this? Wasn't he the one before who wanted to practically KILL him?!

"Man, don't... I was just talking to him...Just head back to school"

The two large football guys pulled up to him in a white Ford Mustang and gave him a weird look.

"Ha...kay then but what about-" The guy in the drivers seat cut him off.

"Whatever man, we'll see you at practise tonight" the guy driving sounded pissed.

With that the two guys drove off in the direction of the school. That was different?

Zack watched the car drive off until it disappeared and then turned back to Matt. He stood their hands in his pockets and glaring down at the ground.

"You where saying" Zack said

Matt looked up slowly and sighed.

"That was your reason, as if I fucking had a chance" "Dude for some reason they had this thing about not liking you and I wanted to join the team last year and the only way I could was if I beat you up" he said and looked back down.

'DICK!'

"Dude, you did that for...fame?"

"Well...I guess you could put it like that...yeah" he looked up ashamed

Zack shook his head and started walking away.

'DICK!'

"Dude I'm sorry!"

'DICK!'

Zack didn't stop walking just headed home, where people there understood somewhat of who he was, well they would tonight...

"Dude, hold up!"

Zack stopped again and turned around, why wouldn't he just STOP?! The whole caring thing had gone beyond weird and was getting annoying.

"What?" he asked harshly

"You should like, come to practise tonight maybe coach could let you try out...even though try outs were last Sunday... You might convince him?!"

Zack thought about it for a moment. He could go, see a bunch of strong guys tackling each other, wearing tight pants and slap each others asses or stay at home like every other night and do nothing.

A smile played across his mouth.

"What time?"

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Chapter Two]

[Breaking out the truth, only to face the truth...to find out nothing.]

Zack made is way out of the music room and turned down the hall heading to the cafeteria. Lunch be nothing amazing, Brian didn't go to this school with him so he be eating alone...

He stopped looking around the filling cafeteria. His eyes feel upon something that wasn't an open table.

Matt and his jock friends all hung at their usual table, a lot of the cheerleaders and other popular girls were sitting with them laughing at the main jock sitting on top of the table. Zack smiled and turned.

"HEY LOOK EVERYONE BAKERS HEALED UP! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!"

Zack stopped and started to feel he's heart race. What? What was going on...Matt was... Matt had been perfectly fine...now... what was with this freak outburst?

Just in time to turn around Matt and all his friends started to run towards him. Zack spun around and bolted for the main doors this was a recurring nightmare happening AGAIN!

Busting the door open and flying down the stairs heading straight to the road crossing it and heading into the woods in front of the school. Zack didn't stop running until he reached a sandy area; the beach.

He fell to the ground panting out of breath. He must have just had ran half a mile without stopping. He looked up knowing where he was. The back beach was known but not used very often. Hopefully no one was close enough to him.

Tears started to form in the corners of Zack's eyes. Not one to break out and cry it just so happened he had too. The whole summer he had been like this, an emotional disaster! And it didn't help that he wasn't sure why he was the way. No one else in school was like this; all the guys were either into sports, music, heavy drugs or skipping all the time. He just did well getting good grades and did what he wanted to. Although the only other thing that all the other guys had that he hadn't was have a girlfriend. He was never into dating. Though he had 'friends' that were girls he had never thought of being with them.

But that was where all the commotion came up, what didn't Zack have a girlfriend? If he was like the other guys he would have dated many girls before.

It hadn't come to the point where he was talking to Brian. Talking about everything possible like they always did. It wasn't until they were both confused why Zack was like this.

He thought about the day, the day Brian actually figured out why he was so different. He had asked Zacky if he could try something and for him close his eyes. Zack of course just did it thinking nothing at the moment...all until his felt lips touch his making him look to Brian who was right in front of him. Zack just went with it and kissed him back. That's when Brian backed away; he asked him why he kissed him back? And then that's when it all came to mind. Zack was gay.

So still holding this secret deep inside the only ones truly knowing be Brian and Zack's mom who found out on her own before any 'testing' was done. Zack lied their starring up at the blue cloudless sky. How was he going to go back? Where was he going to go now?

Things were just going bad, and in the end the worst would happen. He could just sense it.

Zack sat up and turned to the woods, hearing something move.

'They wouldn't...' he thought nervously

Jumping to he's feet and waiting. He'd have to fight them...or swim out to ocean and eventually drown. Thinking about it drowning be more convenient.

Foot steps came out of the woods and a muscular figure appeared. Matt looked over to see Zack upset and crying. Zack looked away not wanting to look like a pussy.

"Dude I never thought you'd run this far...shit maybe you should be our new quarter back...fucking he can't run as fast as you just did"

Zack, still looking away didn't respond. Why should he, what would he say?

"Listen Zack I was kidding-

Zack cut in.

"Matt...dude you weren't kidding I can tell and I am scared, what was that all about?!"

"Dude I didn't think you'd react to that..."

"Well what's with you man" "In English all NICE out of no where and then at lunch all ...normal" Zack whispered the last part.

"Dude I don't know... I..."

"To make you all bad like everyone thinks"

Matt shrugged

'Attention whore, how could I possibly like that now'

Zack's eyes went wide thinking that. He didn't...Ohh he did.

"Dude what's wrong?"

"Um...nothing, nothing"

Matt gave him a weird look and then turned to the ocean.

"Listen, you're not a bad person...and smacking you around last year-

"Drop it...it's over with..." said Zack walking away.

Matt's mood changes were giving him a headache and it didn't help that Zack was feeling sick thinking too much about the confused guy standing behind him. He'd face tomorrow stronger...

Days of War and the Nights of Love

[Have my eyes deceived me?]

[Chapter One]

The car pulled up to the edge of the sidewalk. His eyes slowly made their way up to the school seeing the many students flood the campus. Worried filled his mind.

"Honey, it's alright"

He turned to his mother who happened to drove him this morning. But with that convincing smile she had on it still didn't make him feel one hundred percent ready to go.

With a sigh he took off his seatbelt and opened the car door.

"I'll see you when I get home" the soft spoken words of his mother helped him get out faster. What truly be worst at this point, dealing what the world didn't quite know about yet... or to see him being a momma's boy?

He slung his black book bag over his shoulder and mumbled a goodbye before shutting the car door.

The car drove away leaving him to stand their on the sidewalk facing the building.

This wasn't his first time at the school, just another year of torture to come, but this year be worst...there would be more then just weird clothes and eyeliner to add to the list they all had kept memory of him. Yes, undeniably Zack Baker had found something out that past summer. Something he was sadly alone on...or that what he thought.

Walking in to Homeroom and taking a seat alone in the back. The cleaned up room smelt of strong flooring cleaner. This room was one of many he didn't like.

It wasn't long again until he had to get back up and move on to his next class. He looked down to the schedule he had in his hands. Mailed out to him days before school started up again.

"English" He spoke softly and moved on through the busy hall way.

He walked in the room and took a random seat. Looking around somewhat seeing who'd he'd have to fight with this year. No one that important was in the room until he heard the familiar voice of his arch nemesis, the guy that gave him hell all the past few years at the High School.

He walked through the door, no different then two months before. Tall, loud and the only thing that possibly could have changed is that he had gotten stronger. That was the only thing that scared the hell out of Zack, to have to fight Matthew Sanders once again and almost break every bone in his body in just one fight!

Looking away from the door and trying to make Matt not notice him was hard but some how Matt and all his friends walked past Zack without a notice.

The class started not that much longer after seeing him again. This would be the tough's class Zack would put up with; he just prayed that Matt didn't have anymore classes with him.

The teacher who happened to be Mrs. Varner talked about the semester's events and what they'd be learning. Zack could help but feel awkward and nervous now hearing faint whispers behind him coming from Matt and his friends.

"Okay class, I want a 500 word essay about your summer, lame I know but you all must have done something worth writing about...nothing dirty!" she warned

500 words. Zack could write that, yes... write about how he spend most of the time playing video games and hung out at the park with his friend Brian, nothing too detailed seeing in she didn't need to know about the drinking they did every weekend.

Soon he had it all down, 500 or more words scribbled out on a sheet of paper.

Everything out that was suitable for school on the piece of paper and just as he finished putting his name at the top the bell rang. Zack got up and walked to the front of the room dropping the essay in the bin everyone else did. Just as he turned he bumped into someone's arm.

"Oh sorry man"

Zack looked up shocked seeing Matthew, the one who beat up his ass because he didn't like him last year.

"Um, it's okay" Zack said slowly still surprised.

Matt smiled showing those incredibly cute dimples and those perfect set white teeth, no hatred was in his eyes their greenish hazel tint to them were clear and friendly.

 Zack smiled weakly and walked off. He had Music next and knowing the teacher being late wouldn't be fun.

He picked up a music book once in class and chose a seat on one of the risers.

Through out the whole class nothing but that bright happy face stuck in his mind. He closed his eyes picturing it better. A smile spread across his own face, would this year be different?

So basically this week for me is messed up.

I'll just give you dates...

Tuesday-Thursday (June 16-18) I have NO SCHOOL!!!

Friday June 19th - Morning Exam- Social Studies- Half Day-

Weekend-

Monday June 22nd- Morning Exam- Science- Half Day

Then I get my little taste of summer.

June 23rd - June 28th OFF NO SCHOOL

June 29th - Half Day? ...I think. Caramony thing and then get reportcard, say goodbye to people...

Then.... DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!!!!

ITS SUMMER!!!!!!!

...But thats also not everything. During the week I have mostly off I have to play at the Graduation caramony down in town I don't know if you've heard of it or not but its at Acadia University. Yeah no, probably not.

Anyways that is on Friday June 26th in the evening.

But after that I think that's it.

Oh and on the 23rd or something Vern and I might go see Transformers Revenge on the Fallen for her Birthday!!!

OH! and I've heard that AVENGED SEVENFOLD's song 'Almost Easy' will be on the movies soundtrack!!

WOO!!

XD

[One]

[Welcome to Vegas!!]

My eyes slowly opened seeing the bright room burn at my eyes.

"Ahh" I yelled shutting them again. I laid their feeling my head throb, jeez why did we have to make that small trip to Vegas on the way home?

While rubbing my temples trying to make my hangover better, I felt the other side of the bed move. I didn't think of it much, thinking it was my tag along gay friend Matthew behind me. It wasn't though until an arm draped across me and I heard some unfamiliar cursing come from behind me that I knew it wasn't him.

I opened my eyes again and turned looking down at the well tattooed arm over me. Who was this? Who the fucking hell was in my bed with me?!

I rolled over quickly coming face to face with him. My eyes went wide seeing his messy black hair and blue eyes look down to me.

"Um..."

I looked down seeing I wasn't wearing anything. 'WHAT?'

I grabbed the blanket that was slightly over me and jumped out of the bed.

"Who the HELL ARE YOU!" I screeched

He sat up and fixed his hair making it easier to see his face. I gasped. 'NOOOO' 'NO WAY'

"Oh. My. God"

He smiled slightly seeing my reaction.

"Don't they all react like that" he mumbled and searched around for his boxers.

I turned around feeling really embarrassed. This really couldn't be happening. How did he get in my bed?!

So I was your everyday girl, a good, hard working student that was attending LCU and had a nice and kind personality. Although I could back flip on you easily; unpredictable at the most let's just leave it at that.

I stood their and thought about what happened the previous night. I had no clue what really went on or how I ended up with this, really hot looking guy.

 I looked up seeing my hair, morning sex hair.

'Ugh'

I fixed it up the best I could without a brush when I noticed a shiny, gold object on my left hand.

I slowly moved my hand away from my face and looked at it.

"AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!"

"WHOA!!!"

Thud

...

I spun around to see, hot tattooed guy I slept with getting up from the other side of the bed.

"What is wrong?" he asked

"We...We... Married?!" I stuttered out holding up my left hand. His gorgeous blue eyes went wide seeing the shiny object on my finger. He looked down to his hand and held it up slowly. On his left finger was a gold band.

"Oh man" he sighed starring at it.  He looked away and to me who was standing their, wrapped up in a blanked naked and had crazy sex hair all over my head. HIS NEW WIFE!!!!

"So... my names Jimmy" he smiled awkwardly

[Chapter Twelve]

[The End is near...]

Tears streamed down my cheeks and that's when Zack ran over embracing me in a hug.

"It's okay" he cooed

"No Zacky, it's not okay" "I still can't believe you're putting me in this situation!" I said almost screaming.

"Em it's just a question, and I know I hurt you before but you didn't know how angry I got when you went to Zack, I knew he liked you before all the craziness before" He sighed "I forgave him though this morning"

I looked to Brian confused. "Forgave him why?"

Brian turned to Zack suddenly. "You didn't-

"I did...just not the right answer"

I took a step back and looked at both of them questioningly.

"Tell me"

"Well...we were drunk! You text Zack back and told him you liked him...I got angry and...gave him the black eye." said Brian not looking at me.

"What" I said as calmly as I could

"Yeah...but I didn't make it better...I kind of punched him back in the jaw" said Zack

I turned to Brian to him. This was fucking ridiculous!!

"I can not believe you two! Seriously that's... crazy!" I said

They both nodded heads still hanging low.

"Ha now I really wouldn't know who to choose, maybe Jimmy or someone less violent!"

I walked away leaving them. I needed to think about this knowing that the person I choose in the end be the one I'd end up being with.

*Later*

I was sitting up in the VIP seating area. Thinking long and hard about everything until it came down to the point where I had to pick. So I did.

I walked down to the stage where both Zacky and Brian sat. Weird, they were the only two to stick around.

I stopped in front of them crossing my arms and looking at them both with a frown.

"You two are the death of me you know that" I said

They looked away from each other.

I sighed and went through all the pros and cons of both of them, things I wanted to see change and so on. By the end I felt like I was a teacher and giving them each a week's detention or something.

"So?" asked Brian confused.

"Yeah we both are...equal" said Zack

I grinned. "My point" I said walking over to the stage they sat on and sat in between them.

"I can't choose between you two, it's impossible"

The both looked at me annoyed.

"You serious, you mean you made us stay here and worry who would win in the end!" said Brian jumping down.

I nodded "Yep"

"Well this is crazy, I can't deal with this!"

"Then leave...let Zack win" I said

Brian pulled me down and stood in front of me hands on either of my shoulders.

"You know we've been friends since the beginning" he said looking down to me. I just nodded.

"And we've had many problems before, barely making it out of the rough right?" he asked. I nodded once again.

He sighed and looked to Zack

"I think its better you choose him anyways, Em you and I just..."

"Butt heads?" I finished

"Yeah, that and when we don't get along it just equals a mess everyone gets involved in"

I nodded

"I understand that, so are you handing me over to Zack?" I asked

He sighed

"I hated to, but I am, you're my best friend, I love you" he said

I smiled.

"I love you too Bri" I said pulling him into a hug. He hugged me back.

He smiled once more, one of those killer grins that made all the fan girls scream their heads off and then left.

I stood their watching him leave, feeling completely whole again. No more screaming, fighting, or heartbreak...well not for not at least. He had healed up the wound and I was fully content.

I turned to Zack who sat their starring into space.

"Huh, love you too...jeez not even notice!" I said walking away, not even ten seconds after setting me free to him Zack didn't care at ALL!

"WHAT?! NO! HUH?"

He jumped off the stage and ran up to me.

"Where you going!!!" he asked scared and rushed

I smiled.

"Absolutely no where baby" I said

He grinned and hugged me close. I knew for a fact that I had made the right choice, even though in the end I didn't make it at all.

I smiled resting my head on his shoulder.

Yes I defiantly had found the perfect one.

The End...?

[Chapter Eleven]

[Awkwardness...]

Jimmy backed out of the way and turned to Zack who gave him a weird look.

"Okay well...see you guys around I'll be down... going to the venue... LATER!" He bolted off to the elevator and walked inside casually. I looked down grinning. Yeah if it wasn't for anyone Jimbo could defiantly make me wanna stay.

"So um..."

I looked up to Zack who had his hands in his pocks and rocked back and forth on his heels.

"I'm sorry" I said feeling weird.

"Don't feel bad, things were..." he stopped thinking about it. "I'm even sure how to explain it" he laughed.

I nodded and then the awkwardness came back.

"Um...yeah aren't you off to...sound check?" I asked

"Oh...yeah... um you should come..."

I nodded and let him in. "I just need to get dressed first. I said dragging my bag into the bathroom with me.

"Sure, it's not like it's been the first time I've been late" he joked. I rolled my eyes.

I brushed out my hair, re-did my make up, put on a clean shirt and then put on the same pair of jeans as last night. I walked out of the bathroom 10 minutes later and slid on my shoes.

"Okay let's go" I said

Zack was sitting on my bed going through the TV channels on the TV that sat on top of the dresser.

"Cool"

I walked out grabbing the key and we headed to the elevator.

"So why are you wearing sunglasses inside?" I asked him

"Um..." he pulled them down and I felt my jaw drop

"Zacky what happened?"

"Ha, got into a bar fight drinking last night" he said scratching the back of his head.

"Whoa...jeez" I guess he never changed in always getting into fights... always a problem with those boys. Guess it was best to stay after all, who knows what they'd get into!!

*The Venue*

The stage was all set up ready to go. As Zacky and I walked towards it I felt him grab my hand. I looked up to him; he just kept pleasantly walking to the stage.

'Okay?' I thought 'What was going on now?'

I sat down by Jimmy's drum kit him still playing away with Johnny who walked up to him and side hugged me.

"Hey look who came back!"

I smiled "Couldn't stay away from you Christ, couldn't stay away"

He nodded satisfied with that.

It also wasn't longer until Matt came over bugging me to sing 'Bat Country' with him, I only liked to because I practically was making fun of him the whole time...past times before, he never/ hasn't clued in.

It wasn't until I noticed Zack and Brian talking, every now and then looking up over to me while they played along to what song Matt made me choose.

"Okay, any other one!"

"Yeah and something faster, I'm getting bored" said Jimmy. I had just made play Warmness on the Soul.

"Fine, how about a Little Piece of Heaven" I said

"OKAY!"

I smiled and turned back over to Zack, Brian started walking over to me. Oh fun

"Hey can I talk to you?" he asked taking his guitar off.

"Sure" I said. 'Weird, what did he have to talk to me about?'

We walked over to the side of the stage when he asked me something shocking.

"If it was between Zack or I for the one you'd spend the rest of your life with, who would you choose?"

I stood there wanting to cry; looking over to a nervous Zack standing on the other side of the stage.

I really couldn't believe this!

[Chapter Ten]

[Lost and found]

[*Still in Zack's POV*]

I woke up feeling the sun shine in on my face, something I did hate.

I opened my eyes and rolled over. I just would hate to see what my face looked like; my eye probably looked bad, black and blue at the most.

I got up and walked into the bathroom grabbing a face cloth and soaked it. I didn't look up to the cabinet mirror that was inches away from me. I washed off my face and then... looked into it. Black, my eye was black and it looked like it was partly welded shut. I could barely blink.

I sighed and walked out of the bathroom. I walked over to my luggage pulling out a pair of jeans and pulling them on. Got out my Misfits shirt, slide it on and then grabbed a pair or sunglasses. Like I said last night, today be really fun.

I walked down to find Jimmy and Johnny the only ones eating in the restaurant down by the lobby.

"Hey man... nice shads" joked Johnny

I didn't reply back

"Okay... not a good morning"

"Is Matt still pissed off?" I asked

Jimmy nodded not saying anything about it though.

"What exactly happened man?" "All I know is you and Brian like...attacked each other or something"

I turned to Johnny and then lowered my sunglasses.

"Wow..." "I'd hate to see Brian then..."

I shrugged. I didn't hurt him that badly...at least what I did wasn't left visible!

****

I walked back up to hotel room and sat down on my bed. Brian walked out of the bathroom and didn't talk or look at me.

"Listen man... Last night was stupid...and I'm sorry about punching you in the face" I said wanting to make conversation. He looked up and over his shoulder at me.

"Yeah, just... I don't know what's going to happen" He said.

I nodded. "So we're good, we kinda need to be" I asked

He turned around fully and nodded. "Yeah...and about the eye...how bad is it?" he asked

I took off the sunglasses and he looked away feeling bad.

"Sorry man" he said

I laughed. "Yeah...tell the fans who will be questioning"

I lied back and turned seeing the bedside table beside me. My phone sat right by it and that's when I remembered about Emily's text.

I opened my messages and read it again.

"I don't know what to say Zachary; all I do know is that my heart is having a hard time deciding on which path to choose." "As you know Brian hurt me very much but that didn't drop my feelings for him completely, and spending time with you, you know I love that. Bringing me to the problem, Zack I think I've fallen for you too." "My reason to leave was only because I didn't need to get caught being with both of you, that would look BAD!" "All I can say now is, I'm not in OC, I'm in London and if I've made the right choice? You tell me" "Anyways I'm going to bed now, message me back...whenever you can" "Love you- Em"

"WHAT!"

From the corner of my eye I saw Brian look at me.

"What?" he asked

"SHE'S HERE!" I said shocked looking up to him.

"What do you mean she's here, she's home?"

"Read this again, she's here"

"I'm in London"

"See" I pointed it out to him.

"Oh, well then are you going to message her back?" he asked me handing my phone back.

Hmm... that was a good question, was I?

"Well I don't know, should I?"

"Man, its up to you, but I think you should we have to settle this thing now before it gets worst" he said

I nodded and then texted back.

"Hey, Um...wow...I didn't know you felt the same" It hit me then and there that she really did feel something for me. "Anyways, how about me and Bri meet you some where's? Like let's say some café? Anyways I have to go; we're headed off to the venue now, bye" I shut my phone and then walked away. I hoped she would respond soon...

End POV

Emily's POV

I woke up to the sound of my phone going off again. I rolled over and grabbed it. Opened it and read my new message.

'Hmm so he does still want to see me again?'

I sat up and rubbed my eyes

"YEAH EMILY'S BACK! WOO!"

"Yeah man but I don't know where she is... hope she reads my message"

My eyes went wide hearing there oh so familiar voices.

'NO THEY WEREN'T HERE?'

I shot out of bed and ran to the door not caring how awful I looked at the moment.

"ZACKY!!!" I yelled out the door.

Both Jimmy and him spun around.

"EMILY!!!" Jimmy yelled and ran over giving me a hug that almost made me fall backwards.

I smiled and hugged him back and then turned quickly to see Zack. He stood their shocked but had a smile on his face that made me get butterflies inside.

Wow... and just to think I thought this day be terrible.

[Chapter Nine]

[Love Game]

I walked through the entrance of the plane. I was making the right choice right? My mind was telling me two things... okay it wasn't only my head. My head really was telling me I needed to go home, but I was more worried over what the paparazzi would think and fan girls think. My heart on the other hand was screaming at me to stay, not hurt the ones I...loved.

Within an instant I spun around and started walking back out of the plane.

"Excuse me miss but what are you doing?" asked the same girl that wished me a good flight.

"I'm on the wrong flight, this is going to LA. I'm going to LV! Sorry I'm from Canada... Sorry" I said walking past her. It wasn't like I was lying. I was from Canada... and got things mixed up easily xD

I looked around seeing no sign of the guys. Aw man.

I walked around a bit longer finally catching a flight to London by ten o'clock. Two hours behind the guys.

***

Sitting, looking out of the window of the plane in my second class seat it still hadn't gotten to me, the whole reason why I was heading east instead of west.

It wasn't until 'Sorry' by Buckcherry came on that it truly hit me. It said everything for me but of course this song didn't have anything to do with my ex. Brian... it was however Zacky.

I walked off the plane feeling the time change hit me. It was like eight or ten hours later and pitch black outside showing night. In my mind it was saying 6:00pm something like that.

Feeling completely lost and confused I pulled out my cell phone and turned it on.

I had one new text message. I cringed and shoved my phone in my pocket. I needed to sit down in a quiet area because I was just guessing this one be long...and possibly make me cry? If not for sure make me feel like shit.

I walked over to the corner of the airport, an area where there was no one around and it was slightly quiet.

I sat down and pulled my cell back out, sliding out the keyboard and then going into my messages.

"I really don't know what to think. Out of no where... and just the other day talking about coming to Europe with us...with me" "Emily I don't know what's wrong? Why can't you just talk to me?" "If it's about Brian then I'll listen and forget if you want me to, I just need to know, Emily I...care, fucking more then he ever would...I wish you could see though that"

 "And as for running off like that it was just so...I should have just went with it coz now I'm..."

"Just...I guess I'll see you back home..." "If you aren't already gone again..."

Tears burned my vision. Was my quick thinking a really bad choice?

I just now had the feeling that coming here was a huge mistake. I wiped the tears away and picked myself up. I wasn't going to spend the night at the fucking airport that's for sure.

Around eight o'clock my time I checked into a hotel. Going up to my room and dropping my things. I pulled out my pyjamas and then crawled into bed.

Before going to sleep that night I sent a text back to Zack.

"I don't know what to say Zachary; all I do know is that my heart is having a hard time deciding on which path to choose." "As you know Brian hurt me very much but that didn't drop my feelings for him completely, and spending time with you, you know I love that. Bringing me to the problem, Zack I think I've fallen for you too." "My reason to leave was only because I didn't need to get caught being with both of you, that would look BAD!" "All I can say now is, I'm not in OC, I'm in London and if I've made the right choice? You tell me" "Anyways I'm going to bed now, message me back...whenever you can" "Love you- Em"

I sat my phone down on the side table and lied down, closing my eyes and soon drifting into a deep sleep.

Zack's POV

I fell back on my bed and starred up at the ceiling for a moment. I couldn't fucking see straight, it wasn't only because it was three am in the morning but because Syn and I just came up from drinking all night at the bar.

I laughed seeing him lying face down on his bed. Though it was not...funny at all.

"OH, OH!! AHH!!" I felt my leg vibrate from my cell phone in my pocket.

Brian looked over to me confused as hell

"The fuck?"

"My phonee!!!!" I pulled it out of my pocket and saw I had one new text.

"OOO WHO COULD IT BE!!!!"

Brian laughed and sat up.

...

"Who is it from" he slurred out

I guess he saw my face fell.

"Emm...ily"

"Oh... oh"

"Love? Am I seeing that right?" I asked sitting up and handing him my phone

He looked at it and up to me eyebrows nit together and not looking like he was happy with something.

"What?" I asked

"THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING WITH HER?!"

"Doing what?"

"YOU MADE HER LEAVE! AND I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONE WHO DID THAT!" He yelled and then pushed me back.

"Dude!"

"FUCK YOU ZACK!"

"DON'T FUCKING PUSH ME!" I jumped up.

"GO TO HELL I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JUST MAKE HER FALL FOR YOU LIKE THAT!"

"WELL SORRY I;VE LIKED HER SINCE... HIGH SCHOOL"

"WELL SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND!"

"YOUR EX. BRIAN! SHE LEFT YOU AND I DON'T BLAME HER ASSHOLE!"

"WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS GOING ON?" We both turned seeing Matt standing there pissed. Shit we woke him up.

I turned to Brian just in perfect timing to see his fist collide into my eye.

"FUCK!" I yelled. I held it for a moment and then looked up to him glaring me down. "FUCKING... ARG!" I punched him back hitting him square in the jaw.

"STOP IT!!!!"

I felt someone pull me away; I looked up seeing one of the security guards pull me away. Fuck...tomorrow is going to be fun.

Dundun dunnnn.

So it's come to the point of the year *like I said before* when teachers start throwing more shit at you..

Getting to the point.

I won't be on much. French project, Science Lab & exams start next week. Mores to come too.. =/ or I'm guessing!!! Wouldn't surprise me AT ALL!

My fic?

Yeah... don't know. ?!??!?

Ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...I hate school

  Ugh you might all hate me after this? LAST CHAPTER FOR TONIGHT! :D ...Don't kill me PLEASE!

Enjoy... :D

[Chapter Eight]

[It's time to tell you the truth... Goodbye]

I woke up early that next morning. Surprisingly the guys hadn't bothered me though out the night and it was the first real good sleep I had during the past two months.

I got up and ready. Having a shower, putting some make up on and getting dressed in some good comfy "traveling" clothes.

I sat back down on my bed and reached over for the phone that sat on the bedside table.

I pressed 0 and waited for the main floor/room service to answer.

"Hello how may I help you?"

"Hey, I'd like to order breakfast"

The room had a food card thing with the week's menu on it. I ordered breakfast and then hung up. I sat their thinking what to do next. I was all packed and ready to leave. Hmm...

I walked over to my luggage and unzipped the front pocket, pulling out my cell phone and then zipped up my bag. I flipped open the key board and then started texting Jimmy.

Me: Morning Jimbob :P

Jimmy: EMILLYY!! Come down stairs, we're all eating & waiting for YOU!

I smiled and texted back

Me: Nah I ordered room service xP

Jimmy: Uh what!!! Can't stand to eat with us anymore jeez bitch... JK LOVE YOU!!! :D

Me: NO, besides I can't be with you guys ALL THE TIME! Frig... now's your time to talk about stuff I DON'T want to hear :)

Jimmy: Ha stuff like what... LOL XD, OOO waffles G2G!

I laughed and turned off my phone, it wasn't longer after that, that my own food came. I ate in my room and then cleaned up, brushing my teeth and what not.

I walked out of the elevator, my luggage dragging behind me.

"Morning you" said Zack side hugging me.

"Ehh" I lay my head on his shoulder and then felt his arm wrap around my waist.

"Okay the cabs are waiting lets go" said Johnny.

We walked out and I had a weird feeling that someone couldn't keep his eyes off me. I stood outside waiting and he walked up beside me.

"Morning" he said looking down.

"Good morning" I said looking around at the busy traffic and such the city brought.

"Sleep well?" asked Brian Being nice so sudden? Hmm what was he up to now?

I didn't answer just walked up and got in the cab that pulled up to the curb. He beat Zack to the other side and got in.

"GO!" He yelled at the driver.

"DUDE!"

I turned around seeing Zack left stranded at the hotel.

"Brian! Why the hell did you do that for?" I asked not so happy

"I need to talk to you" he said looking down to me seriously. Yeah...seriously...

"Okay, what's wrong?" I asked sitting back in my seat.

He turned to me and smiled.

"Pssh, nothing, I just didn't want you going off with Zack" he said

What!? What the flying fuck?!

"What? What are you jealous or something, coz if you are that's bull, I'm not going out with him!" I said and turned out the window. This was insane! And retarded!

"Really, and I can believe that?!" "Emily we all know you like him!"

I snapped to him.

"Brian shut up, seriously before I push you out of this moving car" I said angrily

He smirked. Ugh what an ass!!!

"I can't fucking believe you, jerk!"

"Em babe please, sure Zack's my friend I just don't want him with you" he said

I shook my head. Wait a minute...

"What do you mean?" I asked turning to him.

"Huh? What?"

"Why would you care if he was with me?" I asked

He looked down. "Because I still love you and everyday think about you...even though I piss you off...somehow?!" he said confused about that.

I sighed. "Brian I broke up with you because you where cheating on me, if you think this shit is going to get me to feel sorry for you and get us back together you're wrong" I said

"This wasn't to get us back together; I just wanted you to know the truth" he said

The rest of the car ride was silent until we got to the airport.

"Dude what the fuck was that all about back their?!" yelled Zack. He barged through the airport five minutes after we arrived.

"Sorry man...I needed to talk to Emily" Brian said looking up to me with those gorgeous brown eyes that once made me totally melt. I looked away and crossed my arms.

"Ugh"

...

"Now boarding to Los Angeles, California"

I sat in between Zacky and Brian. Looking up to the board that had the home flight written across it...

"I'm...going" I said picking up my luggage and starting to walk away.

"HUH?!"

"Emily what?"

Both Zack and Brian stood up. Matt, Jimmy and Johnny all noticed too giving just as confused looks. I turned around.

"Yeah guys, I wasn't planning on going to Europe with you" "I came here to go...home"

"WHAT! NO! Please come! It's great their! You'd like it I know you will!" begged Zacky

"Yeah Em...he's right, you'd like it" said Brian agreeing.

I smiled weakly looking down. "I can't, I need to go home" I said

I looked up to see Brian frowning and Zacky look hurt. Aw this was mean but I really did need to go home, I wasn't going to be known as the bands groupie! Plus they and I needed some time apart.

"I'm sorry" I said

"Final call for the flight to Los Angeles, California"

I turned around and walked over to the exit passing my passport to the girl standing outside of it. She smiled and handed it back to me.

"Enjoy your flight miss" she smiled.

I nodded and before leaving took one last look at my boys. They looked at me heartbroken. Matt nodded and I turned around. Aw I hope Zack would forgive me after this!

[Chapter Seven]

[Bitch PLEASE!]

I had gotten up soon after that, got a quick shower, did make up and got dressed in a Metallica T-shirt, a pair or ripped jeans. I had a short two button black girl's vest over my shirt (it wasn't buttoned up) and my longish black hair was tied back in a high-ish ponytail.

I put my aviators on and walked out. Everyone was up by now, it being 12pm. Besides Matt woke everyone up because they all had sound check at 1. Jimmy sat at the kitchen booth thing quiet and dead looking. Matt was making coffee looking pissed, obviously not a morning person and something I could relate to as well. Johnny walked off the bus just moments ago and Zack sat on the couch, laptop sitting on his lap typing away at something. I walked over to him and sat down.

"Hey" he said smiling not looking away from the screen.

"Hi"

"Are we going to the mall?"

"Yeah, you have all your things packed to go to that hotel thing?" I nodded looking down at the facebook page he was on.

"Yeah, so tomorrow you leave for England?" I asked

"Yep" he said turning to me still smiling. I nodded and sat back. "Have you ever been their?" he asked. I looked over to him and shook my head no.

"Nope"

"Oh its cool over their"

"That's cool" I laughed I went to say something else but stopped myself. Nah I'd let them know about that tomorrow.

"Okay then, let's go"

"Go where?" asked Matt

I got up and rolled my eyes. "Mall"

"You're gonna be back before-

"Yes we'll be back before sound check" I lied. Pssh like we'd only be at the mall for less then an hour jeez... DON'T THINK SO!

Both Zack and I walked off the bus and started walking down the road. The mall wasn't that far away, just a couple blocks or so.

*Hours later?*

So we had just wondered around for a while now and I had bought some new shirts, jeans, and got some more eyeliner...I wonder who kept stealing mine...

I set my bags down on one of the chairs at the food court and then took a seat next to them. Zack sat across from me. We were fortunate that no one really figured out who we were, though I wasn't famous like Zack I was somewhat known for being Syn's girlfriend and also being friends with the band.

So we sat there, I had an orange Julius and Zack got something at A&W but over all we sat there in quiet.

"How many rooms did Matt get for tonight anyways?" I asked. It randomly came to mind.

"Mm... I think four"

I nodded so I guess people be bunking together. I hope I had my own room...

"Yeah, hey what time is it?" I asked another random question.

Zack looked down at his watch and his eyes went wide. "Um... almost three thirty"

I laughed. "Oops guess Matt will be screaming at us"

"Yeah, but probably at you though" Zack laughed.

I rolled my eyes. Yeah I'd be to blame since I'm the girl in all...pssh it wasn't like Zacky didn't take as long as I did picking out clothes.

"Yeah we should had back after this" I said

He nodded and finished up his food.

***

The cab pulled up to the huge hotel main doors.

"We're staying here?" I asked a little shocked. I really didn't think the guys had this much money for a fucking nights stay here.

"Yep" said Zack and got out of the car.

He paid the driver and I got out. The car zoomed off and I still stood their not knowing what to think.

"Come on Em" Zack said pulling me along. We walked in and headed to the elevators.

"Room 601, floor 6"

I nodded and stood their.

The doors opened and I walked out looking around for the room 601 which wasn't far from the elevator. I walked up to it and knocked.

The door slowly opened and I heard everyone quiet down inside.

Matt stood their glaring down at me.

"Do you realize you are three hours late for sound check"

"Yes I do and frankly I don't give a shit" I said pushing past him. He sighed.

"Well it's a lot different having one guitarist, then our usual two" he said walking behind me.

"Whatever, where am I sleeping tonight" I asked turning sudden.

"Room 605, you get a room all by yourself" he said dangling the key above my head.

"That's good" I said and snatched them "Anyways see you all tomorrow" I said and walked out the door.

"What! But-

I shut the door in there faces before they had time to argue over my early night in.

For some reason I just felt like being a bitch!

[Chapter Six]

[Questioning...]

I bounced off the bus still hipped up about winning that game. It also didn't help that I had a few Redbull's in between that too.

"Nice" I said seeing the much like mall parking lot of a place.

"Yeah we booked a hotel for tomorrow night because the buses are going back to wherever, after this we're flying over to Europe" said Matt standing beside me.

"Coolo" I said

He gave me a weird look and looked around.

"I don't think we should ever contain her in a small area like that again" I heard Johnny say

By now I was doing weird ninja moves around Zack and he just stood their laughing. Jimmy noticed and started to do the same.

"Guys" said Zack.

I heard the other two laugh and then Matt asked where Brian was.

I stopped immediately, Jimmy kept being Ninja around me but I just looked at him and then pushed him over.

"I um don't know" said Zack. I started walking away seeing on of the Berry brother starting to unpack the stage stuff.

I ran over ignoring everyone else. I didn't want to think about him right now.

*Later in time*

Everything was set up from tomorrow nights show and by the time everything was done I was guessing it was around ten?"

I walked out of the venue seeing it was pitch black outside and over to the bus where the lights where on and music was playing. Party night, something the guys did when they didn't have a show the night we arrived at a venue which happened a lot. I sighed and walked over to the bus about to open the door when someone said something to me.

"You looked cold last night that's why I did it"

"Huh?"

I turned to where I heard someone speak. I looked over seeing a glowing red end of a lit cigarette in the distance.

"You looked cold last night, I grabbed my jacket from inside and placed it over you" said Syn.

"Oh, thanks" I said without much feeling and then opened the door to the bus. Their was no need to make great conversation with him because I knew in the end it just be another fight and me crying myself to sleep again.

"EMILY THEIR YOU ARE!!" People yelled as I opened the door. I smiled.

"Here I am" I said walking up the stairs and then walking over sitting in between Johnny and Zack.

I looked around seeing everyone had a buzz. Yep they'd defiantly had been like this for a while and tomorrow was going to be a hell ride.

I smiled not really sweating over it and took the beer Jimmy handed me.

"Hey did you see Brian, he left like...a while ago" asked Johnny kinda dazed. I giggled and nodded.

"Yeah he was out having a smoke when I walked in" I said taking a sip of my beer.

The music kept playing and everyone kept talking or slurring there words until it came late enough in the morning that we all passed out.

[Next Morning...]

I woke up groggy and sore. I couldn't remember much from last night besides walking on the bus and...that's about it. I moved over and felt something behind me. I lied there for a minute and felt an arm slid its way around my waist. I looked down seeing his colourful tattoos wrap around his arm. Turning slowly not trying to wake the sleeping body behind me I turned a full 180 doing so. His messy black and purple hair was all over his head and his eyeliner smudge; red and black blending together some. He looked so peaceful sleeping it made me smile.

I laid their thinking. What would happen if we where together? Wait why was I thinking this? I didn't like Zacky did I? Wait how did we end up here last night? What happened last night? We didn't do anything...did we?

I looked down at myself nervously. I had on my black Iron Maiden t-shirt and I was just in my underwear. I glanced down seeing my jeans sitting in the corner of my bed. This was my bed...

I looked around, everything looked normal. I kept thinking until my brain hurt but mostly because I noticed Zack's arm move. I lied there still and closed my eyes pretending to be still sleeping. I felt him move his arm and then groan.

"Ugh... hmm... oh wow"

It wasn't long until I felt him sit up and then stretched; he shuffled around and to fine something. I was guessing it was his jeans. He grabbed them by my feet and then the curtain pulled back some he got out and then he shut it. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at the curtain. Hmm what was I suppose to think now?

[Chapter Five]

I woke up outside in one of the lawn chairs, curled up and had someone jacket over me. I looked down seeing the familiar material; it smelt of cigarettes and alcohol but then realized who jacket it was. I chucked it off me and it landed on the ground.

"Hey watch out almost wiped me with that Indiana Jones"

I couldn't help but smile hearing that. Jimmy picked up Brian's jacket and then came over sitting by me.

"So... are you feeling any better?" he asked

I shrugged. "No"

 He sighed. "You gotta forget about him, he's just being an ass to get to you, he likes annoying you"

I looked to Jimmy surprised. 'Wow that was unexpected from him, saying something like that at least'

I nodded agreeing. He knew me too well, that was the only disadvantage.

"Well we better get moving, don't want to be hitchhiking our way to the next venue" I said getting up. Jimmy didn't flinch. I turned back around.

"And I'm not being the blame for losing the Rev" I laughed

"Go on... I'll get up someday" he said waving me on.

I laughed and headed back to the arena where things were being taking down.

*Couple Hours Later*

I head just lied down in my bunk. We had been driving for about half an hour and everyone had either drifted off on their own or went to the back of the bus to play the PlayStation.

All morning I had stayed away from Syn not running into him at all. This was all good, the longer I avoided him the more content I'd be.

"Hey guys where's Emily" asked someone walking by

"Huh, you talkin' about me" I asked sticking my head out of my bunk.

I looked up to see Zack there.

"Hey, yeah I was Whatcha going to do about it!" he said smiling

"Smack ya!" I said and hit his leg.

"OUCHH!" he winced in "pain". I laughed out loud and then lied back down in my bunk. The curtain opened and Zack got in beside me.

I smiled and turned to him. "What you want boy"

He shrugged. "So you're back to "normal"" he said gesturing the quotations with his hands.

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah sure I am"

He sighed and then laid his head by mine. "So...tomorrow we have a free day what do you plan on doing?" he asked

Hmm I never thought of that till he said it.

"Maybe we could chill at the mall?" "Do some shopping and then see a movie or something"

"That sounds good" he said playing with some of my hair.

"Yeah I'm going to go during sound check but...but I'm going to sneak you away too" I said looking up to him.

"You better or I'm gonna..."

"CUT CHU!" I said

We both laughed. Aw good times.

We laid their silent for a few moments until I heard some yelling from the back of the moving bus.

"Ugh, sounds like someone is getting their ass kicked at football again" I sighed.

"Yeah" sighed Zack

I smiled and turned up to him. I had to admit the boy was a cutie and I was sure there were some feelings inside that he wanted us to be more than friends. But if it ever came down to the point where he'd asked me, I truly wouldn't know what to say.

"Hmm I think it's time to kick some ass at football" I suggested

"Let's do it" Zack said

I laughed and we crawled out of my bunk heading down to the back of the bus.

At the end of the bus was a small area that had a couple chairs and a TV set up. Johnny and Matt sat on the floor slamming the controllers of the PlayStation around.

"God damn it!" yelled Matt chucking his on the ground.

"Dude you can't do that, they'll break ya know" I laughed picking it up.

Matt just glared at me and shuffled over. I sat down and Johnny restarted the game.

"Bring it!" he said

"You're on!!"

*Couple Hours Later*

It was amusing seeing myself beat out guys at football twice, then beat them all at racing and now I was against Jimmy at Mario Cart.

"Princess Peach got nothin against Luigi!" Jimmy yelled flipping the controller around in his hands.

I smirked.

"Yeah dude she's kicking your ass" said Zack standing behind me.

"What?"

I turned to Jimmy as he looked at the mini map at the side of the screen.

"SHIT SHE IS!"

I laughed and "floored it" making it around the tight corner and then bolted to the finish line.

"HA! PRINCESS PEACH BEAT YO ASS AGAIN MOTHER FUCKA!!" I jumped up yelling down at him in victory.

Jimmy slowly looked up to me glaring.

"I hate you" he said and then got up walking to the front of the bus.

"SORE LOSER!!" yelled Zack at him. I leaned over seeing his just in time flip off Zack. I laughed and then passed the controller to Zack.

"I'm done, and I think we've made it to the next venue" I said feeling the bus come to a stop.

[Chapter Four]

[You better RUN BITCH!!]

I knew everyone was standing behind me. Unsure what to think and angry with a certain someone...

No questions were asked until that someone had to walk into the room.

"Whoa didn't take you long to move on..."

I snapped my head sideways facing his god handsome face though it wasn't on my mind at the moment. It was also pretty clear the tension had risen within the quick three seconds.

"Dude she's not going out with me" said Zack softly but you could tell he wasn't happy about it.

"Whatever man she can fuck the world for all I care."

I was going to snap and I knew it wouldn't be good but I tried my best to keep cool though. Watching Brian walk over and sit down on the couch provided in the green room.

 He looked up to me and smirked, something of course he'd learned to do over this tour and something that annoyed the hell out of everyone.

I shook my head insulted. There were no words for what he had become. With that I walked away from Zack and out of the room.

"I hate him, I knew I should have left this tour earlier" I mumbled to myself walking away from the green room and out towards the bus where I stayed for the rest of the night.

*FF after the show*

I was almost asleep when I heard the bus door open and a loud yelling and talking burst in. Great!

The door shut and lied their hoping that the guys wouldn't be up long.

"Yeah guys I'm calling this one an early night" I heard Zack say. It wasn't long after that there was soft walking and then he crawled into the bunk above me.

"Yeah I think it's gonna be the same for me" said Matt

"Aw come on man!" I heard Brian whine. "You're all pussies" I heard him murmur

"Ha yeah I'm the pussy... but at least I'm not a fucking douche bag" I heard Matt mumble under his breath so Brian couldn't heard. I chuckled lowly he got that one right.

It wasn't longer that Johnny and Jimmy walked away from the 'after' partying which I found extremely odd. But then again I understood why they did leave, tomorrow be just of a busy day, driving for a good ten straight hours... FUN!

I sunk down in my pillow and started to drift off to sleep again just to get disturbed again...

I rolled over to my left to land on something... or I should say someone.

'Huh?'

I felt arms wrap around my lower back and then travel down to my ass.

"Brian...GET OUT!" I screamed pushing him out of my bunk.

"OUCH! FUCK!" He yelled landing hard on the floor.

"WHAT?!" SMACK "FUCK!!" yelled Jimmy. From the sounds of it he sat up quickly and smashed his head off the top of his bunk.

"JESUS CHRIST!" yelled Matt

"What?" asked a confused Johnny. From what I could see in the dark he had his head poked out of his bunk.

"WHAT THE HELL!?" I heard Zack yell above me and look down.

"SHUT UP!" yelled Matt pissed now. So in the end Brian had attempted to wake everyone up. Good job dumbfuck!!

"Jesus..."

Brian got up off the floor.

"You better run boy!" I growled pissed now. What the hell was he thinking?!

He smirked or I knew he was just because I knew him too well.

"I'm fucking SERIOUS!!!"

"Oh shit"

He ran off the bus with me closely behind him.

"Do something!" I heard someone yell behind me.

I stood outside in the cold looking around in the dark.

"Syn come out...Jesus Christ" I mumbled

"Emily listen...listen" he said hands out in front of him.

I smirked like he usually did.

"Really, why shouldn't I beat your fucking face in? You cheated on me, you insulted me and then you try to sleep with me like...like you where my fucking boyfriend!!!" I yelled not caring if I woke anyone up...like anyone wasn't up by now.

"Em I... I'm sorry it's just..."

"WHAT! IT'S WHAT! BECAUSE WHEN I WALKEDON THE BUS YOU WHERE FUCKING TWO CHICKS ON THE BUS, I WASN'T TOO HAPPY WITH THAT AND THEN THE WHOLE 'SHES CAN FUCK THE WORLD FOR ALL I CARE' SHIT! YOU KNOW WHAT 'SYN'" Saying his name with finger quotations though I knew no one could see them.

"WHY DON'T YOU GO FIND ANYOTHER FUCKING BAND AND BANG THERE GROUPIES. BECAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS SICK OF SYNYSTER GATES! WE WANT BRIAN HANER JR.! NOT THAT PATHETHIC EXCUSE YOU ARE!" "FUCK YOURSELF...Jesus Christ!"

By the end of my lecture or whatever you would call it; Screaming fit there was a long dead silence. I was fed up, tired and extremely pissed off.

"Whatever I'm sick of this bullshit I'm going..." I said and turned around walking past all four guys who just stood their speechless I suppose.

I pushed past Matt and Jimmy and walked past the bus. I wasn't sure where I was going but as long as it was far from where I was now, anything would be better.

U S E L E S S | I N F O R M A T I O N
Name: Emily M. King.
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Female
Birthday: July 18th

Sign: Cancer
Siblings: 1 brother
Hair color: Dark Brown/ Black.
Eye color: Hazel
Height: 5'7"

R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
Who are your best friends?: Katana, Haley, Tara.  
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
What is your longest relationship?: Ha what relationship!

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Old Navy and Wally's WORD! [Wal-Mart] xD
Any tattoos or piercings: Oh shit okay. Ear lobs 2x. Cartilage Once. Industrial, nose, Labret and for tattoos THIS SUMMER BABY!!! I hope =/...
What is your most comfortable outfit?: My A7X shirt, my Billabong sweater, leggings w/ shorts over them and converse.
What do you usually wear?: Clothes xD Band shirts, band sweaters, jeans, leggings, converse, slip ons, those kind of clothes lol  

S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs? No...no.

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence or Head and Shoulders
What are you most scared of?: Myself. Haha I don't know.

What are you listening to right now: Live This Down: Papa Roach.
Who is the last person that you called?: I don't know Pj...

Who is the last person that called you?: My grandfather but he wasn't looking for me xD

Where do you want to get married?: hmm... in a really old church on Halloween in California.
What would you change about yourself?: HA! Everything... well no...I don't fucking know.
F A V O R I T E S
Colors: black and purple
Foods: Pizza, Mac and cheese,

Movies: Um... Transformers, Twilight, Material Girls [xD Benji and Joel are in that one!!]

Animals: Llama! No...Stallion Duck J J


H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: Um...why would I do that?
Smoked?: Smoked? No

Bungee jumped?: AHH NO!

Made yourself throw up?: No ew

Skinny dipped?: No!! Haha no.
Ever been in love?: Hm...I don't think...oh well...suree xD
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Oh probably.
Pictured your crush naked?: NO!
Actually seen your crush naked?: No.  
Cried when someone died?: Yes

Lied: Lie what! Never!!! Pssh.

Fallen for your best friend?: AH NO! UGHH NO!
Rejected someone?: Yes.
Used someone?: Um... I don't know...  
Done something you regret?: Sure

C U R R E N T
Clothes: Black leggings and black shorts over them (DON'T ASK!) And a white top.
Music: Avenged Sevenfold (Dear God)
Annoyance: OMG there isn't anything ...right at the moment.
CD in player: Nothing... Stereo CD player. Metallica, BFMV and Bleeding Through.
DVD in player: Transformers.

L A S T | P E R S O N
You left a message for: No one
You texted: No cell phone = I suck

You cuddled with: No one... the closes to cuddling be hugging someone and that be Caitlin at school today...or she hugged me.
You kissed: I don't know.

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: Uh...
Open-minded: Very
Arrogant: No
Persistent: kinda
Insecure: yeah.
Hungry: no
Smart: sure... Hahaha

Moody: OH YEAH!
Hard working: sure.
Resilient: no?
Organized: kinda
Healthy: sure?
Difficult: to understand? Yeah
Bored easily: .....Do I really have to answer this?
Obsessed: That's creepy lol nah not obsessed.
Angry: Not at the moment...just wait for it though...
Sad: Nope
Happy: Yes, it's the motherfucking weekend!!
Hyper: No but I'm sure I will be.
Trusting: Hm... I can't trust myself so what does that tell you?

This ones shorter but HEY you get to see what happens.... Enjoy... or Hate... depending how much you hate Bian in the end.....:)

[Chapter Three]

[Sound Check]

"VIP area?" I guessed out loud.

"I guess" said Zack plunking down in one of the seats.

This was a balcony seating area. Great view of the stage and set up below us.

"So do you like this 'dark abyss'?" I asked giggling. How retarded was I now eh?

I turned from looking down at the guys setting up to Zack who had his feet up on the stool in front of him.

"Get me my pipe and some Brandy my dear" he said in a weird accent.

"Pssh" I flipped him off and then he dropped the acting.

"Fine I'll get it myself" He got up and leaned against the balcony

"SHADOWS MY GOOD MAN, FETCH ME MY JACK DANIELS AND MY CIGARETTES!" He yelled down to Matt who was doing sound check with Johnny and Jimmy saying this all in the same accent.

I laughed seeing the look on Matt's face.

"Look at him, fuck thinking he's all King of the world up their" said Matt talking to Johnny through the mic.

"Yeah man, get it yourself!" he said yelling into the mic. I laughed. Oh man how I loved them all.

"HEY EMILY HOW ARE WE SOUNDING FROM UP THEIR!!!!" yelled Jimmy without his mic on. I laughed again.

"GOOD! PLAY ME SOMETHING!!!" I yelled back

"WALK!!!" yelled Zack running over to the stage. Whoa how did he get down there so sudden?

"Let's do it"

I turned to the familiar voice that came out of no where... Brian. He walked over from the side of the stage and slid his guitar over his head then turned it on.

The smile on my face fell.

I stayed quiet through the whole song. Why did he have to show out of no where, we were better without him? But who was I kidding. Brian was just brilliant between playing music and being my boyfriend... it was all great until this tour came around that's when everyone noticed the huge change in him.

I sighed watching him rip out the solo like it was eating cake. I still just wish he was mine, the normal weird crazy Brian he used to be. But I guess the Synyster Gates side took over. Brian Haner Jr. was nothing now than just a memory.

I turned around not wanted to watch him show off anymore and walked back downstairs. I made it down to the ground floor and pushed past the two whores that stood their yelling "We love you Syn!!"

They of course fell over and started screeching at me telling me to fuck off and other bullshit.

I walked into the greenroom and stopped, standing in the middle of the room. Out of no where tears started to run down my cheeks. But luckily I soon felt arms around me, cradling me for the most part. I didn't recognize who it was from the tears blurring my vision. It wasn't until I noticed the headless Mickey Mouse tattoo on his arm that sent me to conclusion. Zacky.

It wasn't longer after that I stopped crying still standing their in his arms not moving but thoughts in my head rushed around like a crazy storm going off in my brain.

  [I needed to post more hehe :P enjoy!! also I changed the name again... It should stay like this for now on:)]

[Chapter Two]

{My little dark abyss...} BY THE WAY! < These little 'titles' hint you all on what's going to happen in the chapter. xD Just thought I'd tell ya :P Enjoy.

I sat in the arena leaning up against the platform thing Jimmy's drum set was up on. He was behind up playing away being just as bored as I was. I had to admit. After I ditched Brian or Syn whatever I found myself hanging around so much. I guess in the end being single sucked but I guess this didn't amount to the awkwardness when night came around...

"What do you think about that one?" ... "Emily? DUDE! EMILY!!!!!"

...

I flew sideways landing on my side

"Ouch!" I said glaring up at Jimmy who stood miles above me.

"Sorry but you where zoned out" he said and pulled me up

"Well ya didn't need to hip check me there!" I said brushing off myself.

We stood their silent for about a second.

"So what were you thinking about?" he asked

"Shit" I said crossing my arms.

"You mean Brian"

"Shit" I replied smirking up to him.

He rolled his eyes. "Maybe I should get the guys, practise some or something"

I shrugged and he walked away. I went off into a different direction heading off to the indoors Merch booth seat up in the lobby of the arena.

There was no one there but it made sense, people or well fans wouldn't be showing up for at least another two, three hours.  So I guess it just be hanging around some more until then...

I walked back over to the green room. The guys sat around, Matt on his laptop, Zacky sitting there starring at the wall. Jimmy and Johnny where talking and sipping at there beers and... Syn wasn't to be seen. Probably booked up meetings in his bunk...

I sighed and flunked down next to Zacky.

"Hey" I sighed

"Hey" he said back with just as much enthusiasm.

...

"I don't like the rain" he said still starring at the blank white wall in front of us.

"What don't you like about the weather, you despise the sun, you don't like the rain, you dislike the wind, and you hate snow, ice, humidity and hurricanes. Zacky in the end you should just live in a dark abyss" I said in a normal voice.

I felt all eyes turn to me; even Matt's whose where glued to the computer screen looking at me weirdly.

"You know what Emily I will go to a dark abyss and you know what else, you're coming with me!!"

With that he grabbed my wrist and dragged me with him.

"Zacky!" I said trying to pull away.

"Just remember to crawl back out of your dark abyss when it's show time!" yelled Johnny in the back ground. I huffed while still trying to get Zack to let go of my arm. Where on earth were we going to go now!

We stopped when we came to this room back stage of the arena.

"What is this?" I asked

Zack shrugged and opened the door. On the other side there was a flight of stairs.

"We're going up!" yelled Zack. His voice echoed through the place. I sighed

"Okay just can I walk myself instead of being dragged?"

Zack turned and glared at me. "Fine but if you run I'm... I don't know but it won't be nice"

I shook my head and walked up the stairs beside him.

Once at the top; both out of breath. We walked into this open room and looked down. Seeing...

I'm sorry about never shutting up about this band but I SERIOUSLY LOVE THEM!!!!

So here they are!! :D :D

Pat: Lead Singer :)

Rob: Lead Guitar :)

Miles: Guitar :)

Daniel: Bass :)

Aaron: Drums

So really yeah Canadian boys =HOTT!! Totally Love them :) Check out their single 'Summer Girl'

[Chapter One]

{God I hate you with a passion! How did I fall in love with you in the first place?}

The rain hadn't stopped. Four straight hours of water falling from the dark grey sky above me just wouldn't fricking stop! Though the sound of its 'pitter patter' against the pavement felt nice it could never amount to the pain, anger and heart ache? that I had inside. He broken my heart again and I couldn't help but feel raged inside! I did not deserve this at all! So I guess letting him off easy wouldn't be happening. Though he knew I was pissed with his actions it didn't bother him one bit. That was just enough to make my blood boil...

I heard the large steel door behind me 'thud' and someone walk up beside me. I turned slowly away from the pouring rain that fell.

"You're soaked! Why the hell are you standing out here?"

I smiled up to the large muscular guy standing beside me. Oh Matthew so caring and wise I wish he could just back off some more in my life! But I guess that's what you got when all your friends live together on one bus traveling around the states.

"Maybe because I want to" I replied still smiling.

Matt just rolled his eyes. "You're coming inside and if you don't you're gonna get a cold and if you get a cold I will catch it and if I catch it You. Are. Dead!" he said growling quickly

I laughed abruptly "Fine I'll go inside"

I dragged my wet ass inside the arena where Avenged Sevenfold was getting ready, setting up for tonight show.

"Whoa what 'cha do take a shower with your clothes on or attempt to drown yourself?" "Please tell me it was the shower one" said Zack as I walked into the green room.

"Nope, just playing in the rain" I stuck my tongue out. Yeah because I'm all suicidal jeez Zacky.  

He rolled his eyes and then went back to messing around with his guitar.

I looked around the green room and Johnny had just walked out of the bathroom. Without noticing I walked up to him and through my arms around him.

"UGH!"

"Heyy Johnny!" I said huge grin on my face and holding back laughter.

"OOHHH!"

I turned to see Zack and now Jimmy standing there holding back their laughter. 

   I smiled and turned back to Johnny who just looked annoyed.

"I hate you" he said lowly

I laughed "Love you!!" and then quickly kissed him on the cheek. I walked out of the room and then heard laughter and Johnny yell "Aw man now I'm soaked!"

I chuckled to myself and then ran back outside to the bus I sure as hell wasn't going to be staying in wet clothes all day and I guess next time I'd need to remember an umbrella...

I walked back on to the bus and turned my heel heading straight to my bunk. I grabbed a clean dry t-shirt, one I took from the Merch booth about a month in touring. I grabbed a dry pair of sweat pants and a dry Pantera sweater.

I ran to the bathroom and changed quickly also drying my hair and fixing up my make up. God did I look bad but I guess that what break ups do to you. I walked out of the bathroom and put my wet clothes away. As I walked back to the front of the bus I heard loud moans and giggling coming from one of the bunks. Any guesses whose bunk it was. Syn's.

"Ohh Synny I love you!" screeched some chick coming from the bunk.

"Yeah Syn you're so good!" moaned another

My jaw dropped. 'Hoe shit he was fucking two!'

I continued walking and then walked off the bus running back over to the sheltered area.

"Aw man I need my sticks" whined Jimmy

"OH! I wouldn't be going in their if I was you, let's just say Mr. Gates is partying with two" I said and walked past him

"Oh! Well then I guess I'll have to find Jason or someone..." I heard him mumble behind me. I laughed but then again I was still hurt 'Syn' or Brian or who ever that guy was in there was such a man whore... Thinking now I was glad I got rid of him but from now on I wasn't going to make life easy.

Lie to me

Prologue

She stood their, the rain poured down on her soaking her body without a care. Though did it matter at this point? She had been through it all, the fighting to the laughing, crying and deceit.

Living was pointless now because of him and ruining it all; she wouldn't ever be put in this situation again. Where love was just a game and where you were just an accessory. The flashing cameras just wanted to capture that perfect shot. He kissing you be all over the news tomorrow baby, just drink the night away and forget about me. Forget about the past. And what you use to be...

So if you hadn't guessed 'she' in other words was me. A simple girl that just wanted the best for her friends and do anything to help them out but unfortunately for me things just had to go wrong.

If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be in this state right now. Between crying all the time, worrying about him cheating on me and then in the end getting smashed in the face when I found out he was with my High School enemy. I was a soft hearted girl what could I say? Just this time Mr. Synyster Gates wouldn't see the end of me. I had dealt with this before and from now on his life would be a living hell!