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Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

  

  

Chapter Sixteen

  

  

  

Emily's POV

  

I woke up tired... I rolled over to Matt who was still dead asleep. I smiled and sat up seeking out of bed and grabbing my clothes that were strung everywhere through out the small hotel room.

  

I walked out of the hotel room and to the truck jumping inside and looking around to see if Matt had any extra clothes...a spare shirt, anything?

  

I ended up finding a Pantera shirt in the back and I changed into it, though it was big on me, it didn't really matter?

  

"Um?"

I looked up the best I could, half upside down over the back seat. Matt stood outside all clothes on minus a shirt.

  

"Morning" I smiled falling so I lied across the backseat. He was still upside down. He frowned, well smiled but to me frowned and shook his head.

  

"I signed us out; apparently Zack had left twelve voice messages to me since last night."

I sat up and watched him get into the drivers seat. I stayed in the back.

"What did he say?" I asked wrapping my arms around his seat, resting my head on the side against the head rest.

  

"He said Bri couldn't pick up on them and we could head back"

I sighed in relief. I was worried to hear other things.

  

"Yeah, so how are you feeling" he asked eyes glued to the road.

I sighed. "Alright" I kissed his head as I got up crawling into the passengers seat. I sat down and then we zoomed off heading to the nearest McDonalds around.

  

[Later that day]

  

Both Matt and I walked through the house holding hands.

"Where is everyone?" I asked.

"Hey Em"

I looked up to see Johnny running down the stairs in his swim trunks, water wings, a snorkel and goggles and flippers.

  

I starred at him very confused.

  

"What the fuck Christ?!" asked Matt

"Don't ask, it was a long night here last night..."

I looked up to Matt and we then both turned to Johnny bursting out in laughter.

  

I walked into the living room to see, Brian, Jimmy and Zack all passed out everywhere. Beer bottles covered the tables and I seemed to notice my brother in...some of MY clothes.

  

"WHAT THE LIVING FUCK!?"

Everyone jumped up and starred at me confused.

  

"You're back!" said Zack hugging me. I ignored him and glared towards Jimmy.

  

"Sorry, we kinda...got out of hand?" he said scratching his head. I shook mine.

"ALL OF YOU GET OUT NOW!" I said sternly

They nodded and left.

  

"Welcome home Emily..." I sighed to myself

  

[Later]

  

I cleaned up the messy living room and moved on to the kitchen were after that I made dinner.

The guys made a good choice by staying away from me...I found out today I wasn't the nicest bitch around if you get what I mean...

  

I stood up placing Matt's dinner in front of him and walked away. Walking out of the kitchen and heading up to my room. I flopped down on my bed. I was exhausted! Though really it wasn't that much to take care of I had down more work than that before...

I didn't fret over it because before I knew it I was dead asleep.

Why could I be so tired out from doing nothing??????? :D More to come...

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

  

  

Chapter Fifteen

  

Recap

"I love you" he said I nodded "I love you too, but can you please just explain to me what's going on?" I asked

 

Matt took a deep breath.

  

  

"Well the last few nights I've come in and slept with you right" he said

I nodded.

"I kept telling you I couldn't sleep, that reasoning being because I've had this...feeling that something's going to happen to you, like...something's watching you" I gave him a weird look.

"So it seems to go away once I'm there with you" he made a weird face.

  

"I told Jimmy and both of us thought it over, I only didn't tell you coz I didn't want you to freak out"

"But it hasn't been until yesterday, Brian, Jimmy and I all picked up on this weird, off scent that didn't belong" "a gangly scent"

I nodded getting a little nervous.

"We all came to conclusion that its roughly around three males, wolf-humans and by all the weird dreams and feelings its just come down to getting you out of the house, I knew for a fact Em that they can pick up on your scent, reasoning why we had you run inside and around with Johnny"

  

I nodded figuring that.

  

"Babe" "today scared me because I know they were coming in closer" "So close that they were less than a mile off our territory" he said starring up at me with glassy terrified eyes. "They were so close, and it scared me so much"

  

"There isn't anything worst, you'd be better off dead then to keep you home" he said

My eyes shot wide and I backed up away from him soon my back was against the headboard of the bed.

He starred at me surprised. Probably figuring I took that the wrong way or something. Tears run down my cheeks. Jimmy's words had come back once more to haunt me once again.

He got up and crawled across the bed and pulled me into his arms again.

  

"I'm so sorry" he whispered hugging me close to him.

"You really gotta stop hanging around with Jimmy" I said laughing lightly.

He smiled and I looked up to him.

"I don't like it when you cry" he whispered wiping my tears away

"I don't like it when people are after me" I said

He nodded holding me tightly. I smiled. "But I do like being this close to you" I played rubbing my hand across his chest. I glanced up to see him smirking.

  

"Hmm yes, I like this too"

"And you know Jimmy's not around to be in the way" I suggested biting my lip. Matt let out and laugh and got up making me literally fall off of him.

  

"WHAT!"

He turned around. "Emily, seriously"

I smirked "Well I just thought... someone like you wasn't so... traditional" meaning the whole no sex before marriage thing.

A grin formed back onto his face and he jumped back onto of the bed, on top of me.

"Traditional? Ooo bad move missy!" "This beast is far from traditional!"

I let out a loud laugh before our lips locked and clothes soon were thrown off and flung off carelessly around the room...

End of POV

  

Zacky's POV

  

I sat in the living room with Johnny while Jimmy paced around nervously. Brian had left to track so there nothing left to do but wait.

  

The room was dead silent.

  

BANG!

Johnny and I jumped and turned to see Brian ram through the house.

  

"WELL!"

"They're gone, at least a good few miles away" "I can't pick up on them anymore" he said sitting down beside me.

"Oh, well...does that mean Matt and Emily can come back?" I asked

Jimmy paused for a moment before nodding. "Yeah I guess you can call them" he said and walked out of the room.

  

I shrugged and pulled out my cell scrolling down to Matt's number. It rang and rang...

  

"Dude he's not picking up" I said after the fifth time trying.

Jimmy shrugged. They're probably asleep or something Jimmy said sounding bothered by that.

I shrugged as long as Matt kept her safe.

End of POV

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

  

  

Chapter Fourteen

  

  

[They're watching you...]

  

[A few days later]

  

After all the teasing, bugging and annoying the hell out of Matt and I everything seemed to cool down after a few days. I realized Jimmy didn't care about Matt and I being together, which in the end Matt asked me to be his girlfriend a few days ago, another sunset and another cozy night. Something I found out seemed to happen a lot, who knew the tough one loved sunsets so much?

  

I lightly punched Johnny in the arm as we walked into the house; everyone had just met up again from another run. I had run with him today. Matt and Jimmy wanted me too. I wonder what was going on.

I turned around seeing only Zack and Brian standing there. Were had the other two gone?

  

"Where did they go?"

Zack turned around. "What, they were here a minute ago" he said questioningly

"Something's wrong guys"

The three of us turned to see a panicked Johnny.  

  

"What do you mean something's wrong?"

  

"EMILY, GET IN THE CAR!"

I turned around madly confused, Matt zoomed up pulling to a halt next to me in his black hummer.

"What's going on?"

"JUST GET IN!" He snapped. I gave him a glare and did so.

"YOU GUYS PHASE" Matt yelled at Zack and Johnny

"BRIAN YOU STAY AT THE HOUSE, JIMMY WILL BE BACK SOON!" Matt yelled at him. They nodded and did what they were told.

"Put your seat belt on" he said to me in a harsh voice. I didn't hesitate and did so. We zoomed off down the driveway at mad speed and before I knew it we were flying down the highway in no time.

  

 I took my eyes off the road in front of me and turned to Matt. He was almost stressed out looking. His hands were clenched tightly to the steering wheel as he glared daggers out the front windshield.

  

"Matt calm down" I whispered

"I can't Emily, I should have never let this go this far!" he growled through gritted teeth.

I sighed.

"I don't know what you mean"

"THEY'RE AFTER YOU!" He snapped "I KNEW SOMETHING LATELY HAD BEEN OFF!" "FUCKING, I KNEW OTHER DOGS WERE OUT THERE YET I DIDN'T STOP AND PULL YOU AWAY" "I can't lose you" he said

My eyes widened. He had sounded like Jimmy right there.

I stayed quiet for the rest of the drive holding back tears for a good chunk of the time.

  

  We ended up in a small town outside of Los Angeles county pulling up into a run down-ish hotel. I guess this is where we would be staying tonight.

  

The truck stopped and Matt cut the engine. I took off my seatbelt and turned to him.

"You stay here, I'll be right back" he said softly still starring forward. I nodded looking down. He

took about four minutes; I was guessing someone called here before hand.

  

My passenger's door opened making me jump a little, not expecting him to open it. Arm wrapped around me pulling me into Matt's strong embrace.

  

"I am so sorry" he whispered his head rested against my shoulder.

"Its alright, I'm perfectly fine" I pulled away and made him look at me. I had one hand on his cheek. "You just have to tell me what's going on" I said

By looking into his eyes I could tell that he was worried. Less than what I had seen in Jimmy's but knowing Matt he would have been ready to fight off anything coming near me in a heartbeat.

  

"Alright, let's go inside, it's getting late"

I looked up, hadn't realizing it that we must have been driving all day. I nodded and wrapped my legs around his waist; my arms wrapped around his neck as he pulled me out of the truck and carried me into room 7, our room for tonight.

  

The room door shut behind me and I was placed down on the bed. I lied back starring up at the ceiling waiting for something to be said. Matt paced back and forth for a few minutes but then stopped. He came up to the bed beside me kneeling down to where I was now sitting up looking at him confused.

  

"I love you" he said I nodded "I love you too, but can you please just explain to me what's going on?" I asked

  

Matt took a deep breath.

  

"Well...

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

  

  

Chapter Thirteen

  

The beach came near and I phased back to my human self jumped into my clothes, which before I was wearing a blue tee shirt and a pair of green shorts. I walked onto the rocky shore and waiting for Matt to appear.

  

I stood there in silence until a huge black and grey dog appeared throwing me to the ground.

  

"OH MY GOD!" I laughed seeing he was literally mauling me.

SNAP!

"OUCH!"

Matt got off me quickly and sat there wide eyed. I got up seeing it was just a twig I landed on and that he didn't actually break any of my ribs or other bones.

I sighed. "It's okay, I'm okay" I said

He sat there silent.

I watched him not move or blink. He was feeling bad now.

  

"Matty"

He looked up to me apologetically. "You didn't do anything" I said getting up and walking over to him. I sat in front of him and hugged him. He licked my cheek. A kiss I didn't necessarily want but I guess it would of do...

  

I got up and phased back again. I wanted to talk to him now not at him.

I walked over to a flat huge rock and jumped up on it. I lied down and waiting seeing if he would come over. Matt did and lied down beside me his head rested on my shoulder.

  

We starred out towards the ocean; the beautiful sun was setting in the west.

  

I yawned and shut my eyes.

  

"I love you Matty"

 

--

  

When my eyes opened I was laying in my room on my bed. I didn't remember how I got back home last night but I don't think it mattered.

I looked down to see Matt lying on my stomach, his head and paws lying there, he was still asleep.

I smiled and stroked his head. Eventually he did get up, opening his eyes and crawling off me. He just seemed to get up and leave. No thought about it. A weird feeling came over me. Last night did I say the wrong thing? Did he really want me?

  

I got up and walked downstairs walking right outside and sat down on the porch.

  

An arm wrapped around my shoulder and I looked up to see no one other than my brother.

  

"He's shocked" he said looking down at me.

I gave him a confused look.

"I heard you last night" "He's wasn't expecting it Em"

I stood there feeling bad. "So what, our friendships screwed over now" I sighed

"HA! I guess so; I guess it will take wedding bells for you to snap out of the fact that you two were never really friends"

I looked up to him really confused now. "What the hell Jimmy?"

He stood there annoyed for a moment.

  

"HE FUCKING LIKES YOU MORE THEN YOU COULD EVEN IMAGINE EM!"

I didn't blink just stood there bothered. My eyebrows pulled together and I frowned. If he liked me so much... then he would haven't just left like that! UGH!

  

I sighed heavily and left walking back inside and past Matt who stood outside my bedroom door. I didn't care just ignored him and slammed the door shut in his face. I walked over to the other side of my room and looked out the window.

I heard the door slowly re-open and someone walked in.

  

I turned around frustrated as he stood right there, very close to me.

  

"WHAT WAS THAT ALL ABOUT!?" I flipped out

 "WHAT IS IT MATT" "I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND" "ONE MOMENT YOU'RE FLIRTING WITH ME THE NEXT JUST WALKING AWAY CARELESSLY!" "YOU CONFUSE THE HELL OUTTA ME I-

  

"I love you"

  

"I JUST I CAN'T...." I went on to continue but stopped hearing him. I stood there flabbergasted.

He stepped closer snaking his arms around my waist.

  

"I love you Emily" he whispered to me.

His forehead was now against mine; he gazed deeply into my eyes looking for something. I didn't know what to do now. Slowly he leant down closer to my face. Butterflies flew around in my stomach. I knew I was crazy for him. I loved him myself more then I ever thought I did.

Our faces met, his lips placed on mine as he pulled me closer to him. The kiss was perfect. Almost unreal too...

He pulled away and I was left stunned.

I looked up to see he had a straight face on. He backed away from me and went to leave. I thought about it and to him I must have looked shocked, as in not expecting that, in...not feeling the same way as him.

  

"I love you too" I said unthinkingly though I knew I never had to second guess that.

  

He turned around and smiled I smiled back at him and walked over. He place his arm around my waist and we walked out heading down to the living room...to tell the others...this would be interesting...

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

Chapter Twelve

  

  

[Weeks Later]

  

After that one weird day I was somehow just aloud to run with the rest of the pack. I didn't know who said what to get me in, but I was happy for that.

  

I walked down the isles in the grocery store picking up what things the house needed, mostly food thanks to Zack.

  

I pushed the cart around grabbing things off shelves as I starred down at my messy written list.

  

"Whoa, Whoa watch where you're going there missy"

My head shot up to see Matt in front of me. He smiled jokingly.

I rolled my eyes but still kept that smile on my face. It would never go away if he was around. Over the past few weeks he and I had been getting closer as of Zacky and I grew apart. Though he told me before that he'd always be there if I needed him I was happy on that account. Though I was sure Matt was happier to see him fall behind and drop out of the 'race' to win over my heart. How pathetic.

  

"Sorry" I said smiling.

"You could hurt someone you know" he said walking around the cart and closer to me.

"Yeah, yeah like you'd be the only one I'd purposely hurt" I laughed

He pretended to act hurt by that and then his facial features changed.

"Oh my god, Perv!" I yelled he laughed and I walked away.

"You know I love it rough!" he yelled back to me.

I shook my head and walked towards the frozen food section.

  

--

  

I opened Matt's black hummer's door jumping into the passenger's side while he unloaded the groceries in the back of the truck.

I looked down seeing a pair of aviators sitting on top of the dash. They belonged to Matt and I was going to take them. I snatched them and put them on. When Matt got back to the truck he got in and instantly looked for them, he searched around and then looked up to me. All I did was grin.

  

"Hey" he said in the mean tone. "Those are mine" he said

I turned to him. "Really now"

"Yes"

"Well too bad baby they're mine now!"

He sighed and then quickly turned to me realizing what I just said.

  

"Well then, keep 'em but don't think I won't get them back!"

He turned on the truck and we zoomed back to the house.

  

I walked into the house still wearing the sunglasses.

  

"Emily, get back here!"

I walked up to my room and shut my door"

  

"EM!!" He yelled from the other side, I laughed my back against the door.

  

"What you want them back?" I asked.

"YES!"

"So you're telling me you want the damn sunglasses more than you want me?" I asked smiling

There was a long silence coming from the other side of the door. I backed away and opened it.

  

Matt stood there quietly. I held the aviators out in my hand.

He looked at them and then up at me.  He ran up picking me off my feet and over to my bed. I lied there on my back as he hovered above me.

  

"You really think I would choose a stupid pair or sunglasses over you" he breathed out. It made me shudder. He smiled the inches between us grew shorter apart in distance. I craved him wanting to kiss him so badly!!

  

"Umm"

We both turned to Jimmy standing in the doorway. WHY DID HE ALWAYS DO THAT?! WAS HE HALL MONITOR OR SOMETHING?!

  

"You should go downstairs and unpack the groceries" he said sternly

I rolled my eyes and pushed Matt off me.

"Fine" I mumbled. Matt followed me and I heard him grumble something about him always killing the moment or something. I grinned slightly but deep down I was pissed at Jimmy.

  

[Later]

  

It was after dinner and the guys all decided to head off to the beach, everyone but Matthew.

I flopped down on the couch I squeaked feeling the vibration of my cell phone go off in my pocket. I rarely used the thing but when it did go off it was mostly unexpected and I normally forgot I had it on me.

I flipped it open after took it out.

1 new message

I clicked it and it was from...Matt.

  

"Remember the day we went to the beach and I threw you into the ocean, you got all pissy and didn't talk to me the whole time?" "well I kind of want to take you back there, minus the fact that I won't chuck you into the ocean and you shouldn't get all pissed at me" "will you come with me, I guess you could consider calling it a date?"

 

I smiled and got up running up and the stairs and into his room landing right on top of him. I doubt he would get angry at me for doing this unlike Johnny who did it before.

  

"You couldn't tell me this in person?" I asked smiling

He lied there and rolled his eyes. "No, you might have more reason to take my aviators again" he smiled. I shook my head.

  

"Come on beefcake lets go" I said jumping off him and walked out.

  

"WHAT! DID YOU JUST CALL ME" I turned around in the doorway of his room. He was now propped up on just an elbow.

I grinned and then ran! Jumping the stairs completely and bolting out the door. I phased and head into the woods.

 I heard clothes rip off from behind me.

  

"EMILY GET BACK HERE!"

  

I laughed and ran faster.

[Note: this chapter is short and boring, sorrry =/]

Lost in the Moonlight

  

 
 

Chapter Eleven

  

  

  

I phased, with the ability of being wolf you got to hear more clearly. I sat up in my room hearing the faint conversation Matt, Jimmy and Zack where having. The topic of me and the rules wasn't what I wanted to hear, it was about the constant fighting they did over just me that I wanted my brother to clear up on them; the jealousy had to stop!

  

I sighed phasing back and crawling into bed. Hopefully tomorrow things could go back to normal, somewhat at least?

  

[The next day]

  

  

I woke up to see every one gone. Go figures no one ever told me when they left... just better to add to the grumpy mood I was in.

I walked into the kitchen and started to make a pot of coffee when Matt walked into the house.

  

"Um, I'd get outside if I were you" he said

I turned around. "What?" "Why?"

"Oh you'll see" he said the corners of his lips pulled up into a smirk.

I gave him a weird half asleep glare and walked outside with him.

  

Jimmy, Brian, Zack and Johnny were all waiting.

  

"What's going on?" I asked annoyed. I wasn't a morning person so you never really messed with me but today I was in the worst of moods. I wasn't going to deal with shit.

  

"Well we're waiting to leave but the whole pack isn't here to run with us" he said crossing his arms.

I looked around seeing everyone.

"Doesn't look that way to me" I said and turned around. Matt was right behind me. He stopped me placing both hands on my shoulders.

  

"This is your chance, do you want to come or not?" he asked

I stood there for a moment and thought about it. I then shrugged.

"Fine"

He smiled and I walked back into the house, phasing and then walked back out.

  

"Where do I go?" I asked Jimmy everyone else but Matt was gone. Both of them now were wolves.

"Stay with Matt today, he knows where to go"

I nodded and watch him run off. I turned to Matt

"Let's go"

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

Chapter Ten

  

  

  

I woke up to have the cool summer breeze come in on me. The sun was up and shining and I could also feel someone behind me playing with my hair...?

I opened my eyes catching a glimpse of the strong tattooed muscles that hugged around my body. I turned up seeing a grin on Matt's face.

  

"Good morning" he whispered

"Hi" I said. He quickly reacted by placing his finger to my mouth.

"Shh, he's sleeping" Matt said. My eye brows drew in as I gave him a weird glare. Who he's sleeping?

  

 I slowly turned over and to my surprise Zack (still in wolf form) was curled up sitting in the chair in the corner of my room.

  

"ZEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I jumped up and ran over to him hugging him tightly. He woke frantically but soon realized it was me.

  

"Err..."

I smiled seeing his morning enthusiasm. He wasn't always a morning person...dog.

I got off him and turned back to Matt. I just realized then he was sitting there, in my bed only in his boxers. I wanted to scream...but did.

I turned back to see Zacky human and dressed again. His hair was all over his head and he had dark bluey black begs under his eyes.

  

"Zacky" I said hugging him again. "Don't ever stay out all night again" "You worry me" I said. His arms snaked around me pulling me closer to him.

  

"I'm sorry" he whispered kissing my hair.

  

"Um..."

I turned around. Matt wasn't the one who said that...

  

"Hey bro" I smiled.

SHIT! Bedroom rule one: All guys have to stay out of Emily's room after the hour of 10:30.

Meaning I double broke the rule... not that I hadn't broke it before with Zack sleeping over, but normally when he did, he was dog not human. And seeing Jimmy caught both Matt (still in my bed practically naked and human) and Zack (in human form, hugging me just in his boxers and a shirt) I WAS GOING TO GET THE SHIT! AGAIN!

  

"What's going on in here?" he asked slightly annoyed and pissed.

"Um..." I looked over to Matt. He looked back at me with an "I don't know what to say" look.

"Um"

"Well?"

"Uh..."

"HEY!!!NOOOOO!!"

Just in the luck of time, Johnny came flying into my room and belly flopped onto my bed landing right across Matt's legs.

  

"OH! ...Uh...Hi Matt... nice...uh...legs?" he said patting them. I slapped my hand over my mouth and Matt looked up to me and then looked down to Johnny. He held in his laughter trying very hard to act mean and serious.

  

"Midget boy. Get. Off.  Me NOW!" "BEFORE I DROP KICK YOU OUT THE WINDOW AND THEN DRIVE YOU INTO THE GROUND SO YOU MAKE THE PERFECT FUCKING GARGEN GNOME FOR EMILY'S FLOWER GARDEN!!" He yelled. My eyes shot wide. Johnny gave Matt the most terrified look ever and ran off yelling of course Matt ran after him as well making it worst.

Feeling Zacky already behind me shaking from giggling and holding back his laughter fit. I turned to him and we busted into a laughter fit.

  

I looked up seeing Jimmy laughing and walking away. Johnny I think save the day!

  

After about five minutes of uncontrollable laughing we stopped and everything went back to normal.

  

  

"Listen Em, I'm sorry about yesterday" said Zacky. He sat down in the chair he slept in.

I nodded and sat on his lap.

  

"It's okay Zacky" I said softly. He nodded and I hugged him again.

  

I stood up after that and stretched at the unexpected moment arms flew around me picking me up off the ground.

  

"OH!" I looked towards Zack who now held me bridal style in his arms.

  

"Come on, lets go make some breakfast I'm starving" he laughed. I sighed.

"Of course you are" I rolled my eyes and giggled.

  

The rest of the day was pretty normal...for what you could call normal living with a pack of dogs all in one house. Zack, Jimmy, Brian and I watched movies on TV. Zack would always apologise every second possible because Jimmy had to constantly stare him down for holding me against my will from last night.

Johnny and Matt chased each other through the house non-stop. Zooming past the TV ever so often receiving yells and being cursed at for getting in the way but over all the day went well.

  

The third movie of the day stared 20 minutes ago. Jimmy had finally left Zack alone, now stuffing his face with popcorn and watching Transformers over in the corner chair in the living room. Brian was falling asleep on the floor from boredom and complaining before that he'd seen this movie 100 times before and Zacky and I sat on the couch his arm around my back and my head resting on his shoulder.

  

"COME ON JOHNNY YOU CAN'T HIDE FOREVER!" Matt yelled down the stairs. He rushed down them and turned to us.

  

"He's not down here Matt" said Brian annoyed.

"Oh"

I smiled and lifted my head turning to him. "Why don't you give him a break, you've been chasing each other around for ...what five hours now" I said

Matt nodded and came over sitting beside me so that now I was in the middle of both him and Zack.

He wrapped his arm around my shoulders so now I had both of them close to me.

A sense of awkwardness came around and Jimmy seemed to notice.

  

"Um Em...can you get me more popcorn?" he asked. I nodded and got up grabbing the bowl from him.

  

"I'll talk to them both later" he whispered really lowly so only I could hear him. I nodded and took it walking into the kitchen.

Warning: This next journal entry has a VERY HAPPY EMILY IN IT!!! [Note: and tooo much use with Caps on]

 

OKOKOKOKOKOK!!!

SOO BESIDES THE FACT THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!! MY STORY!!! YEAH I KNOW, YOU HEARD IT...WELL REALLY READ IT, EMILY LOVES HER STORY! FREAKIN' CRAZY! I KNOW!!!

I JUST GOT BACK FROM SCHOOL SHOPPING. I LOVE EVERYTHING I GOT. NOW I KNOW MOST OF THE THINGS I GOT ARE KINDA STEREOTYPICAL BUT WHATEVER. NEW EM SO...WHATEVER

NO I'M NOT TURNING...WHAT WOULD IT FALL UNDER. SCENE OR ...PREPPY? BLAAHHHH ICKY

I BOUGHT PLAID SHIRTS. I KNOW! BUT I LIKE PLAID SO YOUR MOM!

I ALSO GOT ONE OF THOSE SCAF THINGS YOU KNOW THE ONES THAT ARE LIKE TRIANGULAR...I CAN'T EXPLAIN THEM! IT'S PURPLE, ORANGE AND PINK. PRETTY COLOURS AND YOU WANT IT BUT TOO BAD.

I GOT A NEW PAIR OF CONVERSE! LOVE 'EM

ALSO NEW VANS!!! THEY ARE WICKED OWNAGE! AND MINE SO YOU SHOULD HATE ME FOR THEM? YEAH! BUT NOT REALLY HATE ME BECAUSE THAT WOULD MAKE ME SAD!

 

 

 

 

LOVE THEM OR LIKE... LOVE THEM!!!!!!

ANYWAYS YEAH UM... WHAT ELSE DID I GET...OH YEAH UNDERWEAR LIKE COME ONE HOW COOL IS THAT!!!! XDDDD

ANYWAYS YEAH! MY DAY! WAS A GOOD DAY!!!

AND BY THE WAY! XD

MORE POSTAGE TO COME TODAY AND TOMORROW

[NOTE: YOU WILL SEE NO EMILY, THRUSDAY NIGHT AND FRIDAY MORNING, SHE'S A GOING TO THE CITY!!!]

:D

DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH NOW!!!

XX- EMSTERR

LOVE ME OR...LOVE ME :D :D :D PEACE OUT!!

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

Chapter Nine

  

  

 

  

  

I sat there on my bed. The cold bright moonlight shined in through my long open window. I couldn't sleep because I was torn. My best friend turned on me putting me in the worst situation ever. My other friend confused me, a lust driven feeling made me only want him more. I couldn't sleep with this only in my mind.

  

I turned to my clock.

  

12:34am

  

I sighed. At this point in time I didn't know what to think.

  

I turned hearing a couple raps on my door. I ignored them though just like I had been for the past few hours. I sighed and laid back down facing my corner window shutting my eyes.

Silently waiting I felt the other side of my bed sink down and an arm drape around my waist.

My eyes shot open and I turned around to come face to face with Matt. I gasped.

  

"I'm sorry" he murmured

I blinked a couple of times wondering why he came in here.

  

"Why are you here?" I asked

"I couldn't sleep"

I nodded looking down.

"Because the only thing that was on my mind was, you" he said lifting my head up to meet his gaze.

I could see his eyes with just the light coming off the moon into my room. I smiled lightly. 

  

"Is it alright if I stay with you tonight?" he asked quietly.

I smiled and nodded. I turned back around facing the window.

 Matt slept close to me. The feeling of security came back just like it was earlier when we went running through the woods.

We lied there silent. The sound of a howling wolf in the distance made me gasp and turn back to him.

"Zacky" I squeaked feeling really bad. He wasn't home and really, he was making things worst. Guilt hunted me.

"Emily, don't feel bad" Matt said holding me closely.

I couldn't help though to let a few tears escape, Zack had been my only real friend for the longest time, way before Matt cared or really noticed me and or everyone else.

"Shh" I didn't notice right away but Matt was cradling me in his arms cooing in my ear to calm down. I sat up more as he brushed away my falling tears.

 My eyelids soon felt heavy but I kept trying to keep them open.

  

"You should go to sleep" he whispered pushing my fallen hair out of my face and placing it behind my ear.

I nodded and we laid down, my head lied on his chest and once my eyes were shut I was out.

  

 

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Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

Chapter Eight

  

"Shock and scare"

  

Emily's POV

  

We stopped running hitting open land and the view of the house came in sight.

I looked over to see the Black Escalade parked in the driveway; the boys where home.

  

"GUYS THEY'RE BACK!" I heard Johnny yell. I phased and got dressed in the woods then walked over to the door.

"THANK GOD!" Jimmy rushed out and hugged me.

"Whoa whoa, what's going on?" I asked looking up to see his eyes, he looked worried.

  

"Someone broke into the house" he said

My heart dropped and my eyes widened.

  

"What?" "Why?"

Matt was soon right behind me asking the same thing he placed his hand around my waist.

  

"I swear man, I never saw anyone coming" he said worried.

"No, no, I don't think it was a wolf" said Brian walking up and next to Jimmy who still was latched to me.

"The who could it be"

  

I looked over seeing Johnny and Zack both in dog form, Zack had the same pissed off face on he had when he left the house. Maybe Johnny was mind talking to him.

I watched as Zack's eyes grew darker and darker. Everyone snapped around hearing the mean bark Zack gave off and then he ran into the house. I looked to Johnny who just sat there shaking his head.

  

I sighed.

  

"If it's not a dog then there shouldn't be any problems" I said unravelling myself out of Jimmy's arms.

He nodded still a bit worried. I wasn't going to be playing around with shit this time with him. Thankfully last time we ran into friends of Matt's, Benji and Joel. Not some other wolves. I just hoped there wasn't anything out there that wanted me...

  

I turned around and to Matt. He had the same worried expression on his face.

"No more runs" I said softly. I turned heading into the house. I had to deal with some Vengeance...

  

Knock, knock.

  

"Grrrrr...."

"Zachary James Baker DON'T you growl at me" I said in a cross voice.

He stopped and I waited for the door to open.

It opened slowly and Zack appeared.

"I'm sorry" he said not meeting my gaze just starring at the floor.

"It's okay"

He nodded and opened the door farther so I could walk in.

  

I did so and went over sitting on his bed. I messaged him over to sit beside me, we needed to talk.

  

"I know you're jealous of Matt" I said quietly.

  

We sat there for a moment in silence.

I looked over to see Zack was starring out into space, and in a blind of an eye I was flipped onto my back lying down on his bed. His arms were on either side of my shoulders, and his face inches away from mine. I took in a quick breath. He starred into my eyes, those hazel beautiful eyes of his I seemed to melt in.

  

"You hurt me, I knew you couldn't resist him" "but it hurt me"

  

I felt tears fill my eyes. I didn't want to do this anymore what happened happen.

  

"How could you hurt me?" he said getting angry, this side of Zack I had never seen before. He was now scaring me.

  

"Zack I'm sorry" I squeaked tears now running down my face.

"Oh, don't cry" he said now all caring he said touching my cheek.

"No" I said turning away

"Emily please just let me a try" "I'm the one for you"

"No" I whispered chokingly  

  

"What!"

More tears ran down my face as I started to shake scared. He starred down at me angered.

  

"GET OFF HER!"

Both our heads snapped over to Matt, he stood in the doorway of Zack's bedroom.

Zack glared at him not listening.

  

"Zack get OFF OF HER NOW!" He said again each second getting angrier and angrier.

I lied there stunned. Why did this have to happen?

  

Within seconds the unbelievable happened, Matt tackled Zack off me them rolling around on the floor fighting. I sat up bring my legs close to my body. With a crackling snap the sound bounced off the walls I was surprise to see something I didn't ever want to see. Before my very eyes I had not just two guys fighting over me but now two grown wolves.

I turned to the door seeing Jimmy standing there.

  

"STOP IT!"

Everything stopped.

  

Jimmy turned to me, I sat there shaking and sobbed.

  

"BOTH OF YOU LEAVE" He demanded.

Matt and Zack left, Matt gave me a sympathetic look before walking out.

  

I sat there stunned.

  

"I can't believe this" I whispered.

I got up off the bed and fell into my brothers arms. We stood there for a good while before I left and headed back to my own room for the rest of the night.

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

Chapter Seven

  

  

Emily's POV

  

Matt and I sat on the step and watched Brian's Black Escalade zoom off down the long dirt driveway. I turned to Matt.

  

"Zacky's...jealous" I said, almost laughing out. It was ridiculous! He knew I had a crush on Matt since, well for a while now and it wasn't like I never told him. I just couldn't believe he got all pissy because I decided not to go with him. I always spent time with Zack... and I hated to see him angry at me.

  

"Don't feel bad, he'll get over this soon, why else would the guys get him out of the house for a few hours" "Just forget about it" he said. He must have read my emotions.

I nodded "I know, it's just I can't believe Jimmy is allowing me to stay here with you" I said looking over to him. He shrugged.

  

"We talked about you today"

I starred at him stunned. Why the fuck was I in today's discussion?!

Matt laughed. "Don't worry it's nothing personal just I told him basically to lighten up, I know there isn't anything around that's going to come after you" "and I also told him to trust me with you" he smiled kindly showing those cute dimples. I wanted to melt. "Em, I'm going to watch out, nothings going to happen under any circumstance"

I nodded feeling a strong security being here with Matt. I bounded with him more then I could with Jimmy, Brian, Johnny or surprisingly Zack. I liked him, a lot.

  

"Well we better get going, it's getting warmer" I said looking up seeing the sun burning high in the sky.

  

"Good idea, I'll be back" he said and got up heading inside. I nodded and waited until he left until I stripped down and phased quickly. I walked over waiting for Matt to come back out of the house.

End of POV

  

Matt's POV

  

I walked inside and ran up to my room. So I only told Emily part of the story. Yeah Jimmy and I talked about her this morning but mostly it was about me liking her...

I did ask him to lighten up seeing in everyone knew he was seriously harsh on her. The only thing that made him budge was if I was with her at all times and that I would never take my eyes off her. So basically we ended up with this plan, suppose to be a day where we'd just run but it was a bit more than that. The better word for this event would probably be called...a date.

Before we got home, Jimmy and I had run into town...grabbing a few things and ran back without the others having any clue we got off track.

This day would be good.

  

I phased and grabbed my clothes knowing I would need them again before I came home again. I walked outside seeing Em sit their waiting.

  

"You got your things?" I asked meaning her clothes. She nodded and I nodded.

"Let's go"

  

Running was pretty quiet though the main game was to see how long each could go and who could beat how a very popular game, something Brian and Johnny competed to do all the time. Yet Brian found his way around things and ALWAYS won.

  

Today no one won. Both of us stopped coming to the edge of town and to the beach. I looked around catching a very quick glimpse of the picnic basket that was pre-bought and packed from before. When I turned back around Emily was in her human form and putting her hair up in a messy bun. It didn't matter what she looked like, she was just, beautiful.

  

End of POV

  

Emily's POV

  

I looked seeing Matt starring at me. I gave him a weird glace.  He better not pull any funny shit with me, not in the middle of the woods, miles away from home and because my brother or as he like to know him as the alpha, wasn't around.

  

I turned and he ran into the woods phasing and I waited for him to come back.

  

"Matt..." I turned around in a full circle not seeing him around.

"Matt this is not funny"

I heard him let out a laugh as if it was just a heavy breath, the weird feeling about it was I could feel his breath on the back of my neck. I intently spun around to see yet again nothing.

  

"Matthew!"

Another breath like laugh came from him. He was playing stupid games which were bothering me. 

  

"You don't like this?" he asked I turned around hearing his voice and before I knew it he scooped me up in his arms and ran towards the ocean in front of us.

  

"MATT! NO, NO, NO!!!"

I tried my best the get out of his arms but failed being thrown into the ocean becoming soaked head to toe.

  

I came up from the water slowly. I could only hear laughter, Matt practically crying.  I glared at him. Loving him was one thing, but this was a different statement. At the moment, he was on my hate list.

  

I stormed out of the ocean ringing out my drenched hair and clothes.

"Aw come on babe"

  

I snapped around. WHAT. DID. HE JUST. CALL ME!!

"What?" I asked uptight by this. Never had ANYONE called me...that!

  

He smiled. "What?"

"Matt seriously, never call me that again!" I turned around and then ran off into the woods phased and walked back out. If he was smart he would not phase into a dog.

  

I lied down on the rocky beach Matt smiled walking past me I turned seeing him grab a basket thing from out of no where and come over to me.

  

"Guess I'll be eating alone" he said dramatically. I rolled my eyes and got up lying down over on the other side of the beach. I wasn't hungry and didn't want him around me.

  

--

  

I felt the rocky ground shift by me; he sat down in front of me giving me the best doggy eyes look he could give without turning into a dog himself, which we all know by now, would of freakin' worked on me! I sighed knowing his dorkyness/ cuteness had been getting to me, white flag. I gave in as he gave up.

 He sat their bummed out.

  

"I'm sorry" he sighed. "Fact is, I like you and another fact I know is, Zacky isn't the only bitch getting all pissy when you're not around me as well"

  

I sat their still.

  

"Ugh I'll just say it, Emily, I've fallen hard for you" I looked up glimpsing a look into his hazily eyes, he...wasn't lying. He quickly turned facing the water.

  

I got up slowly shocked, anxious and surprised by this. Matt stayed quiet turned to the ocean view.

I walked up to him and nudged him. He turned to me confused. I grinned and bark. He watched me turn and run off back into the woods.

  

"What? Huh?" "WAIT UP!!"

  

I smiled and stopped. Very soon a black and grey blur zoomed past me and I smiled shaking my head. I couldn't deny but loved that boy.

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

Chapter Six

  

  

"Lost"

  

Emily's POV

  

I starred at Zacky discussed and a bit shocked.

  

"What?" he asked mouth full

I cringed away. "Man you eat a lot"

He laughed "Well you did say I could pig out"

I rolled my eyes. Yeah I did say that but I didn't literally mean it.

  

 I sighed and walked out of the kitchen leaving Zacky to pig out by himself. I walked up to my room and into my en suite bathroom. Combing my hair and grabbing a hair elastic that I had sitting around on my counter top tying it up into a messy bun on the top of my head. I walked of my en suite to and looked over seeing Matt lying on my bed, hands behind his head and starring up at my ceiling.

  

"Um"

He turned to me and smiled. "Hello"

"Um, what are you doing?" I asked unsure why out of no where he would just be lying on my bed?!

He just shrugged and then sat up.

  

"So what plans do you have today?" he asked.

"We're going to the mall" both Matt and I turned to the door way. Zacky stood their leaning again the frame.

  

"We are?" I asked. When was planned?

I turned back to Matt.

  

"Why?"

"Oh nothing, it's just I figured you'd want to go for a run...Jimmy said you could"

My eyes almost popped out of my head when he said that.

  

"Wait, are you lying?" "Are you just trying to get me in trouble again?" I asked my eye brow rose.

"No he's right, you are aloud"

I turned back to the door seeing Jimmy walk in standing beside Zack.

"Oh"

"But last night you said you wanted to get out of here, so I just figured today that we could go to the mall or something" said Zack sounding a bit hurt.

  

I bit my lip. So I could go to the mall with my best friend or go out running free for once without Jimmy being all pissy about it with Matt A.K.A. Mr. Beefcake super adorable cutie pie dork face.

I turned to Zack.

  

"Can't we go tomorrow?" I asked wincing slightly. I knew this could hurt him. I rarely said no to Zack.

He stood their shocked knowing yeah I just knocked him out of first spot. He gave Matt a quick but super pissed off glare and stumped out of the room.

I looked down at the floor biting at my lower lip feeling guilty I didn't choose him. I glanced up to see Matt and Jimmy receive matching smirks from each other and then Jimmy walked away. A weird feeling came over me something as if this was a plan that was pre-made. I shook it off and turned to Matt who was getting up and left my room.

End of Emily's POV

  

Matt's POV

I watched as Zack stormed out of the room and I couldn't help but smirk at the fact that I got my way. I looked up to meet Jimmy's glance, one I didn't expect to see; a matching smirk on his face. He nodded and walked away. I got up and Emily watched me leave.

"I'll be downstairs" I yelled the smirk on my face now turning into a wide grin.

End of POV

  

Zacky's POV

  

I FUCKING COULDN'T BELIEVE IT! THAT STUPID ASSHOLE SON OF A BITCH! I slammed my door shut and then stomped over to my window looking outside seeing Matt stare up from outside at me.

  

"I fucking hate you" I hissed knowing he couldn't hear me but make out what I was saying by reading my mouth. He grinned and shook his head. Knowing I was making a dramatic scene about this. But I didn't give a shit right now!

  

I cracked the window open a bit just in time to see Emily walk out of the house and over to him. She held out what looked to be a sandwich I then heard her say something about. 'Oh you must be

hungry, you've been out running for a while' all in her sweet innocent lovey dovey voice.

I rolled my eyes discussed. I saw Matt smile and then walk back over to the front porch with her. He smiled one more time up at me before I couldn't see them, hidden by the side of the house blocking my view.

  

"GOD, DAMN IT"

  

Knock, knock.

  

"GO THE FUCK AWAY!" I snapped.

"Whoa, alright man, just wondering if you wanted to go into town, Johnny, Jimmy and I are" "We're going to see a movie or some shit" said Brian on the other side.

I rolled my eyes again. Yeah I wanted to go but not with THEM! I wanted to go with Emily...

  

"You know what!" I stopped myself. Brian didn't need to hear this though I doubt he was even paying attention, dumb fuck.

  

"Fine, I'll go, just let me get dressed"

"Okay man, we're leaving in 20mintues."

  

I heard him walk away and I sighed falling back on my bed. I would need to get out now before Emily came home only hearing about Matt this and Matty that. UGH. I my as well have fun while I had time.

I sat up and then walked over to my closet picking out a pair of jeans and a clean shirt. I got dressed and then walked out.

  

"Let's go" I said pointing out to the garage. I walked past Emily and Douche Bag and went over to the garage around the other side of the house.

  

Everyone followed and we pilled into Brian's black Cadillac Escalade, soon backing out and driving away.

  

End of POV

  

XD Zacky's funny when he's pissed off eh?

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Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

Chapter Five

 

"And sometimes...I wonder"

  

[Next Day]

  

Emily's POV

  

I woke up having the soft bright sun shine in on my face. I groaned and rolled over accidentally kicking the black and brown fur ball curled up at the foot of my bed. Zacky.

I looked down to see he hadn't moved or even noticed I kicked him. A small smile formed on my face. He was always there and cared, it was sad that sometimes I wished he was my brother instead of Jimmy...

  

I sighed and stretched out sitting up looking around my mess of a room. After Jimmy left the night before I kind of went wild chucking anything and everything around, it wasn't until Zacky came up and calmed me down.

  

"ZACKY!!!!!!!"

Both Zack and I snapped our heads towards the door. Jimmy sounded annoyed. I turned to Zack who just groaned and lied back down.

  

"Aren't you going with them?" I asked and he slowly turned to me shrugging...sorta.

"Oh" I got up swinging my legs over the side of my bed getting up and walking across the cold wood floor. I walked over to my closet and grabbed some clean clothes, a pair of cut off jeans and a black band t-shirt, underwear and a clean bra.

  

I walked into the bathroom and cleaned up, having a quick shower and drying my hair.

I walked out of my en-suite 30 minutes later to see Zack sitting up (human) only in his boxers.

  

"Um, aren't you going to get dressed" I laughed

He just glared at me.  "I don't know which is worst, Jimmy yelling at me in the morning or the fact that you can sleep in such an uncomfortable bed" he said scratching his head. I giggled shaking my head. Yeah I guess it was just a guy thing NOT TO LISTEN!

By the looks of things he got a bad sleep and to make him look cuter his hair was all over his head and I know for a fact this would make any girl want to shriek.

  

"Aw poor Zacky" I teased

He just gave me a 'Fuck off' look. I grinned.

"How about we go down stairs and I make you some breakfast, you can pig out before the rest of the pack gets home" I said.

He thought about it. Stroking his chin making me giggle more

  

"OKAY!" he yelled smiling. I nodded and we walked downstairs.

  

Today was waffle day and before Johnny, Brian, Matt and Jimmy got back Zack had eating at least a dozen along with bacon, juice and a banana.

End of Emily's POV

  

Matt's POV

  

I walked out of my room walking past Zack's and noticed he wasn't in their, his bed was made up and it looked like he didn't even fall asleep in it last night. I shrugged and walked down stairs.

  

"ZACKY!!!!!"

I drowned out the sound of Jimmy annoyed and waiting for Zack to get his ass ready so our run could start and be over with.

  

"Man I think he's not coming, he didn't even leave Emily's room last night" murmured Johnny. My head snapped towards him. He didn't leave her room last night. That made sense seeing his room was cleaned and looked perfect. I let out a low growl looking up the stairs knowing I was gaining attention from everyone around me.

"Let's get this over with" I hissed and then stormed out the door.

  

I didn't even wait for Jimmy's orders, what paths to take or even hear where we were all going to meet up. As soon as I was out the door I was gone!

  

I figured if I could run fast enough I could get the thoughts of Zack and Emily out of my head. They way they acted, they way they'd always be up in her room talking about... everything I wanted to know about. I wanted to be the one she was spilling her thoughts out to, the one she could rely on to always be their thru think and thin. FUCK! I didn't want this I needed to be this!

  

And like that! The tree in front of me that I meant to run past snapped in two making a loud cracking noise echoing for what seemed to be miles.

  

"Wow"

  

I spun around to see Jimmy standing there human, leaning up against a tree. I ran around phased and within a blink of an eye was standing there (shirtless) in front of him. Yet I wasn't looking at him eye to eye.

  

"What" "I know I fucked up and took it too far yesterday" I said merciless seriously not caring.

From the corner of my eye I saw him shrug.

"I know, and she knew it worried me but I followed you two, you seem to like her?"

Fuck.

"It's not going to matter" I said

Jimmy laughed. "What really?" "Dude I read your mind the whole time and...man Zacky has nothing with her"

  

I looked at him an eyebrow raised. "What, I can see it and fucking hear him being with her" Jimmy just laughed harder.

  

"Man you know shit nothing" "She loves him yes but...nothing close to how much she...never mind go take your anger out on more trees, I'll let you two work it out"

I stood their stunned as he walked away.

  

"Oh" he turned around.

"I just might let you two out for your own run... minus the cupcake ordeal" he laughed and then sprung into the dark grey wolf self he was.

  

A huge smile crept its way onto my face.  Victory was mine?!

I phased once more and darted back to the house. Zacky better keep his paws off my girl coz there is no way in Hell that she wasn't going to be mine!

End of POV

Writers note: [VERY IMPORTANT!!]

 Well there is no storm YET so this means, Chapter four!! HAHA! Enjoy

  

  

Lost in the Moonlight

 

"Jealously"

  

Chapter Four

  

  

Emily's POV

  

"Recap"

  

"You know what happened to Mom and Dad Emily"

  

I shut my eyes. Imagines of that fatal night invaded my mind...

-

  

  

"Flash back"

 

I couldn't sleep. Something was wrong and I knew it. It had to be around ten o' clock and daddy still wasn't home from one last round or tracking, he had left hours ago when the sun was still up on the oddly cloudy day in California. 

 

I looked over seeing my 9 year old brother fast asleep in his bed, or from what I could see his turned back towards me he looked asleep.

I turned back to the window hoping I'd see my dad's shadowy figure run through the thick woods and up to the house. But he still didn't show.

 

"Em..." I heard a weak voice call my name, I turned to Jimmy who was half awake sitting up beside me.

 

"What?" I whispered back.

"Go to sleep, he's going to be home soon" he said flopping over his head hitting his pillow with a thud.

 

I rolled my eyes. Sure he was...

Dad never was out tracking this late of night, unless there was something out their... which neither Jimmy nor I had lived to experience.

I was worried that's all. Something really an 8 year old needed to put up with or even should care about.

 I lied down waiting, all until I heard the door open and shut.

 

"Someone's finally decided to come...AHHHHHH!!!!" "NO!"

 

Both Jimmy and I shot up from our beds, we looked at each other surprised. What was going on?!

 

My mom's deathly screams deafened me as I snuck out of the room and crawled to the stairs.

 

"Emily what are you doing?!" hissed Jimmy pulling me back.

"No" was all I said and jolted to the stairs. I knew he was just going to pull me back to our room.

 

Before my eyes could set straight, the lights on still from downstairs, a huge dark object broke down the door, teeth and snarls ripping from its mouth. Daddy.

I felt myself be pulled back and into Jimmy's arms. I looked up to him scared and confused, seeing tears pour out of his eyes.

 

"What's going on?" I asked whispering though it probably was heard to hear me, everything getting broken down stairs and growls amplifying through the house. 

 

Jimmy shook his head petrified unable to speak.

We stood their in silence all until the madness...stopped.

 

I looked up meeting with my brothers blue eyes.

"Get your sweater and shoes on...we have to go" he said in a serious tone.

I nodded and ran back to our room not sure of what was to come next.

 

I grabbed what he told me and ran back out. We quickly ran down the stairs headed to the busted up open door. Our escape!

 

That's when I stopped. Jimmy was out the door messaging me to hurry up.

I just ignored him and stood their motionless.

 

In the living room stood a seven foot tall wolf, not my father or my mother. Its head snapped towards me, wicked eyes glowering at me. But it wasn't only the beast standing there that shocked me. It was the once home loving living room now covered with blood, my parent's blood.

I turned to their bodies seeing they just died through pain and suffering, when all they were trying to do was to protect my brother and me.

Tears filled my dark hazel eyes.

 

 

As for the rest was a blur. Jimmy and I ran off ended up going to our cousin's house and then soon moved on after I turned 16. Within time we had both figured out why they came after our parents, or mostly our mother. It was because she was female, one of few around in this area. And the reason why they killed her was because she didn't want to leave with them.

 

 They wanted her and this was the reason Jimmy never let me leave; scared that other packs would pick up my scent and come after me.

 

He'd always say. "There isn't anything worst, you'd be better off dead"

 

Dad said that a lot too, mostly when we would go out of territory but the way Jimmy always said it, was to scare me not to leave.

 

End of flashback

  

I looked up to Jimmy, tears streaming down my face. He turned around feeling guilty but knew this was right.

  

"I'm sorry Em but you-

  

"GET OUT!" I screamed Pissed off for now more then one reason. He just HAD TO bring up the past!

  

His head shot up and his eyes got glassy he hated to see me sad but knew he was only trying his best to keep me happy which wasn't happening.

  

"Emily don't do this"

"GET OUT!" I screamed pissed more now because he yet again wasn't listening. He nodded and left.

I sat their balling my eyes out.

End of POV

  

Matt's POV

  

We all sat downstairs. Silence filled the house.

"Are they alright, it's really quiet" asked Johnny

I shrugged. This was my fault. I could have reacted better before but it was different when I was chasing after her. A protective yet...needing side came over me. I shook it off just as Jimmy came into the living room.

He sat down with a blank expression across his face.

  

"She hates me" he said monotone.

I looked over to see Zack roll his eyes. "You wonder why?" he said and got up. He was heading to her room. I glared at him. He was always in her room; no he was always with her.

  

"Who man, calm down?" said Johnny. I turned to him and he gave me a weird look. It was then I realized I had my fist clenched the tendons in my arms almost busting out of my skin. Was this what I thought it was, Jealously?

Writers note: [VERY IMPORTANT!!]

 This might be the last chapter I get out NOT BECAUSE I HAVE WRITERS BLOCKAGE BUT because.... THERE'S A HUGE MOTHERFUCKING HURRICANE COMING UP THE BAY OF FUNDY [In other words, VERY CLOSE TO MEEE!!!!] And well if it's strong enough it might kill my power and I'd hope you'd be smrt [XD] enough to understand that without power equals NO COMPUTER VIA INTERNET! :D I really hope this doesn't happen so I can come on here and do some serious mean postage because I freakin' love this story :D Gets good guys gets good! Anyways my cuppycakes ENJOY!!

  

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Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

Chapter Three

  

"Freedom has its consequences..."

  

  

I placed the beautifully baked and perfectly icing coloured cup cakes all out on a plate. It would be a matter of seconds before I could step away and then soon have five grown guys attack my piece of work...or well half my piece of work.

  

Everyone rushed into the room as if they were watching me without me not knowing.

  

...

  

"Yum" said Johnny stuffing two fluffy cup cakes into his mouth at once.

I laughed and glanced over to Matt who just stood silent. I grinned, my eyebrows rose watching him carefully. He looked at me giving a clear warning glace.

  

"Mmm Em these are..."

"YUM!" I turned from Brian to Johnny again, snickering at the fact that he was covered in crumbs and icing.

  

"Glad you like 'em but uh-

"Uhmm"

I turned to Matt knowing it was him but by the look on his face he just seemed to be starring down at the black porcelain counter top.

  

"But um" I continued "I didn't make these"

Everyone looked up to me wide eyed and confused.

  

"Then...who made them?" asked Zack confused.

I smiled while everyone looked around at each other questioning.

  

"Matt did" I finally said. I slowly looked over seeing Matt's fist clench tight. Why was he so angry...it was just cup cakes? Tehe.

  

He turned to me.

"You. Are. Fucking. DEAD!" he yelled

  

I let out a squeak and then darted out the door. Within seconds I had slipped out of my human clothes and transformed into my sleek blackish redish tint wolf self.

  

I spun around to see Matt. His black and silver coat was shining in the sunlight.

  

"Oh what are you going to do?" he asked a weird smirk like grin crept onto his face as he crept closer to me.

"I don't know" "RACE YOU!"

  

And before I even finished my words I was gone, zipping into the woods darting away from the dark fur ball behind me.

 

"GET BACK HERE!!" He laughed trailing behind me.

"Not a chance!" I laughed turning slightly seeing he was farther behind me than I thought.

I kept running farther and deeper into the lush green woods the soft mossy ground moist on my paws.

 It came to the point where the only noise I could hear was my quickly beating heartbeat. This was WHAT I needed. Freedom!

  

I smiled sensing Matt's presents dropping behind me. Was I beating him out?

  

I turned slightly slowing down because I was getting tired. I stopped panting and waiting for Matt to pop out of the forest behind me.

  

[One minute passes]

  

I stood their alone, the song of birds chirping were gone; all noise was dead around me. A creepy unpleasant feeling crept over my body. Why wasn't Matt showing?

  

     My head snapped sideways hearing twigs snap and soon two unfamiliar dogs appeared out of nowhere.  Slowly they slithered closely both looked crazily identical. They had matching coats and I knew they weren't from around here from their weird red and silver fur.

I didn't move and within that quick second a deathly curdling roar boomed throughout the forest. Jimmy appeared growling in front of me. I still didn't move.

  

"Rev man, their cool"

  

Matt's voice filled my head and I turned seeing him stand up on a large rock a couple yards away from us.  

Jimmy didn't turn to him. I watched as Matt jumped down and made his way over to the two unfamiliar wolves.

  

"These are my friend's, twin brothers, Joel and Benji"

They both nodded.

  

"We were just around, travelling like usual" said one of them.

  

"Emily, get back to the house, now" snarled Jimmy still starring daggers into the brothers in front of us. I didn't hesitate knowing if I didn't listen things weren't going to come out pretty and by the look of things, things were already pretty bad.  I turned and ran back knowing I was in for major a shit kicking.

  

[Back at the house]

  

I changed back into my human self and threw on my clothes then rushed into the house, past Zacky who started asking questions knowing what was going to happen and getting questions from Johnny and Brian asking what actually went wrong. I ran up the stairs and slammed my door shut. I ran to my bed landing face down into it.

  

...

  

It was a mere thirty three seconds later my bedroom door was brutally smashed into and I knew without turning around my angered brother was standing their beyond pissed. I still turned around sitting cross legged in the middle of my bed. I didn't look up to Jimmy.

  

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT!" "THAT WAS THE STUPIDEST THING YOU COULD POSSIBLY HAVE DONE!" "EMILY YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN HURT, EVEN WORST YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN KILLED!" "HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT?!"

  

"Jimmy-

"NO! YOU DON'T LISTEN!"

"JIMMY!"

"Shut UP!"

  

He started pacing back and forth in my room, balled fists at either side of him and you just knew he was seeing red; no excuse.

  

"I was just...I'm sorry"

I knew if I explained to him he wouldn't understand.

  

"WELL SORRY ISN'T ENOUGH!" "I CAN'T LOSE YOU!" "I'M NOT LETTING IT HAPPEN!"

  

"WELL YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND,  I DO SHIT ALL FOR YOU AND YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS AND I CAN'T EVEN GET OUT OF HERE WHEN I WANT UNLIKE ALL OF YOU!!" "ITS LIKE I'M IN PRISON!" "YOU ARE JUST USING ME FOR YOUR FUCKING MAID!!" I snapped.

  

He slammed his fists into the side of my wall and let out a heavy sigh. His head leaned against the misshaped boards.

  

"You know what happened to Mom and Dad Emily"

I shut my eyes. Imagines of that fatal night invaded my mind...

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

  

Chapter Two

 

 

 

Emily's POV

  

"Em what's wrong"

  

I turned away from the huge blackish brown fur ball in front of me and got up running into my closet and phased; walking back out looking...me, human me.

  

"Zack really, I'm okay" I said walking over and sitting back down on my bed. He didn't move just stare at me like he knew I was lying.

  

"WHAT!" "Fine" I glowered at him spilling out the truth.

I got up again pacing in front of before I said anything trying to word out how 'I was feeling' though really all I wanted to be was ALONE.

  

  

 "I'm the ONLY girl around here, and it doesn't help that all I do is clean up after you...dogs" I nearly shouted.

Zack let out a whimper. I probably should have worded that one better but it couldn't help that it was true, and that I hated it. But it wasn't that I hated what I was; I just wondered how mom put up with this all and all the time?

  

 I looked down at him sympathetically.

  

"I didn't direct that to you necessarily" I said sitting down cross-legged in front of him. He did a weird shrug thing and sat there.

"But really, you should see where I'm coming from with this" I said quietly

He nodded and I smiled. The thing about Zacky I loved, you could always rely on him no matter what form he was in. I patted his head and then we sat in silence for a few seconds.

  

Without farther due he got up and walked out the door leaving me to be alone...again.

  

End of POV

  

Zack's POV

  

Emily's bedroom door shut behind me and I phased once again jumping into the close I had left outside of her room.  I sighed looking back at her shut door and then continued down the stairs only to find no one had moved and were all still watching the football game on the flat screen.

  

I sat back down and turned to Jimmy.

  

"I think she needs a vacation" as soon as I said that everyone's head snapped to my direction.

"What you talking about Z" asked Brian eye brow raised

I rolled my eyes.

"Dude really, she seems bummed out" "And it also doesn't help that you keep her held hostage in here 24/7" I snapped my head towards Jimmy.

I guess it was just me who really thought of her as someone, while everyone else just saw her when they needed her.

  

Jimmy shook his head.

"How many times have I said this before" "I don't want to loose her or worst, her getting hurt"

Everyone basically mouthed that out with him, rolling their eyes as well.

"And its not like we can let her run with us, I'm not letting it happen"

  

"He's right guys"

Everyone turned to Matt who was sitting in the chair, in the dark corner of the room.

"How" I asked knowing I probably wasn't going to win this battle.

  

"Something's out there, something far away enough that it's not in our territory but I just have a feeling that it's coming...and soon" he said in a straight serious tone.

Of course everyone listened to Matt. Though really Jimmy was our 'alpha', Matt was leading close behind with leader in defence. This roll was only good if something outside our land was coming after us, Matt just seemed to have this weird power sensing when something was coming close.

  

I sat there arms crossed and an irritated look on my face.

  

"Man she's okay, she seems to be fine" said Johnny patting my shoulder.

"NO SHE ISN'T" "HAS ANYONE BUT ME NOICED HOW SHE'S BEEN LATELY!" I growled snapping at everyone. I was fuming.

"OBVIOUSLY YOU ASSHOLES HAVEN'T BECAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT SHE FEELS ALONE!" "I FUCKING WOULD TOO IF I WAS CAGED UP HERE ALL THE TIME!"

  

Johnny backed away quickly and everyone else looked at me surprised.

  

"Zack, calm the fuck down" "If you want, we can make dinner tonight, okay"  

I turned to Brian slightly calmed down. I guess this idea wouldn't be so bad. I inhaled a deep breath. "Fine"

  

End of POV

  

Emily's POV

  

I walked back down stairs a good two hours later expecting nothing different but maybe a slight move in place from the guys watching their stupid football game. But instead I was terrified to see something else.

  

I looked into the living room to see...no one. I slowly turned to the kitchen hearing movement in there.  My eyes shot wide when I said the disaster state my once clean kitchen was in.

Everyone pot, pan, dish and silverware I owned was sprung fuck sideways!

  

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I screamed seeing all the guys making more and more mess each second. Everyone spun around.

  

"We're making, dinner!" said Jimmy sheepishly knowing this plan had epically failed.

"IT WAS BRIAN'S IDEA!" yelled Johnny pointing to Brian. I looked over seeing Brian stand there pretending that none of this was happening. Zack slap his palm to his forehead.

I sighed.

  

"I give up, just drop everything and I'll clean up" I said as calmly as I could.

"Okay!"

Johnny literally dropped the plastic bowl he held and flour and eggs flew up landing everywhere.

 I stood their pissed and everyone else could see that too. That made me snap.

  

"GET OUT!!!"

Everyone jumped and scurry out of the kitchen, surprisingly they listened to me seeing in Jimmy was alpha and I was ...I guess I'd be alpha if something happened to him...

  

"Ugh, how could this of happened?" I asked out loud starting to clean up the massive mess around me.

 "I was only up in my room for two hours, I should never fall asleep again" I mumbled

  

"Ehh I don't think that would work out so well"

I looked up from picking up the bowl and whatever else was on the floor seeing Matt stood above me.

  

"I was going to warn them but...I kinda wanted to see where it was going to go" he said smiling, showing off those incredibly cute dimples of his.

I stood up silently not relying to him.

I turned to the counter and started putting the dishes in the dish washer and sink. He shockingly didn't leave the kitchen and helped me.

  

  

"So yeah, just so you know there is cupcakes in the oven, they should be done soon" Matt said in his serious tone placing the last dish into the dishwasher. He shut it and walked past me heading back into the living room where everyone else was leaving me stunned in the kitchen.

"Cupcakes" I whispered shocked turning to the oven.

  

XDDDDDDD

Lost in the Moonlight

  

  

So yeah you know how I said I had an idea to write a Werewolf story thing. Well I'm bored and want to write so here's chapter one. Enjoy. Also note, this is the first time I have ever writen about Werewolves. Don't be too mean on me xDD

Emz

 

 

  

Chapter One

  

 

"Lonesome"

  

  

Every person has there moment. That chance to break out of their shell and experience the world for themselves them. But change always takes time for others to get use too. And when in the end it ends up hurting the ones you love...

"There isn't anything worst, you'd be better off dead"

 

Jimmy's POV

  

I stood up on the peak of the mountain, the valley below was nothing but a beautiful college of greens and browns mix with the morning sunrise.

I sighed and turned back to my pack racing towards me.

  

"Syn you idiot you cheated!!"

"Ha! Shut up Christ you're just slow!"

 

I rolled my eyes and then waited for everyone to shut up.

  

"We better get back to the house, you know how she is in the mornings" I thought and looked at the four wolves in front of me.

  

They nodded and then soon disappeared into the thick woods.

  

It didn't take long to get back to the house where I knew she would be waiting impatiently inside. I sighed and walked up to the door and walked inside. The smell of toast, eggs, bacon and coffee filled the house making my mouth water as soon as I hit the kitchen. But there was something else there too.

  

I looked up to Emily who stood their arms crossed leaning back against the kitchen counter. I ignored the food spread out over the large island sitting between us and walked over to her.

  

"Thanks for telling me you left" she whispered annoyed once more.

I cringed. So I didn't want her to run with us. The guys got a little crazy once in there dog form. But it wasn't only that I didn't want her to get hurt or worst...I couldn't loose her too.

  

"Jimmy nothings going to happen to me" she whispered almost reading my mind at the spot. What could I say she was my sister. Though the only time anyone could get in my head was when we were in wolf form.

  

"I just don't want you ending up like mom and da...-

"FOOD!"

  

I was cut off by everyone running in from outside soon shoving there faces with food.

Emily rolled her eyes and waited until everyone was finished.

  

I looked around seeing everyone but...Matt. But as predicted he came into the kitchen on queue. I looked over to Em where she looked up too, a small smile played onto her face seeing my shirtless best friend walk in and take a plate of food. He walked past her and towards the living room where everyone else seemed to be now.

The smile faded and she looked down. I had noticed her small interest in him over the past few weeks though it didn't help that I was making everyone work out harder seeing her interest grew when he was shirtless. I was only doing the consent runs because we never knew when something/one might show up. Though I never would go out of close distance from the house out of all things other wolves would want, my sister would NOT be on their list.

I sighed and got up walking into the living room where everyone else was.

End of POV

  

Emily's POV

  

I sighed and started to clean up the mess that now filled the kitchen. Was that all I was good for? Being house wife for five grown men but I guess it didn't help that they were dogs.

  

  

I finished up the dishes and walked into the living room located across from the kitchen. Everyone's attention was focused on the large flat screen showing the football game, something I really wasn't interested in. I turned my heel and jolted up the stairs to my room, a place where I guess I would be in Zen.

  

End of POV

  

Zacky's POV

  

I turned looking up the stairs hearing a door slam. I turned to Jimmy who was starring at the TV like everyone else but I could tell he knew something was wrong. I looked around and then got up seeing no once cared that I moved. Heading up the stairs stopping at Emily's room, the white door in front of me plastered with photos from when we were all kids to now.

I smiled and then looked down at the handle of the door.

What made me frown was seeing the 'Don't Bother, Fuck off!!!" sign she had hanging off of it. It had been there for over a week now. What could have been her problem? Emily wasn't usually like this and even not talking to me, that was defiantly weird.

  

I knocked once hearing no movement or response from the other side of the door. So I slowly opened it.

  

The frown on my face stayed seeing Emily in her wolf form. She was curled up on her bed, back facing me. I would have to phase to even understand anything from her so I did. I walked over to her sitting in front of her black redish tint frame.

Her eyes darted towards me and then back down to the floor.

 

"Em, what's wrong?"

So yeah. No Em online tomorrow. Sorry.

Upper Clements Park.

My brother, his friend, tonight. Two tweenage boys.

...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Okay.

HOPEFULLY I WILL Survive. (: I hope...

But at least tomorrow they will be outta my face. WOOTNESS!

So yeah a useless update I suppose xP

Love me and my awesomeness!

 

Em7ily < the seven is silent. xD

So yeah I'll talk to you(s) Monday...If I clean my room and not get kicked off the computer for the week (:

 

 

THIS ONE'S LONG!! Enjoy!!

Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

 

 

Chapter Seven

 

 

 

Zacky groaned having the morning sun shine brightly into his eyes. He shut them quickly and rolled over to smash into someone's rock hard back.

 

Humph.

 

"Err"

 

Zack's eyes shot open and the man beside him rolled over giving him a mean glare at him.

 

"Sorry" Zacky mouthed out the words. The memory of mornings came back to mind.

YOU NEVER BOTHERED MATT!

 

Number one rule!

He was a total bitch when he was disturbed.

 

Matt's eyes shut again and Zack rolled onto his back. He sighed. Things would get better as soon as Matt was fully awake.

 

SMACK!

 

"What!"

 

Zacky pushed Matt's arm away from his face and turned glowering at him beside him. Matt was 'pretending' to sleep but it was obvious he wasn't; the smile on his face grew until he opened his eyes daring to see the look on Zacky's face.

 

Zack just glared at him and turned he didn't care now if the sun was in his face or not!

 

"Aw, don't be that way, I was only kidding"

Arms wrapped around Zacky's waist and he could feel Matt's warm breathing trailing down is neck.

 

Zack sighed and gave up. Like he could be angry with him anyways!?

 

[Some time later]

 

 

The car stopped and both Mr. and Mrs. Sanders got out of the car. Zack's jaw dropped slightly seeing the render speechless looking building in front of him.

 

"The country club!" he snapped towards Matt. He just smiled and nodded.

"Yep, where else would we be going to golf?" he asked

Zack sat their irritated.

 

So like he said Golf was a sport he was somewhat good at. But now he knew he was going to suck! Especially with the fact that he would be surrounded with fucking...RICH SNOBBY PEOPLE! Talking about their cars and money, big houses and preppy perfect children!!!

 

"Babe, you're going to pop a blood vassal if you don't relax" Matt said worriedly

 Zack turned to him slowly with an apologetic look on his face.

 

"Sorry, it's just..."

"I know you're not use to this shit, and really I hate it too" "Come on, let's go"

 

The two of them got out of the car and walked into the front doors.

 

--

 

Both Matt and Zack stopped in the front lobby of the country club. Hastily Matt looked over seeing Zack in total distress. He could tell from the look on his face that he felt totally out of his comfort zone and as much as Matt wanted to get both of them out of this place he knew he couldn't. His parents had planned this day weeks before. It was a must that they both were there.

 

Without a second thought Matt took Zacky's hand in his. Zack turned up to him and gave him an awkward look along with taking his hand back.

He frowned. Where was this coming from? Zack wasn't normally one to pull something like this. He never before was concerned about what other people thought; about how they thought of him being gay.

 

Matt ignored it and looked around. Finally finding his parents and heading over to them.

 

--

 

[Round One]

 

At first when Zack walked into the country club he felt completely outta place but now.

He looked down at the outfit he was wearing.

 

Plaid green pants, with shin high grey and black plaid socks, white golf shoes and a yellow golf shirt.

 

Now he felt like someone threw up on him.

 

He sighed and looked over to Matt who was lost in the game. He wondered if he pissed him off earlier when they walked into the place together. Was he? He of course was the luckier one wearing all blue and white...looking less weird. This place fit him you could tell by the way he reacted with people and such.

But still, a frown was on his face, sometimes looking like a scowl like he wanted to punch someone in the face if they dared talked to him.

 

Zack stood their leaning against the golf club he was currently holding.

 

"Hey Zacky how's the game going so far" He turned and stood up straight seeing Mrs. Sanders walk over with a few of her friends.

 

"Um, pretty good" he said looking over to Matt who had turned to their conversation.

 

"That's great; hmm I wonder if I could pull you out of this game?" "I have some people I'd like you too meet"

Zack didn't seem to mind and by the looks of things he felt that Matt didn't want him around. So this would be good.

 

"Sure" he agreed and with that he packed up his things and walked away.

 

--

 

Matt watched Zack as he walked away with his mother and her friends. Gritting his teeth he turned back to the game. This wasn't what he wanted at all!!

Well?

I had come up with a plan for a werewolf story. But lately that's all you ever see being written If not werewolves its vampires.

*Major sighage*

 ;)

 

Em loves comments ♥

 

 

So yeah I haven't 'updated' on here in a while and yes this basically revolves a bit around 'Love Drunk' my slash Matt/Zacky sequel.

Good news && bad news

I love it. Yes that's good for you that don't know...that. Bad news.

I'M STUCK!

I would LOVE to end it...but I don't know when too and how to exactly... err sucks I know.

 

In other news...

I'M GONE ALL SUNDAY!

WOO!!!! NO EMILY ON BUZZNET!!! WOO!!! ...Good thing? No Em? Yes? No? Yes...?

Ha, I don't know. Anywhoz I'm going to this park thing, my brother and his friend are going on the rides while I chill outz with my AMAZING WONDERFUL AWESOME M. SHADOWS LOVING MOTHER! xD

Might buy a HUGE lollipop? Maybe a cool lighter and some chains to hook on to my jeans? XD They have a store there with cats in it...and random biker shit and candy and garden crap?! I don't know but anyways I'm rambling on about nothing important.

Shutting up.

Comment me lots and I'll...give FREE hugs? (:

 

EM KING IS OUTT!!! XD

 

 

Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

 

 

Chapter Six

 

 

 

Zack opened the door to leave and walk out when...BAM!

His expression was priceless. He stared up at the man in front of him.

 

"M-Matt" he choked out

 

--

 

Matt walked up to the front door of his house not to expect it to open so sudden, but what also caught him off guard was who was behind it.

 

Matt dropped his duffle bag he had packed the day before to go to Terry's. It landed with a thud onto the concrete step.  

 

"M-Matt" Zack choked out stunned to see him. Yet he was at his house?

 

"Z-Zacky"

 

'Oh lord let this not be a dream'

 

--

 

Matthew Sanders, Zack's High School crush was there, in front of him once again. No dream, no hallucination but the real guy.

 

Zack didn't know what to do. He stood their silent letting his eyes wonder aimlessly at the man in front of him. His perfect shaped body and tanned Californian skin gave Zack goose bumps but it also didn't help that he didn't feel angry at him calling him Zacky. It was like a feeling of ecstasy, like a person once abusing drugs being forced into rehab, then once realised after a year lights up their first joint.

 

That was it.

 

Matt was Zacky's addiction; His need, his love.

 

Before Zack had the chance to take in a full breath of air, arms where thrown around him and shocking sobs came from...Matt.

 

"Y-you cam-came Home" he whimper looking up. Seeing eye to eye with Zack

Zack just nodded. He was honestly speechless. But something he couldn't cover up was the huge grin that was spread across his face and with reacting quickly Zack pulled Matt down his lips crashing against his.

 

"Hmm...guess that round of golf will be postponed" Zack heard Matt's dad laugh in the background. He was fully focused on what he'd come for that he didn't care who saw him do this.

 

[Some time later]

 

 

The Californian sun was just setting over the horizon making the perfect warm sunny day turn into a cool starry night.

 

Zack lied their silently. The beach had been ad-banded for hours leaving it to just him and Matt.

He turned his head to the man beside him. It was like Matt could feel his gaze upon him and instantly turned, facing him as well.

 

A wonderful feeling came over him. Butterflies flew around in the pit of Zacky's stomach all for the better reason then before; worriment. Now he knew he had Matt; for him and only him.

 

"You don't know how long I've waited for this" Zack begun.

"it's like the past five years have been a living nightmare, everyday repeating non-stop" he said slowly "It was like no matter how much I dreamed of you and wishing you would just come and save me...you couldn't"

Zack stopped himself his words true and meaningful where hurting Matt. Though they both knew they couldn't have done anything to be with each other while they were still in High School.

He turned over placing his hand on Matt's cheek.

 

"I had to become someone I knew I wasn't. You knew I wasn't, my parents knew I wasn't yet my father knew but wanted me different anyways"

 

Zacky knew he had to tell Matt the whole truth; what happened after he had left Huntington.

 

"He was basically trying to turn a gay man straight" "Me"

"I got so angry..." Zack sat up crossing his legs.

"When ever someone called me 'Zacky'...I knew you only really called me that and I knew the name came before we met but it still didn't feel right for anyone else to call me that but you"

 

"Matty, I love you" he whispered.

 

--

 

Matt starred up to the guy that just spilled out what pain he had gone through without him in his life. Though they could have mailed, emailed or called each other that would have only made things much worst than anything else possible. So ignoring each other...was the plan to use.

 

Matt was amazed at what Zack turned into. He wondered how bad things could have been, seeing now the Zacky he always knew hadn't seemed to change.

He was now just rambling on about his mother and some joke she said...or plan she came up with, something! HE HAD TO SHUT HIM UP BEFORE HE KILLED THIS MOMENT!

 

Matt sat up quickly and placed his lips on Zack's, Zack didn't refuse to kiss him back. Pushing Zack down onto the sand

 

"Zacky, I love you too" he whispered and with that their lips re-attached.

 

 Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

 

Chapter Five

 

 

-The Next Day-

 

 

Zack woke up slowly and sat up. He looked around the very familiar room and a smile formed on his face. This better not be a dream or else he would be very pissed off. But he knew this wasn't a dream. He glanced over to the clock sitting up on the dresser.

 

11:09am

 

He sighed. He knew he'd be waiting for a while yet. He got up and walked over to the bathroom.

 

FLUNK! BANG!

 

"Ouch" he growled. Looking back to what he most had tripped over.

 His eyes fell upon 10 and 20 pound weights sitting on the floor.

 

'Wow, working out have we?' he smirked

 

Zack got up and got a better look at the room. Matt's parents were nice enough to let him spend the night in his room. The room he once lived in for a while back in high school.

 

But now it had changed, slightly, since moving out. Matt had removed a couple of his posters once tacked to the faded blue walls. His collection of trophies GREW extraordinarily! He had a huge double shelf full of the shiny metals and certificates.

 He had new pictures up, ones of his graduation and doing sports.

 

Zack felt teary eyed. He wanted to be there so badly, to graduated with Matt would have been better than where he had, no friends and being a 'total different person' following sham.

 

He sighed. 'Matt better be home soon' and for the first time thinking that a frown formed on his face.

'He would want me here...right?'

 

Zack shook his head. This was silly, Matt loved him and he would love to see him again...

 

[Lunch time]

 

Zack walked down the stairs looking into the living room. Matt's dad was sitting in there watching TV.

 

"Hey Zack"

"Hey" Zack sat down beside him.

 

"So...Hey I was thinking, since Matthew won't be home soon, or at least I'm I don't think he will be, I was thinking about going for a round of golf? You wanna come?"

 

Zack thought about this. He wasn't so bad at this sport... though it wasn't all that too complex either.

 

"Sure"

 

 

[Time to leave]

 

"OK HONEY WE'LL BE HOME A FEW HOURS!"

 

Zack opened the door to leave and walk out when... BAM!

My 105 Truths

1. Real name- Emily, yeah sadly its really my name...  

2. Like it- Um...no not really, it's seriously OVER USED! -_-

3. Single or Taken-Single

4. Zodiac sign-Cancer

5. Male or Female-Female

6. Elementary-Cambridge

7. Middle School-CK

8. High School-CK

9. Eye Color- Hazel

10. Hair Color-black but atm its mostly my natural which is a brownish/ redish colour

15. Are you a health freak-nah.

16. Height- 5'7"?

17. Do you have a crush?- um...no

18. Do you like yourself- Meh, I don't think I'm needed in words I like to use "Just shit taking up space, in other words mass"

19. Do you have piercings?- yes, all in total, 9

20. Tattoos- Don't get me started... I WANT ONE SOON!

21. Righty or Lefty- Righty

FIRSTS
22. First Surgery- nothing...yet? 0_0 hopefully nothing soon

23. First piercings- 2^nd grade, 7 years old.

24. First [real] best friend- When I was 4, her name is Alisha

26. First sport- I don't do sports xP

27. First pet- Puppy, Nala, R.I.P.... ):

CURRENTLY-
49. Eating- Nothing

50. Drinking- Nothing

52. Listening to- the TV behind me...but not really listening to it.

53. Waiting for- nothing.

54. Wearing- all black...HA!

FUTURE-
55. Want kids?- saying now, no.

56. Want to get married?- sure...maybe someday?

57. Careers in mind?- Bar tender, music producer OR Body Piercer... any of those would make me happy. If not rock star HAHA!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
68. Lips or eyes- Eyes

69. Hugs or kisses- Both ;)

70. Shorter or taller- Taller!! PLEASEE

71. Tan skinned or light- Should it matter?

72. Romantic or spontaneous- both is nice

73.Dark or light hair- yet again DOES IT MATTER?

74. Muscular or normal- Ha this one... MUSCULAR!!  

75. Hook-up or relationship- Relationship

76. Similar to you or different- Both come on... if they were too much like me...I'd be dating me?

HAVE YOU EVER-
78. Kissed a stranger- no

79. Drank alcohol- sipped... not CHUGGED

81. Climbed up a tree- uh, sure?

82. Broken someones heart- Err How would I know?

83. Turned someone down- yes

84. Liked a friend as more than a friend- sure if you call him my friend...  

DO YOU BELIEVE IN-
87. Miracles- sure

89. Santa Clause- YES! xD

91. Angels- um...if you are referring to sprits from the afterlife...yes, completely.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY-
92. You are missing someone?- no

93. Who do you love? - the family, friends, that's it I guess.

94. Are you cool?- No.

LASTS-
95. Text message- No one

96. Received call- um, my mom

97. Call made- Jeez... Idk

100. Person you hung out with- my brother

104. You punched-...I don't know...hmm...

105. Said I love you to- mum.

[Note: Your questions will BE ANSWERED IN THIS CHAPTER (: This one is much longer too]

 

 

 Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

 

Chapter Four

 

 

 

Zack drove silently and after a while he started to get freaked out. He turned on the radio. That would calm him down...and be relaxing right!?

 

 --

 

Singing to the current song that was blasting out of the black Camaro's speakers Matt couldn't help but smile. Tonight would be the best night he would have had in a long time. Anxiousness flooded through him. He couldn't wait!

 

He looked up passing by a huge sign announcing that at the next turn off there would be a Wendy's. Seeing his sign made his stomach growl. Guess he'd have to pull off the road for a few. He knew he couldn't make it all the way on an empty stomach.

 

--

 

Zooming past the sign that welcomed him back to Huntington Beach, made Zack instantly get butterflies in his stomach. He was doing the right thing right? Worriment filled Zack's mind. As long as he didn't start fucking hyperventilating he should be alright he thought. He kept reminding himself over and over again until he found himself stopping in front of the huge house he once lived in years ago.

 

The Sanders.

 

"Oh"

It took him a minute to pull himself together and get out of his worn out, shitty car. One that looked nothing and not as close to as nice as the Cadillac, Escalade that sat out in the front driveway of the Sanders place.

 

"Jesus..."

Zack was amazed at the thing. Where Mr. Sanders got his money from Zack really wanted to know now. But nothing made smile than the two seated BMW parked behind it. Zack always wanted a BMW. Not the most expensive car in the world but one he could just picture himself driving in.

 

He soon snapped himself out of his daydream and remembered what he was here for... make him or break him baby.

 

--

 

Matt parked pulled up into the driveway of the small white house. He smiled cutting the engine and getting out.

He walked up the stone path to the front door of the house once making it up the couple steps knocking twice at the door.

 

--

 

Zack waited impatiently. The front door soon opened and Zack's eyes widened.

 

"Hey, Mrs. Sanders" he said wishing it was someone else

"Oh my god Zacky Baker"

Mrs. Sanders pulled Zack into a hug. He cringed hearing her call him that.

"Hey" he said again

"Come in!" she smiled inviting him into the house. He nodded and walked in. it never changed. Everything he practically remembered was the same. Though no surprise there...it had only been five years...

 

"HEY, HEY Look who it is! Heya Zack!"

Zack smiled being greeting by Mr. Sanders.

"How's it going?" he asked gesturing him to take a seat in one of the chairs in the living room. Zack did so and then answered. "Well you know"

 

--

 

When the door opened Matt's smile widened.

 

"MATT!"

The guy that opened the door said in surprised and pulled him into man hug.

 

"Hey Terry"

 

Matt walked into his friend's house. Terry had been the one to catch him and...Zack kiss in the parking lot at school that day...the day that went terribly wrong. Though once Zack left Huntington, Terry felt sorry seeing Matt never going back to his normal state again So he ended up talking to Matt finding out everything he had been hiding from there football team, though it wasn't like he didn't find out on his own. In the end Terry ended up being the one of a few close friends Matt had at the end of his High School year and now at the time Terry and a few of the other old team mates decided they needed a reunion so they had made plans to watch the big game at Terry's house.

 

"So man what's up?" asked Terry walking down to the basement where they'd be watching the game. Matt followed

 

"Nothing just hanging around... I've been thinking about...well you know who" Matt couldn't say his name out loud. It still hurt.

Terry nodded.

 

"Eh yeah... so the game?" he asked changing the subject. Matt smiled nodding. He looked around the finished basement.

 

"Oh look who it is. SANDERS!!"

Matt smiled. Today would defiantly be awesome.

 

--

 

"So we're guessing you're looking for Matt?"

Zack nodded. All he wanted was to skip this awkward part and see Matt.

 

"Well, he's kinda out for the night... are you staying in town this weekend?" his mom asked curiously it looked like she really wanted him to stay.

Zack shrugged. He could...?

 

"Yeah, bud you should. Once Matt gets home tomorrow he will be..." his dad stopped talking and looked at his wife. He didn't know the right words to describe it.

 

She finished for him.

 

"Overjoyed" she smiled

 

Zack smiled. Yes he could say he was finally home.

 

"Sure then, I will"

 

 

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?! (:

 

 Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

 

Chapter Three

 

 

Zack sat there thinking about the question his mom just asked him. She sat still in front of him.

 

"I'm surprised you aren't jumping around in joy" said his mother taking a sip of her coffee, just to mention her forth cup this morning.

 

Zack looked up to her. "Huh yeah, but what if dad-"

"Your father won't ever know about this conversation Zacky."

Zack looked up to her quickly; a mean expression crossed his face. His mother looked back at him confused. Zack went to get up but stopped himself. It hit him then. Wow his mother was really on his side.

 

"I'm sorry" he said meaning it completely

His mother nodded. "It's not your fault sweetheart, now go, get ready"

He nodded and then got up heading back to his room.

 

--

 

Matt ran down stairs with a duffle bag filled with...stuff. He passed his mom who just gave him a questioning look. She didn't bother ask what he was up too this time. On the way out the door he grabbed the keys to his dad's newly purchased Camaro convertible.

 Well technically it was Matthew's but he barely drove it. Another crazy expensive birthday present...yet the only thing he wished for was to far gone.

 

He jumped inside the car and started it up, Backing up out of the nicely paved driveway and onto the car-less road, soon zooming off.

 

--

 

Zack hand dried his hair and then fixed it perfectly the way he liked it. He sighed looking at himself in the mirror. Though his make up was done perfectly and he dressed the way he always did, doubt still filled his head. Was his mom's crazy plan going to work out well?  'What ifs' filled his mind

 

Knock, Knock

 

"Zachary are you alright in there? It's been an hour and a half?" his mother asked standing on the other side of the bathroom door.

 

"Yeah, Ma...I'm done" he opened the door and she was standing there. A smiled formed on her slowly aging face.

He smiled back and then walked past her throwing his dirty clothes with the other ones he had in his room.

 

 

Before Zack knew it he was driving in his car, His mother standing outside his house waving good bye from his rear-view mirror view. He sighed and looked down. Grabbing a pair of think rimmed sunglasses and put them on. This was crazy but in the back of Zack's mind he had a feeling this would turn out well.

 

---

 

I know I'm MEANN!! You should find out what Matt is up too... and where they're both going. NO FORESHADOWING NOW!

Also what do YOU GUYS THINK OF THE BANNER?! I love it!!! (:

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

Dude I can't do it anymore. I OFFICALLY DONE! 3 days MAX. I NEED A LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN NOWWW!!!!!

Sierra says:

DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You made it pretty far!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

sshhhhhyyyeeeeahhh

Sierra says:

Lol. How does it feel??

lol

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

um... I can't do it!

Sierra says:

Hahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

no

　no no no

PRESS PLAY YOU IDIOT!

I CAN'TT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sierra says:

You can do it Emily!!!!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

No..

Sierra says:

YES!!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

no!! I don't care if you make a journal or a poll or any kind of army YOU CAN NOT MAKE MEEE

... Ah...e

Sierra says:

Em you're like freaking me out here. Just press play!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

Sierra says:

You can do it!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

e...ee....e....

ahh

Sierra says:

Do it.....

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

AHHHHH

Sierra says:

ALPOH want you too.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

...

Sierra says:

lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

not even Matt with his long hair can make me!!

Sierra says:

Eww. What about Jimmy and his BEARD?? Or Brian trying to be Elvis?

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

nooooooooooooooooo

that's making me turn it off now

like my whole zune off

for life

okay not really

Sierra says:

Don't do it!!!

I will press send!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

huh?

Sierra says:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dedUzwGtSnk

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH That isn't... 0_0 SIERRA WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!!?

Sierra says:

Because scaring the tar out of me!!! Hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

NO

Sierra says:

YES

YES

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

Sierra says:

YES

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

smily faces say

Sierra says:

You know you SUPER DUPERLY WANT TOO!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

I KNOW I SUPER DUPERLY WANT TOO BUR I'M NOT!

but

I

AM

NO

T

NOOOO

Sierra says:

Hahaha! ALPOH shall suffer in lonliness then

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes...yes it will forever and ever...

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Poor ALPOH. .

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

... did you hear about the women that ate her kid?

THAT'S WHY I'M NOT LISTENING TO IT

AND

BECAUSE BEARDED JIMMY SINGS ON THERE TOO.

I DON'T NEED PICTURES IN MY HEAD WHILE HE'S SINGING!!!

THAT'S NOT RIGHT

AND YOU KNOW IT!

FACE IT...

Bahaha... face it...

Sierra says:

I did. That was nuts. HAHA.

Nice! Lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

SEE I'M GOING INSANE!!

COMING UP WITH LAME ASS JOKES...

Sierra says:

CRITICAL ACCLAIM NEEDS YOU!!!! Hahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

no no no..

rocks back and forth ... no

Sierra says:

Your so killing yourself.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

I know!!

I'm a meany head

Sierra says:

Hahahahaha!! Nah your just a little crazy but I AM TOO!!!! I haven't listen to them for 6 hours.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

3 days...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...WAIT...

OK

Sierra says:

Hahaha. I would be suffocating now.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

aw great...the worst part is I know the song so well that I can sing it out loud... with out the music... bahh

Sierra says:

Hahaha!! Me too!!!!!

Before the story begans is it just a sin.......

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOO NO NONONONONO

Sierra says:

What about this one? Shh quiet you might piss somebody off...

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

NONONONONON OOOOO

NOOO

Sierra says:

You can do it Emily.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

no

i can't

i'm not

i won't

Sierra says:

Yes

you can

you should

you would

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

how about you listen to them then HUH!

YEAH

Sierra says:

I can't you won't let me.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

I dare you too

play ALPOH

Sierra says:

I kind of am though. I'm singing it in my head.

I don't have it on my playlist. My friend took my cd

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

fine...

Sierra says:

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

I'll listen to the damn 8:01 min. song.

Sierra says:

Yes you shall. Hahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

here we go....

Sierra says:

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

Sierra says:

you love me you love me you love me

How's it going?

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

,...jimmy

Sierra says:

You love him!

Look at the bright side you made it THREE DAMN DAYS without a7x

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

its like... taking away a smokers cigarettes away for three days...you know like you are mocking them with them in front of there faces and there fighting off the craving... but in the end the cravings win and the long drag feels... niceee....

hahahahahaha

Sierra says:

Yes. lol. But dude you did make it 3 days

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes I know

mmmm mmmmmm

Sierra says:

I didn't even make it 1 day. lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

mmmmmmm...

Sierra says:

Lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

this is so bad...

omg... yeah this is bad

Sierra says:

What?

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

we're super obsessed!

crazy obsessed

insanly obsessed

Sierra says:

It's not obsession it's love. Hahaha. I know. We are!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

this wouldn't happen to normal people...though what avenged sevenfold fans are normal anyways?

Sierra says:

True that!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

LMAO

Sierra says:

Lol. Hahaha. We're just deticated.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

oo ooooo

Sierra says:

lol. I mean if you think of it. We're just the true fans of a7x. Like we listen to other bands and love other band but a7x is one of the favs

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

it's at the top... all the time... even stole gc spot... for me... that was their own fault though... the river... their fault xDD

alpoh over now

Sierra says:

Yes it waas0

*was.

how was alpoh?

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

like a ... really good cheeseburger with fries and a chocolate milk shake... mmmm

Sierra says:

Ooooooo. Very nice comparison. Haha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

xDD

and perfect song to compare a burger with... yeah

totally!!

Sierra says:

Lol. nice. Haha. It's more of a carnival if you ask me. Lol

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

a carnival infested with swine flu zombies that are missing bodyparts and are flying around on the teacups

blood flying in your face too I might add

and roach infested cottoncandy

and maybe stuffed cat prises

and... deffo the creepy old man sitting outside of the gate laughing madly about how the world is going to end

SEE I'M BACK TO NORMAL

random convos

Sierra says:

OooooooooooO now that is a Carinval of a lifetime!! Hahaha. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PARTAY IN DA HIIZOUSE!!!!! Hahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

woooot

Sierra says:

Hahahahaha!!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

you really love that icon don't you

Sierra says:

That I do! Hahaha

Hahahahaha! It's adoable!

*adorable

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

name it... hmm what's cute and we love... hmmm and has a name...hmmm

Sierra says:

Hmmm.......I'm not sure. Lol. Does it start with a J by any chance? Haha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

noo... well... yes... if you guess Johnny , then yes, you are right!

Sierra says:

Hahaha. I totally did too!!! Lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

wooo

or maybe...it was Jay?

Sierra says:

Hmmm....It could be Jay consider Johnny already has a face

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and you said...that it could possibly start with a Jay hahahaha

I'm so back to normal... its all in that one song... its my theme song

Sierra says:

That I did!!! YAY!!!!!! I told you ALPOH needs you.

 

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

who knows soon you might have lava baby chickenpox coming out of cocaine christmas trees on the 11th of last Tuesday replacing your third cousin removed by the rev!

yep. Emily is back... from the dead... of three days...

lets see where this goes...

do the wave... wooooo!!

omg!

picture it!!!! picture it!!

Sierra says:

Okay is it normal that I actually just did the wave!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

jimmy...NOW...on a surfboard...

yes

in the ocean

Sierra says:

HAHAHAHA!!!!! I see it!!! In a pair of bright ass green swim truck with orange flowers.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

hahaha

oh my and then a child on the beach.. would yell "LOOK MOMMY IT'S THE ROCKER VERSION OF JESUS!!"

Sierra says:

HAHAHAHA. YES!!! "Mommy! Mommy! Look Jesus is real!!"

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and picture matt... slowmo running across the beach with brian being all lifeguardness like you know they have in movies

the hair all flying back

Sierra says:

OooooO!! I can see it now!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and zack and johnny sitting there shaking there heads... also trying hard not to burst out in tears from laughing so hard

Sierra says:

Yes but Johnny would be building a sand castle!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes. yes he would

and then brian would come up and kick it over

and johnny would cry

and scream

and throw a hissy fit

Sierra says:

Yes! Haha.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and don't forget the icecream... to calm him down.

Sierra says:

YES!! Zack and Johnny would be eating icecream and Zack would get pissed because his melted all over him

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

ha, ohh..

and then they'd all question where Jimmy is... coz they can't see him anymore...

Sierra says:

Yes! But where did he go??

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

got sucked into a black hole that randomly came outta no where in the ocean!!

and ended up...

in china

Sierra says:

Yes. Haha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and he got one of those hats they have... I don't know what there called

Sierra says:

Neither do I but I know what your talking about. Along with a kimono and those wooden shoes

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes... that would fit him all too well... bringin back the past....

Sierra says:

Hahaha. YES!!!! Lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

then he would have to crash someones high school reunion...

in china still

haha drunk and totally out of it...

hahahahaha still dressed all the same...

Sierra says:

YES!!! Hahaha. "I am The Reverend Tholomew Plague hail me or die bitches!!" Hahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

HAHAHAHA.

They wouldn't know who the fuck he'd be.

now ff until he got home...still dressed the same... passed out on Zacky's front lawn

him inside locked up with Gena... Who's that... I don't fucking know!... get him off the lawn now!

I'm scared

...Zacky

...What!

...CALL THE COPS!

...You!

...no!

...then call matt or someone

Sierra says:

Hahaha.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and then it kicks in that jimmy has been gone for like a month and no ones noticed

Sierra says:

Yes. No one noticed.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and plus...the guy on the front lawn is screaming out "ZACKYYY"

Sierra says:

Yes. Hahahaha But is the guy on the front lawn Jimmy??? Hmm...........I wonder.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes... no it's brian...he just got attacked by bigfoot and a hairy llama

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Yes and this whole time Johnny is vacationing in Maui sipping pina colatas on the beach

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes...

while the others are... clueless...

Sierra says:

Yes. Muahaha

Lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

lol him getting a back rub... then talking to a really pissed off shadows on the other end of like an 80s cell phone.

Sierra says:

Hahahaha. Oh totally.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and then brian's leaves... taking Zack with him coz... zacky's his world

without zack... brian is nothing!!!!!!!

Sierra says:

Yes. Hahahaha.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

they would go too....

where?

Sierra says:

Hmmm......Brazil.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yes or Egypt

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Egypt is good.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

hahahaha get there pictures on the walls of them dancing like an Egyptian

and playing the secret insterment... the guitar!!!

Sierra says:

Yes!! Hahahaha. Brian does do the liner perfectly.

lol. Yes!

*EYEliner

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

hahahaha

yesssss

Sierra says:

Lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

hahaha them going around in just like... towels...

with head pieces

and being called gods

drinking wine and petting cats.

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Oh jeez yeah! YES!!!! Hahahahahaha "Dear Master Brian what can I do for you on this beautiful morning?" Hahahaha. Yes those hairless cats too!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

Brian's response would be like... "Oh just... feed me grapes...oh and get me DANCERS!!"

And zack be like

"YEAHH DANCERS!!!"

Sierra says:

Hahahah!!! Oh jeez yeah! Lol. I could just see someone holding grapes above him. haha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and then! to make it PERFECTTT JIMMY BUST DOWN THE DOOR AND STARTS SINGING... Grapes in the Mouth.

then he dances with the dancers

and zacky goes into another gigglefit

Sierra says:

OH MY GOD YES!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

then at the end... brian gets all pissy and they head home. to Matt... who has gone mad and has... really freakin long ass hair!

and looks like... god

including the fact that its turned gray

Sierra says:

Hahahaha. Yes and then Johnny comes back from Maui sunburnt out of his mind and looks like Satan

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

then Brian and Zack... stand there shocked...along with all the fans that... see them the next concert they play...

which is like right away

Sierra says:

Yes!!! Hahaha.

That would be one interesting show.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

very...yes very

Sierra says:

Hahahahaha. I would pay big bunks for that show. Hahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

people be soo confused

hhahahaha

and stunned...the crowd be silent

Sierra says:

I know and like they would start playing and the crowd looks like robotic because they all have the same expression. and so on

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and you and me be standing there coz I'm like psychic and this will somewhat happen and we'd be singing and laughing our asses off

Sierra says:

YES!!! Hahahahahaha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

yep

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Then they would be freaking out because they don't relieze why the corwd except us looks like robots.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

lol i'd be sooo ...

xD

Sierra says:

Hahaha. lol. I probably would too. lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

and we'd be like...this...

xDDD

seeing Matt ya know!

Sierra says:

Hahahaha. Oh man totally!!!

Oh yeah!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

sexy god!

xD

while Johnny would be the sexy beast

xDD

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Very. lol.

I would be like GOD!!!!

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

ok

Sierra says:

Hahahaha. lol.

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

if you are god... I am...

Sierra says:

hm...

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

blah... i'm the deathbat mofo

Sierra says:

Hahaha. Nice. lol. Why am I god though? Haha

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

coz. you are... because Matt wanted to be m.shadows again so you traded spots

Sierra says:

Okay I can deal with that. Haha

Does that mean Jimmy my son? Lol. HAHAHA

Emily [Summer. OH Nine!] says:

LOL

sureee

i'd ground him if I were you!

no more surfing until he's 153546412635454615232 years old

Sierra says:

Yes I will!!! "JAMES JESUS SULLIVAN YOUR ASS IS GROUNDED!!!"

 

 

 Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

 

Chapter Two

 

 

Matt stopped out of break. He fell to the ground landing on the nice green grass on his front lawn. He lied there for a moment now starring up into the clearing blue sky. Panting out of breath because he had basically ran for two hours straight. Why. To clear his head neither the less... then something came to mind.

 

 

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Zack grunted and rolled over, why was his phone going off at this hour. Jesus Christ it's fucking 8am! Zack left it to go to voice mail. If it was his mother calling to say he still had clothes at her house he could just call her later they weren't that important.

 

Beep

 

"Hey Zack it's you mother, GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP! I have been standing outside of your apartment ringing to get in but you must still be asleep! NOW GET UP!"

 

Zack groaned. "Why must she still torture me like this...I'm not even living with her anymore" he whined out loud

Kicking himself out of bed and slipping on the pair of shorts and the same shirt he wore yesterday he made his way over to the door greeting his mother in.

 

"Morning mom" Zack opened the door still half asleep.

She sighed.

"Oh Zachary, what am I going to do with you?" she huffed and walked in past him

"Possibly leave me the fuck alone?" He mumbled quietly shutting the door.

 

He slowly walked back into the kitchen his mother was already away at making coffee one of the few things he appreciated this early morning.

 

"Oh honey you look sick, you've been sleeping right?" she asked him sitting down at the table.

Zack shrugged feeling nothing more than a zombie.

He heard his mother sigh. The women god love her had been doing all she could to keep the 21 year old happy, actually she had been trying to keep him happy for five years now...all for obvious reasons. Since moving for the third time for Zack he found his mom getting really nosy and coming over at least once a day, if not calling 7 times before he even hit the pillow at the end.

I guess she worried, though there was nothing worry about. Zack was alright with everything, part of the change he had adapted to while moving before: Not caring.

 

"Zachary dear, you are not okay, I can see it, that same look you had while we were moving from Huntington." She said whispering the last word yet Zack still heard it.

"I'm sorry mom, I'm fine, really ...just the nightmares are..."

"Killing you" she finished

She smiled placing a hand on her son's cheek. Zack nodded. So the women knew him well, what could he say.

"Oh hun it's okay, I'm sure he misses you too, have you talked to him since...you know" she asked not sure how he would react to this conversation. This had been the first time since they moved that they brought up him and Matt...once being together and all. Though his mom before could tell that he was hurting the conversation stayed to a no.

 

Until now.

 

"No...I've tried." "But I just couldn't...he's out there with someone else I know it" Zack said looking up to his mother weary eyed.

She nodded and then poured him a cup of coffee.

"Here, I have all day and your father will never know about this conversation okay" she said

Zack took the coffee from her and nodded. There was much more to tell all from when the first kiss happened to...the bathroom incident...

Zack sighed and looked up to his curious mother. He knew she wanted every little detail. 'Oh this should be fun' he thought taking in a large gulp of coffee.

 

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Matt walked through the door and jogged up the stairs. The smell of coffee and toast filled the whole bottom level of the house meaning everyone was up.

 

"Matthew?"

Matt stopped half way up the stairs and turned around.

"Where have you been honey?" his mother stood there holding a plate of food and had a questionable look on her face.

 

"I went for a run... why?"

"Oh just... nothing" she smiled. Matt shrugged and ran up to his room.

 

He took off his clothes and jumped into the shower, cleaning up for what he had planned. So far everything was perfect in his head...but would it really turn out that way?

 

 

Hmm what is Matthew up too??? (:

 

 Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk

 

FULL CHAPTER ONE

 

 

...Screaming and panic filled the smoked filled room. As people rushed around to get out of the now burning night club, but Zacky couldn't move. He stood their eyes blurry and tired. This night was supposed to be the night; one simply unforgettable he searched around violently looking around for who he could only dream to see.

 

 A bolt of terror shot through Zacky's body...lying out of consciousness over in the corner, in the V.I.P. zone lied non other than...

 

"MATT!!!" Zacky let out a deafening scream.

 

...

 

 

Zack shot up in his bed. 'Fuck' he thought. This had been the millionth time this month that the nightmare had invaded his dreams.

 

He sat there starring at his dark reflection from the mirror across the room. The humid August night didn't make it easier to sleep. He lied back down with the thud.

Why was Matt in his dreams you may ask. Well weeks before, just moving out of his parents house Zack had ran into some old high school year books. Ones that had pictures of his once crush Matthew Sanders in them, this had brought back old feelings not something he would have ever admitted to his father. So like any other time, he just pushed the thoughts away something new he had adapted to.  

 

Since moving away from Huntington, away from Matt and away from his childhood home, Zack had made a major change in the way he acted, looked, and even the way he saw people. Forced by his father repeating and drilling the obvious into his head

 

 "YOU ARE NOT GAY ZACHARY JAMES BAKER!"

 

He could hear his dad screaming that him as if he was doing so right now.

 

But with this change and with Zack making himself believe that he wasn't what he was. Made it easy to forget where he came from. Within the past five years, Zacky Baker had... disappeared.

It was just Zack now.

 

He laid there, beads of sweat formed on his forehead and a blank expression spread across his face he waited until he fell asleep again...to be haunted in his dreams once more.

 

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Tossing and turning around Zack wasn't the only one that night who couldn't sleep. Matt gave up, sitting up quickly and rubbed his eyes. He sat there, the zombie he had become. Though nothing had really changed for Matt, after Zacky moved away he had just gone back to his 'normal' self. But with that, it still wasn't enough for Matt. He had been angrier pissed off and sick of everything. He was tired of just being known as the top athlete of the school he attended to three years ago! Sick of just being the perfect son, his parents where so proud of, sick of all the girls calling him not knowing he was gay, he met in collage last semester.

And most of all he was sick of missing him every single day and worst of all every single night.

 

Matt pushed the few covers that were on him off and got up. He needed to get out of the house. He quickly changed into a pair of sweatpants and threw on an old Iron Maiden shirt...the one Zacky loved on him back in the day.

He quickly walked out of his room and tip toed down the hall and down the stairs. He didn't dare want to think about how lame it was...21 years old still living with his parents. But it wasn't like it was that bad. He hadn't been living with them while he was in collage so the four months he had off being at home wasn't so bad.

 

He made it to the porch and then slipped on his old Nikes. He walked out into the humid morning air closing the door behind him softly. He turned around to face the growing open sky, soon to see the sun up in a few hours.

 

Matt sighed. The memory of kissing Zacky flashed into mind. How he missed that.

 

A frown form onto his face and without a care he just took off; leaving the memory and the pain behind him as he started to run.

After a month of thinking, forgetting and boredom I have now came up with...

 

 Days of War and the Nights of Love

 

SEQUEL!

 

Love Drunk...Teaser

 

 

...Screaming and panic filled the smoked filled room. As people rushed around to get out of the now burning night club, but Zacky couldn't move. He stood their eyes blurry and tired. This night was supposed to be the night; one simply unforgettable he searched around violently looking around for who he could only dream to see.

 

 A bolt of terror shot through Zacky's body...lying out of consciousness over in the corner, in the V.I.P. zone lied non other than...

 

"MATT!!!" Zacky let out a deafening scream.

 

...

To the Point.

I'm bored with Buzznet.

It's sad because I never thought this would happen. Oh well. I guess this is what happens when I stop writing, can't write,  don't have anything to write,can't find anything new to write, their isn't anything to write...

 

And it's not like I talk to many people on here either.

And as far as "fanfics or stories" go. I only read Gemma's, Rain's, Beth's and Charlotte's. It's been like that since last summer. And their has been a few other peoples here and there that I have read their journals out of boredom. But yeah over all that's all I've been using this site for.

Reading

Writing

&&

Music

Two out of the three have went up and then fell downhill from the start.

So, my purpose here now?

I'm useless (:

Emily

P.S. Just to add, I've become a twitteroholic and a facebookfanatic within the past week... 0_0 ... Facebook quizzes and posting weird random tweets...

P.S.S. I've also have been spending too much time in my room listening to my Zune and there isn't even new music on the thing either *Sigh* Daydreaming... pssh.